✪Harley | He/She | 30 | Arizona | Bi ✪

got a new keyboard and i like typing on it so kinda just looking for an excuse to do so tbh lol. also a lot's changed since the last time i posted this so figured it'd be cool to redo it.

BASIC...
Name: harley
Birthday: july 15th
Height: 5'3" very small
Weight: 225-240 lbs, i tend to gain/lose quite a bit of weight off and on fairly regularly
Eye Color: green
Hair Color: for now blonde, but gonna go pink and black later this weekend hopefully
Race: white & mexican, not sure why i left that out last time. granted i wasn't raised w mexican culture much bc my dad really wasn't connected to his roots, but it's still there. it still matters that it's there.
Zodiac Sign: cancer

DO YOU...
Drink?: i'm goin on 10 months sober baby let's fucking GO
Smoke?: i quit cigs earlier this year, dont really remember exactly when. i'm nearly off my vape also.
Use Drugs?: weed
Cuss?: really truly, who doesn't
Play Any Instruments?: not really. i used to be decent on piano/keyboard but not anymore
Have Any Peircings?: size 5/8 lobes
Have Any Tattoos?: idk why i can never remember this, hold on lemme count. uhh. thirteen apparently
Like To Annoy People?: sometimes ngl ragebaiting is really fun
Like Life?: oh buddy
Wear Make-Up?: i don't yet but someday if i get the balls for it i might have august just play on my face and see what looks good.
Dye Your Hair?: yeah usually bleach blonde but going pink soon
Scream At The top of your lungs for no reason?: rarely but sometimes when i'm really really close to the edge i find myself sobbing in my car until it boils up to a scream like that
Get Distracted By Shiny Objects?: no
Like Pina Coladas?: no
And Getting Caught In The Rain?: kys

ARE YOU...
Dependable?: for the right people.
Trustworthy?: also for the right people
Obsessive?: unfortunately i can be yeah
Hyper Active?: eh. not usually but i have my moments
Happy?: sometimes. about 50/50 i'd say
Content?: for the most part i think
Boring?: tbh yeah. i really dont do anything but work and play video games. sometimes i draw or sew something but very rarely. and i really dont talk to anyone but august 90% of the time.
Violent?: i'm more violent in my thoughts than i think i'd ever be in action tbh. kindof a blend of intrusive thoughts and genuine feelings but i think i've been outwardly violent maybe like. twice in my life. and it wasn't even that bad.
Evil?: honestly probably but morality is subjective and i'd rather surround myself with like-minded "evil" people than change my feelings and opinions on everything to become less "evil". i'm here to make me happy, not you.
Hippie-Ish?: oh hell naw, i gotta be real i find that vibe very very cringe
Shy?: i mean,, yes and no? i consider myself an extrovert with really extreme social anxiety, if that makes any sense.
Paranoid?: generally yeah
Annoying?: oh for sure LOL
Social?: in the right circumstances for sure, yeah
Religious?: not really lol. i was very intentionally raised without religion bc my mom either doesnt believe in god or is mad at him, but i sought out my own connections with god in my early-mid twenties. didn't stick after spencer died and i decided it was god's fault. i think i like the idea of religion more than i really like religion in practice?

WHATS YOUR FAVORITE...
TV Show?: evil question. but lemme think.... idk i'm gonna say either The Amazing Digital Circus bc that's my fixation rn, or Superstore bc that's the one i quote/rewatch the most. but i have a ton of shows very dear to my heart.
Movie?: 10 things i hate about you, but again many others very dear to my heart
Band/Singer(s)?: stop asking me fucked up questions. uh. hmm.. i'd say the biggest contenders are Taking Back Sunday, Lil Xan, Hot Mulligan, or Left at London
Song?: i think as far as the last year or so it'd probably be King Park by La Dispute, or maybe Old Enough 2 Die by Heart Attack Man
Book/Story?: a place to stand by jimmy santiago baca
Color(s)?: dark teal, like this https://www.paintgarden.com/cdn/sho.....g?v=1658180222
Shape?: triangle
Animal?: i mean if you count bugs, probably centipedes lol. if we're not counting bugs then uhh... hmm.. maybe wombats
Person(s)?: August lol. she's been my FP for well over a year probably, but only came to terms with that or i guess accepted it like... 3-4 months ago? she's handled it pretty well all things considered.
Smell?: sawdust
Quote?: "There is an infinite amount of hope in the universe … but not for us" - kafka
Hobby?: definitely video games
Store?: take my bitch ass to winco
Season?: i love summertime it's just ungodly hot here in the summer. but i love the smell of people's pools and grills burning hot dogs and burgers, the smoke from fireworks being set off, i love the american flag flyin everywhere and i love the temps at night and all the bugs out and playing in the pool with my friends.. best time of the year for sure
Time Of Day?: early afternoon on my days off, otherwise like 10pm-midnight

WHATS YOUR...
Worst Fear?: lately, rainstorms
Life Goal?: girl no ew. i'm just vibin till i die
Greatest Accomplishment?: idk i guess my sobriety rn

