Still alive...mostly just seems life continues to want to drag me down, from having to deal with being sick from being exposed to Mould (That I am allergic to) to this previous week having to deal with pleurisy, did not like waking up in the middle of the night to my sides hurting when I breathe, also first time had a fever with it, usually I just experience it hurts when I breathe so that was new. So yeah that wasn't fun, but at least today my sides/chest don't hurt today and my lungs sound clear, just wish my head didn't feel like its full of cotton, its been a struggle to focus on stuff these last couple of days >.< urggghhh what usually would take me an hour or two to get done takes 4, I feel like I'm slipping on ice, trying to hold on to the sides of my focus, but fail and feel closed to tears, it shouldn't be this hard, I've just go so much work I need to do and its keeps piling on because I keep getting sick which delays everything >.< sorry for the vent, I'm just so tired and want to have some normalcy back in my life.