ok. first of I'm not expecting anybody to read or comment on this..... what I am posting has absolutely nothing to do with any of you. Another thing is that I apologize for any spelling mistakes I make. I type kinda fast and Dyslexic so I hardly ever catch my mistakes.

1. I no longer have a job. I've been written up three times and now I'm out. All because the stupid fucking bitch nurse decided that because I don't use these fucking wash basins (which are small tubs) I should get written up. It's apparently contaminated when I hold the wash cloth in my fucking hand and let the water run onto the cloth so they can wash their face. It's a different story when its actually touching the sink because I know for damn sure housekeeping doesn't clean the rooms like they should. The only good thing about being fired is that I no longer have to worry about my back giving out. It was so bad that I could barely get out of bed. People who sit on their asses all day have told me that their job was demanding. NO! My job was worse. We were constantly short staffed, we got hit, kicked, spit on, screamed at, cussed out, cut, bruised, and on a good day I was running around like a headless chicken.

2. I'm missing three of my posters. Why? Because my stupid grandma came into my room and took them all down to fucking was my walls. What pisses me off the most was that she went into my room and took down every single poster of mine and lost three of them. My reaction? Put them all back up along with more. Now it actually looks like I live there.

3. I'm so nervous/stressed/upset that I wanna go out of the house and buy a pack of cigarettes. Ok yes I did quit. I'm not going anywhere to buy any but damn am I so nervous I'm on the verge of another mental breakdown. 3 days of being unemployed and I'm so jittery I need to do something besides babysit. One doesn't fucking listen to a word I say. The only reason I still watch him is because I get paid $5/hr. It doesn't help that I know I'm going to possibly have surgery in the coming months sometime. It's worse that I know my jaw will be broken and have metal plates inserted into my lower jaw.