I have not dropped art entirely its something I needed to walk away from for a bit.

I was really overwhelmed with the amount of work I took in over the last few years and it was a constant loop of me finishing my
queue and having to take more even when I was having a hard time working and functioning just so I could make a living its very difficult.
I do not make a living wage off of my artwork yet I am here trying to do so because it was the only option I had really.
Instability of my life had led me to make some poor decisions business wise and I was on edge with a lot of people I worked with which Im
happy I moved on from and worked to make things right again.
Ive been through a lot of hospital visits, breakups, dropping friends and being in the red zone at a constant mentally and physically with no support in the areas I severely needed it and I had no other choice but to take a break and let myself recover a bit. I cant even begin to explain the amount of damage that I have been dealing with and trying to work through.

If youre waiting on something from me I seriously appreciate the patience, my messages have been a bit delayed but that should change very soon here Im still getting back into the loop and not nearly as unstable or overloaded with work. I just want others to understand that Im pushing to do better and get work out in a more timely manner. I really appreciate the understanding and after my work is done I dont know what exactly I'll do I might still use this account I just wanted to drop a lot of my online pres especially with this fandom because its big, its overwhelming and it very quickly became an extremely negative space for me to kind of surround myself with unfortunately. But im generally not used to hanging around or getting involved with fandoms that are *this* big its very overwhelming and the support I got and friends I made was nice but I quickly felt like this judgement/felt like I had to meet expectations that just felt really entitled and weird frankly and it just kind of turned me away. I hope that does not last too long.
I wont be social I wont be on discord etc but I dont mind talking to people still or interacting or anything once I start posting again!