Taking off the mask and being candid, I'm proud of myself for getting through this year, and especially for how far I've come here. 2025 was very difficult for me mentally and emotionally; depression punching me in the gut fueled by my loneliness and shrinking circle of friends that made it difficult for me to get out of bed just to brush my hair.

I'm not where I want to be, and I cant say I expect it to change anytime soon, though I'm doing what I can to get better and hopefully find someone I can really connect with and maybe even share this side of myself with as well.

Thank you all for following along and giving me more drive to draw as much as I can and improve as I go on; I never could've imagined I'd really amass a following at all and yet I stand nearing 800 people on bsky alone, who apparently like my dumb doodles enough to want to see them more! I try to not let the numbers get in my head, but seeing the follower count grow is so gratifying and gives me more drive to keep drawing my goofy stuff.

I must admit that I've let this account overshadow my vanilla art account and that's something I want to rectify in 2026. I like drawing this stuff but I also need to be able to draw something that *isn't* involved with diapers sometimes.

Again, thanks for being along for the ride and I hope to continue improving my capabilities in the new year!