So, 23rd October and I feel it's time for an update. An update with a difference!
As I write this, I'm looking through other furry artists work. I'm starting to feel inspired and am currently listening to some pretty awesome music. I'm sat at college and I'm saying to myself that I'm fed up with being held back by life, by others, but most importantly, myself. I'm always doubting my abilities. My self worth is through the floor and I treat myself with a lack of respect. Today I have had two wake up calls in the same day. First it was a message I read on FaceBook from my mate's mother and the second was finding out that a special kitteh I've been close to, has recently passed away. This kitteh was my college's mascot. I've not got any work done today because of these issues which gave me a HUGE shock to my system. A shock which made me think deeply about how I want my future to be. I'm still sad, as I would expect anyone to be in this situation, but I now have drive. A small amount, but at least it's something. I realized I don't enjoy life half as much as I should and I now believe I know why. Today is a turning point in my life. I'm currently in a queue to see a psychologist. I've recently been reffered to a local gender clinic and from now on, if something annoys me, or someone hurts me, I'm simply going to say to myself to just get up and brush it off. I've been secretly jealous of a few things and people. From now on I'm going to study these things and people and see what it is that makes me jealous about them. This fur is coming back. I feel like I've been given a second chance by life to seize what I want from it. Yeah. Pain is gonna come, but it will fade too. I have a mate, which I love with all my heart. That's one thing I don't have much experience with (mateship) but I'll learn. From now on, no one, nor nothing will hold me back, for I will not let it.

Furs I look up to and consider close and/or Best Furiends:
CanidHarvey

Groups im proud to be a member of:
Goth Furs Purple Collar Club LastFM Furs

My DeviantArt: http://keyo-haze.deviantart.com/