About two years ago, I was up late one night battling with myself as to weather i should draw porn or not and post it on some kinda website. Against my better judgement I went with the first option.

I honestly can't say what I was looking for. Acceptance, recognition maybe some new friends, idk. But I don't think I ever found what I was looking for. What I did find however, is that though I didn't believe it, I was capable of becoming addicted to things.

Over the last 2 years I put so much focus into the work I put on here, that I consumed a lot of my free time, even some of my social life. I had begun masturbating far too often with porn around almost every day of the week, and that actually takes a toll on a person. I also lost a really good girl who I was crazy about. My addiction eventually pushed her away.

However, I can't say it was bad. It helped me improve anatomy, speed, technique, basically my art in general. It also helped me realize I can be pretty focused and organized. Most importantly I met a few decent folks (and a lot of less than decent ones) over the last two years.

I'm not here to preach to anyone, but I think I've finally found what I was looking for. It's not here. I'm a 3d animator. That's my life, that's what i love, that's what I'm gonna do. I may post here and there, but it won't be porn. I've actually taken all my porn down.

To anyone still reading... Peace and Love :) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nftxDrStny8