To everyone who had commissioned me a few months ago and think I was scamming them bevause of my sudden disappearance, I fully intended and still do intend on finishing your commission if you'll let me. FOR FREE.

To explain the disappearance, my step-dad, who I see as my real dad, is almost fully disabled now due to a stroke and car accident that happened at the same time. He was in the hospital for awhile and finally came home. I dropped my real life job, my online art career, my entire life, and moved in with my mom to help care for him, all very unexpectedly and almost overnight. It completely destroyed my mental health. He is almost 100% disabled now, and needs 24/7 care. I admit it was my fault for not updating anyone on this, but my mental health caused me to self-isolate, even from my friends for awhile. I guess I didn't realize how emotionally taxing it would be to be someone's full-time care aide and to see someone go from a fully functional father figure to sorta being like a kid again. He's still my dad, but it's like different now. And it's really really confusing and sometimes really hurts to see him like this. I love my dad to pieces, but we made the decision to bring in outside help so I could go back to my art, and my mom could go back to work. He's still home, but he no longer needs up 24/7 because he has his own outside hired aides.

To the few people that got their refunds from paypal and blocked me, I'm so sorry I didn't reach out. It WAS extremely unprofessional. With my already crippling anxiety and worsening depression, reaching out really did seem impossible. If you can find it in your heart to reach out, I will happily complete those commissions that I owed you, even if you took the refund!! I want to do them 100% free of charge as an apology. My art is my world and my name is honestly the only career I have, and I don't ever want people to think I was trying to scam them when I love my job more than anything and 2025 just put me into a dark and difficult place. I love my art, and I love drawing for people. I'm so sorry things happened how they did, and I'm just asking to be able to make it up to the people who supported me and I failed them. <3

Thank you for taking the time to read this.