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♡ Desi ♡ Jan. 12th ♡ italian ♡ INFJ-T ♡ girly girl
I have depression, anxiety, AuDHD, AvPD and memory issues; thanks for your patience with me u///u{ ♡ DeviantART ♡ tumblr ♡ Pixiv ♡ ToyHou.se ♡ }
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Hello!~★
Whoever you are, thank you so much for taking the time to visit my page, it means a lot! I'm Desi, and it's very nice to meet you! ♥
I'm a girly girl, nostalgic daydreamer, unicorn lover, Pokémon connoisseur, Yugioh duelist, proud Hufflepuff, mythology geek, and horror enthusiast~
I am socially anxious and very shy, so I may not hold well in conversations and tend not to approach people first,
but I do my best and appreciate very much every comment and note; thank you! <3
Hope you'll enjoy my artwork, and don't be afraid to contact me for anything c:
Have a wonderful day! ♥♥♥
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♡ Requests: Never, sorry, and gifts are just for friends
♡ RPs: I don't RP nor chat, so please DON'T ask for my IMs, Discord, Skype or anything >n<;
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✧✦Updates - things finally looking up✦✧ (G)
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Hello, everyone! It's been a while since my last update, and things have been changing in the last few months ---enough to finally feel comfortable enough to have a new public update up.
If you've been following me for a while, you may already know things have always been hard: issues with family, money, housing, physical and mental health, you name it.
Last year I had one particularly bad episode that made me realize that I had to change something, so, after three previously failed attempts, I've tried going to therapy again.
Here in my country getting a diagnosis for neurodivergences (especially as an adult woman) is extremely difficult, but I've finally found a mental health clinic that specializes in ADHD, autism, etc. in adults and, most importantly, a good therapist.
I have officially been diagnosed with AuDHD, severe anxiety, depression, CPTSD, and AvPD.
It may seem something small, but you don't know how much it means to me; after all these years thinking I'm just lazy, dumb, and heartless, I actually know what's wrong with me, and can take the necessary steps to get better.
It didn't particularly dampen my mood that no one in my life IRL but my brother (who's my best friend and biggest supporter) cared or put importance on it: I do, and that's what matters.
I've already seen a psychiatrist and got some new meds prescribed. Nothing that does much for AuDHD/focus, sadly (I need to get some specific medical tests first to see if I qualify for them, in case of contraindications with my other health issues), what I'm taking helps mostly for anxiety, but it's already helping more than I would have imagined.
In three months, I've started feeling better about my art, as well as more productive, finally managing to catch up to my queue after literally years of struggling with it!!
I've also managed to see a doctor after basically a decade of never seeing anyone (only getting email prescriptions occasionally), and found the courage to ask to get tested for various things ---I ended up with seven (!!) sheets full of exams I gotta take, one of which is for my wrists/joints issues, which I'm quite happy about ♥
Hopefully I'll find further courage to book appointments for all of the same soon, ahah x,D
Of course, the meds are nothing miraculous, and there are still many bad days, as well as my physical ailments and other issues (the current financial situation isn't particularly rosy, for example, but I know it's a tougher time for everyone), but I finally have hope about getting better, and finding the energy to take the necessary steps to improve.
I'm still quite anxious about posting my works online (I'm especially overwhelmed by the sheer amount of works in my backlog I'm yet to post...literally years worth of stuff xP), but I'll do my best to start being active again.
Maybe I'll just disregard my backlog, save for a few pieces I still like and would like to share, and focus only to catch up with posting more recent stuff...I'll see what to do xP
For now, I'd just like to thank you, from the bottom of my heart, for enjoying my work enough to still stick with me despite the prolonged silence and inactivity.
Change may not be immediate, but I'll do my best not to disappoint you ♥
Thank you so much for reading, and wish you a wonderful day! <333
PS: I have decided to nuke everything in my inbox to start anew and not be too overwhelmed about getting back to FA; I am truly sorry about this, but hopefully this way I'll be able to keep up to date to submissions and comments.
I really want to start commenting more on other artists' works especially, I'd like to be a bit of support to others at least in spirit! ♥
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