I wake up to the same days I feel trapped
in a rotation theres blood in my viens that wanna pop out scars remain a part of my life
the rain becomes my pain as it reminds me how much I cry I wake up to a lake and look in the reflection it shows my deep thaughts I weep falling into the water looking up at the sky I ask myself wats so special about me a tear one tear that whispers to me saying its sorry in the reflection of the tear I see me older drinking away my problems Im not a man I never will i say to myself that I let myself down a voice in my head says Im stupid and calls me worthless and pethic its mine own voice I cry cause I know its true my emotinal side takes control of me gripping me staring into my eyes telling me to hold myself together o of a sudden Im giving myself a hug it comforts me with a single tear drop that hits the back of my shirt I know it feels my pain it fades into me as I realize im looking into a mirrior gazing upon myself and I realize I just want to be loved