Everything feels like it's falling apart at the seams to me.

Politically wise, America has never seemed so confused and demonic. I knew that when President Cheeto got in, things would go south but this quickly? It's enough to make me worry since him announcing Jerusalem as the capital of Israel. There's been angry and hateful Anti-Semitic videos online on Facebook these days, some even calling to jihad. I'm not certain what will happen but I feel like something truly horrible is about to happen and I'm stuck in the epicenter of it all.

New York City has faced terrorism ever since the 1980s but whatever is coming will be awful. I'm a little terrified, to be honest. My hardy New York persona has faded a bit after catching wind about the bomber who tried to destroy Port Authority Terminal near Times Square. I get super nervous getting off the train in Manhattan now.

I wish I worked deep in Brooklyn.

Life here in the city is tough even on the hardiest of souls. Even tougher when your economically destitute and trying to find better work. This morning of a possible 9/11 attack happening again puts me in great dreams as Christmas approaches this year. Trump literally set everything up for innocent people to suffer thanks to he recklessness. The man is trying to get us killed and no one in the GOP even attempts to stop him.

And this is before he threatens to take away our healthcare.