Wow so no clue if anyone ever reads my journals, but heres a new one for you. I finally moved.......to a different state. It was more of a mix of spur of the moment, and couple years of saying "one day imma move" and I`d look for a job for awhile then just kinda give up, and rot in Georgia like I was doing for years. I hadn`t really planned on moving this early. Realistically I was gonna wait until the end of august when I had at least two grand saved from the job I was working, but coming to work just to be called a worthless pile by your own father kinda grates on ones nerves after a while. So with 1200 in the bank I picked up, quit my job, said fuck you dad and left back to my moms for about two weeks where I started heavy into looking for a job up here. Found an interview, and 4 days later my best friend and I drove 12 hours for me to actually land a job without my family helping ^^ so now im up here for a week until i can start working......still no clue where I`ll live but hey I`ve had to sleep in my vehicle before for a week or two so. I`m in Virginia btw

No clue what the moral of all this is...maybe to take risks?
Believe me I know what it means to be terrified by choices. My one biggest fear is failing whether it be with friends, or life. I`m not normally one to ever take chances, but sometimes you just need to search for a good enough reason to jump start your life after all If I hadn`t I`d never have gotten to meet a woman I`ve waited for so long to simply hug and hang out with. Shes part of my reason for getting off the ground...............what will be yours?