So, Christmas was ok, kinda meh, but that’s fine. But, something’s kinda bothering me, I had the day off, and was hanging out with friends basically all day, it was great! But now that I’m home, instead of feeling like “yeah today was a great day!” I’m already feeling drained, and bored (not to mention dreading tomorrow, but I’m working at both jobs then, so that’s to be expected) It’s like, I’m ether really happy and excited, or just drained of all emotion it really sucks, and I don’t know what to do about it, because I can’t just goof off my entire life, if I quit one of my jobs, but even then, what’s that going to do? I’ll have more time to do “fun” stuff but I’ve got time to do fun stuff now, but here I am, complaining to the internet, where probably no one is going to see this. Ugh, I just wish I had the motivation to do fun stuff...