That time for another round up and boy what a year its been/not been.

Alot of art, which is cool. Getting back into modding towards the end since I got that new mouse now. Literally put it off for a year+ since I got robbed. I was just really hesistating to buy anything again and it extended to almost everything in my life, really unhealthy just punishing myself for no reason. I really needed that middle mouse button working so I can model again but I just couldn't bring myself to get it.

WILLLDDD MANNNESSSS, cool new show I like. thats something i use to do alot, watch cartoons, but i stopped, but now we back. Doing a bunch of pinkamena party stuff like the brand new wiki so now i can share the history is a well-rounded and clean format plus i get an excuse to talk to all dah cool artists, neat, networking n such. doing 3D again too which is great might even do 3d pony stuff in blender woah.

bad things though uh, losing a friend that won't come back. i didnt do the world building stuff i mentioned in previous journals, really gotta ask myself if i do wanna do that stuff or find a reason to motivate myself, some days i just sit in place waiting for things to happen for me, a common trope.

i like the presence i have independant or anything else, no expectations or others to appease, schizophrenia at bay where i aint worrying about others or letting manifestations in my head convince me otherwise but yet it still happens. I'll be posting more stuff soon-ish, i'm just on that 3D spree right now as well as file management before i jump into new stuff. making sure i wrap up my other aliases for a clean mind and workspace.

Happy new year 2025 woo