it's my 29th birthday yay!

I'm nearly halfway through my masters atm and boy do i miss having a disposable income of any sort. my horrible apartment i moved into in august has not been worth it(too far from campus, expensive, falling apart, insects everywhere, neighbors loud af, overall trashy area) and i will be moving closer to campus thankfully for the second year. that will hopefully allow me some actual spending money to maybe get a comm again cause it's been so longgggggg

i had a brief fling with a triad for several months with some nearby guys that ended up being not worth the effort(i got along super well with one, which i'm sure made the other jealous) which ended up us separating which I wasn't surprised by, since i knew there was some tension going on with the two who had been together for at least a year and live together. long story short, don't open your relationship if you're not willing to be open to it!

mentally i'm kinda feeling like i need to get screened for adhd or something, at least change my ssri which seems to be making me more anxious now and i end up doing little but stressing over things that aren't so stressworthy and maybe i just need to get things changed up.

i also started sketching again! one day when i get a tablet i'll try to transition to digital stuff because i want to get this dragon drawnnnnn man, he needs some love again! (also otter and maybe another but who knows for now im busy)

anyhoo thanks for tuning in to this dumb derg's birthday announcement, i need to get ready for asian fusion tonight! :3

with love, Tox~