...and ask for help with rent, stop spending hundreds of dollars (or 1000's as I have seen at times) on commissions per month. Needing help with essentials is one thing, but people shouldn't be paying for your hobbies when you are so irresponsible that you put you fapping to art of your OC over the things you need to literally survive.

For that reason, I have only commissioned a couple pieces of art in a decade because my own finances were so tight.

And if your friends are unable to give you money or free stuff and you toss them away, don't be surprised if you end up alone.