FA is back so am I >:P
This is will last journal about me in near time, I'm just back to work as an artist and try to show you more of my arts . ✦ ˚

In short, they didn't help me much and I'll have to find a psychotherapist myself with whom I'll work on myself and my mental health. I'll have routine checkups to better select antidepressants and tranquilizers, but overall I'm left alone with the problem and in addition to drawing I'll have to do this too. Otherwise, I may be hospitalized by force because I am a danger to myself. Most likely I will look for a part-time job and do more creative work to improve in this craft .So, despite all the things I suddenly have to do in my life, I will try to draw more and interact with you, my audience and friends~
I still feel really bad and I still think that it was a shame that I didn't kill myself, but hey, living in depression for 25 years and not doing anything about it just because I'm sure that I can commit suicide doesn't just go away. Khem.

So, I'm keep going, I guess <:1

For context, here are the previous journals about what happened in my life:
Update about treatment and assistance to those who care;
Failed suicide attempt;

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˚ ✦ . Curent Commission Queue . ✦ ˚
1# — dragon ref-sheet  randomperson35 [Done]
2# — dragon shield  wheatley76
3# — 3 Disco Elysium Portrait  randomperson35
4# — bird dancer  springtrapped.
5# — dragon lingerie  Zups
6# — dragon dead without head  bahamut_256

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Thank you all for attention in me and my art <3