WHICH ONE...
Pepsi Or Coke?: coke but pepsi's aight too
McDonald's Or Burger King?: mcdonalds, tho i do like booger king's chicken fries with some buffalo sauce
Converse Or Vans?: i really like etnies and dc's better lmao
Dogs Or Cats?: probably really really ironic given that i'm literally a dog therian but. i really don't vibe with most dogs. i love cats with my whole heart. although my last "ex" who i never formally dated, her roommates had a dog that was incredible. love that dog. i miss her
AIM, YIM Or MSN Messenger?: ew what the fuck how fucking old is this template jesus christ. i've never had an account on any of those. i got on the internet around the era of skype
Chicken Or Fish?: fish if im in the mood for it, otherwise chicken usually wins
Pants Or Shorts?: gonna say something really bold and brave here, i like capris the best

DISCRIBE YOUR PERFECT...
Day: i think the best days of my life so far have been the ones spent with skylar and august at their place, watching cartoons and anime together, being loud and rowdy, getting high and crashing on their couch. i adore those girls with everything in my heart. they are my family and my time with them is what i consider to be home
Room: okay so i've actually thought abt this a lot, ideally i want like a dark forest green shag carpeting, and mid-dark brown vertical wood slats for the wallpaper. i want grunge/rock band posters and traffic signs on the walls, i want a full size bed on a very short bedframe barely off the ground, with my dog bed on top. i've also thought abt making a tent that looks like a dog house and putting that over my bed as well. fill it with tennis balls and pillows and plushies. i would love to custom build a cat tree for doug that matches my trashcore/industrial aesthetic. i also really wanna build custom furniture from "garbage" like scrap wood/metal and tires and buckets and stuff. i promise this vision works
Life: my therapist had me make a board on pinterest to build ideas of what i might like life to look like without the notion of a romantic relationship or a dependent friendship, and it seems like i want a ratty old truck, a little townhouse or ranch house that's a little secluded but not totally isolated, lots of room for fish tanks. fishing trips and long drives on dirt roads and simple hot meals at home, good music and freedom and privacy.
World: idk like what if i didnt have to be worried about dying if i can't afford insulin someday or like being executed for existing bc the big dogs in charge decided my existence is a sin
Romantic Date: i'm a hopeless romantic and very easy to please. i'm not terribly creative myself and i've had a long dating history so i really don't care if our date is unique or special or anything. i don't care if you take me to the same spot you always take other bitches to. just movies and dinner is perfect to me. come over and play mario kart. let's go run errands and stop at mcdonalds for lunch. i don't care. as long as you say it's a date and be affectionate towards me, i'm happy. i think the issue is that most dates i'm taken on have the very very heavy implication of expected sex at the end and i just end up feeling like a piece of meat by the time we say goodnight and part ways, and that the entire date was just to butter me up to ensure i put out at the end. its not that i hate sex and im not willing to do it its just.. i wanna feel like for once someone's into me for more than just that.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN...
God?: not really
Heavan & Hell?: yeah
Angels & Demons?: nah
Reincarnation?: kinda yea
Yourself?: yknow what, sure
Ghosts?: kinda but in a bad way
UFOs?: absolutely not
Big Foot?: no
Lockness Monster?: no
A Thing Called Love?: yep. despite it all

WOULD YOU EVER...
Kill Someone Else?: nah
Kill Yourself?: yknow what they say. if at first u don't succeed... lol
Beg For Money?: if i really had to sure
Skydive?: no
Bunjee Jump?: no
Make out in the rain?: fuck no lmao i'm so fucking scared of the rain and if u try to convince me to kiss you in the rain anyways, i assume you either know nothing about me, or you're selfish enough to put your own desires over my comfort and sense of safety
Run Away From Home?: there's not a day i don't think about it, to be so fucking real with you
Ride A Motorcycle?: i have been on the back of a motorcycle. ironically not the biker i dated for nearly two years but the father of an ex boyfriend i briefly had in high school
Do Extreme Sports?: no

MORE ABOUT YOU...
Do You Own A Car?: yeah, we love georgie
Ever Been To Jail?: somehow no
Ever Gotten Kicked out?: yep LMAO
Do You Have A Job?: unfortunately yes
Do You Like Taking Surveys Like This?: yeah lmao

THATS ALL FOLKS...
Are You Lonely?: chronically
Are You Sitting In A BeanBag Chair Eatin' Cheetos?: no but i do want a beanbag now that you mention it
Do You Fee The Urge To Send Me A Thousand Dollars?: send ME a thousand dollars bitch
Really?: kys
Do You Know Where That Comes From?: dont care + didnt ask + ur mom + block + ratio + steals ur gf + teabags ur corpse
How Many Licks Does It Take To Get To The Center Of A Tootsie Pop?: ur mom
Is That Your Final Answer?: yes
Are You Sure?: yes
Postitive?: yes
Glad That This Is Over?: yes, girl why do u get annoying at the end