Time


Well, it's been 9 years since I found the furry fandom, 22 years old and thought the world was my oyster, but... it would seem as if I was a stupid young adult with not care in the world, but I had the worng attitude, poured myself into work and after a few family tragedies...never would think at the age of 31, i had been living scared of the world.

But...we all wish we had a time machine, so there is no point dwelling in the past, learn from the mistakes and push forward...not taking anger out and instead choosing to learn and realise i am responsable for my own life.

Now...I am determined to make amends to my own life...i don't feel scared anymore of the world. I feel the determination in me to become the best me is now...and I'm not letting go of the helm, holding myself up and pushing myself to become someone i am proud to be....not someone who is always gazing from the corner room. Now, I want to be having fun and making friends in this fandom.

However....I will be spending the next 2 years, getting myself fit, getting myself better at drawing...getting myself better at writing....i know it's going to be hard to balance everything..especially since I'm supporting my parents right now....but god damn it... I am going to be the me I wanted to be 9 years ago.


So...please feel free just say hi

Stay strong and determined....be determined today for the results tomorrow.