I have been haveing such a hard time finding some one. anyone who is a fur, who loves me, and treat me like i realy wont and almost need to be treated. some one who knows when it is time to let me do my thing alone. and when it is time to tell me exzactly what to do and were to do it... -.x hehe i know some dificultys are usoule. and i have never had a hard break up yet. from a girl or guy relashionship. but the words the realy inportant ones... the words i love you. those are the words that have always been lacking... and if thay are said, then the love is never showen.

Some times i feel so sad, because i fear the lack of love when i am among other people, the lack of furs in my area dosnt help any. the only girl i like thinks im gay ehich i am.. for non-furry people. for a fur im BI and not vary picky. realy my only standards are playful, experementail, and not afrade to laugh. some one who can not only tell me but show me thay love me. during personal time and out in publick....

I am also takeing a phycology class this tirm. it's pritty crazy to learn what happens and why i think what i think...

thats about all i got... i feel emochionaly drained. type to you guys later

happy days... some were