Recently, out of curiocity I checked the gallery and favorites tab of  Amethystine as he is indeed one of the most enthusiastic and truly snake hearted person I've ever met. And by seeing a lot of artworks I am obsessed by to this day, to my suprise, many of them were not even favorited on my FA profile; lol.. By favoriteing many of them, I read into their comment sections, especially seeking for Amethystine's responses and reactions, because I knew he is truly enthusiastic about it all! I didn't got dissapointed by him again! ^^ I melted in joy and adorableness and snakey loving passion on his responses and by the artworks alike. Both his passion and the georgeous artworks I grew up with were truly touching deep in my soul and core, it awakens my deepest desire, love, and wish to transform into a real life snake myself. Is my biggest dream and wish to get freed from this Human shaped flesh prison I been locked into and live the life my heart desire.

Unbelieveable how time flys by, it's been 11 years ago now when I first time discovered the gallery of  SepiSnake on Deviantart and the cobra cola series! His artworks and art style is what I trying to learn and "copy" because it's just perfect to me as it is. Shortly I discovered  Gryf and trough his videos, first time in my life I felt burning love, and Werepython became my Parasocial lover to this day. < 3

Without talking to them, by seeing their artworks, Sepisnake and Gryf shown me why I felt so different since my childhood, why I had feelings that I am not human inside and I wish to break free from this form. Because of them I became the person I am today. Is my dream to be a 3d artist like Gryf is and make my own version of Werepython someday! I hope he will see all my efforts I put into Werepython already and being proud of me as a mentor! I dearly love Werepython by my heart, and I wish to be with her forever! I am not crazy, I know that she is not "real" but to reduce my pain that I can't be with her, I wish to have a Tattoo of her fullbody feral snake form on my right lower arm where I can see her daily, and officially become one with my or her body.

Some people may question why do I share this so much sensitive info about me, as these are huge weakpoints of me that can easily be exploited by awful people. The question is solid and valid, I not supposed to, but I need to do something finally, as time passing by, me,  Gryf  Amethystine  SepiSnake  Solena  Python_yuanty  Anakonda7 all these people that influenced me in my whole life will won't be among us forever, and the worst thing can happen is regretting why I wasn't brawe enough to reach out to them when it's already too late. I need to put my introvert side aside and finally do something.

I held myself back to this day because I was terrified, what if all these people are not what I expect them to be.. This have happened to me once before, by an artist I shortly discovered right after Gryf, his name is: "SvenReinold" I loved him and his videos nearly the same level like I felt towards Gryf himself! He indeed infuenced me too, just like the others, so I was a Patreon supporter for him for years and possibly his biggest fan ever! I wanted to give it a try to reach out and finally talk to him and tell him my feelings what his videos mean to me... But things gone bad rapidly as He didn't cared at all, it hurt me plenty within. And in the top of everything, his Moderator on his server abused me even.. My heart shattered, making me close up even more than before. This why some people say "Ignorance is bliss" And "Never met your childhood heroes" Now I get it.

I can only imagine if I would have reached out to them a decade ago, where would I be today, I can only daydream about having actual snake enthusiasts as friends around me and finally, dearly, truly relate to somebody. I can't even imagine what kind of person I would be today if I had ended up with naga friends.