This is about as upset as I get with the whole core moral values of mine preventing me from using other choice words.

I really. Really. REALLY don't like it when people disrespect me. It's one thing to be rude, that I can deal with...but to continually take advantage of my kindness and generosity is beyond hurtful. It's aggravating, and really ends up showing how arrogant one can be.

I just got out of a 'political' conversation with a friend (that is to say, a conversation in which we were basically saying we hated each other in subtle messaging), when they crossed a line they know they shouldn't have, especially when I was already upset about unrelated things. It really doesn't help my standing with them, which is quickly diminishing.

Further diminishing, is my ability to responsibly handle my time. I've been away from a favorite site of mine for nearly a month, and now I'm terrified to go back because I've missed so much, and I'm seriously tired of making everyone wait for me so I can catch up and just leave again. This happens every damn time, and I'm so sick of it. I was pulled away for personal reasons, but now I feel as though I cannot go back in fear of being pulled away again.

So sorry Nimtai, I really can't bring myself to come back and promise to stay when I've already done so twice, and broke both of them. On the other hand, I don't want to just completely give up and say "that's that". MEU is one of my favorite places in the web-based world to be.

Such marks the end of my frustrations. For now.