I'm tired nothing getting better... I just want to be done with it.

Update 3/30:
Still stuck in a dead-end job as a lumber mule, broke, with no friends and my family broken. I don't see life ever getting better... My health (physical, mental, dental) are in shambles still, and circumstances in the US and abroad are looking ever more bleak and too little is being accomplished to change that. I can't keep on going like this. I don't want to end up dying alone as a broken, bitter bastard... I don't know what to do anymore but I'm tired of waiting for things that will never happen. If I could fold myself into a good dream and never wake up I'd take it at this point; it's as close as I will ever get to having a life.