So it finally happened, my first relationship came to an end just a few hours ago... a relationship that lasted well over a year. Her name was Heather Yanez, but I called her Kaos like the rest of her friends. We had alot of fun and we had alot of happiness together, but as life kept throwing hurdle after hurdle at us, we decided to try and go our seperate ways. She lives in Texas and I live in South Carolina, quite the long distance relationship and with her parents disapproval of our love... I just couldn't handle the stress anymore. I just don't have the money to get to her and with me starting college soon we'd have less time to talk to one another, it was already so bad that at most we'd get in maybe two to two and a half hours to talk each night over the telephone. It hurts, I've never felt pain like this before... I don't know how long it will last, but I hope the tears will stop soon. My only wish right now is that she'll find happiness some way after all of the initial pain is over and through with. I know most of you don't care to hear this stuff, I understand if you have your own drama and worries. But I just... had to get that all off of my chest, I feel a little better now having said that. Right now, I just need someone to talk to, someone to help get my mind off of this or to help me put things back into perspective.