Sometimes this is a question I ask myself. Am I the fool? I know it sounds selfish, but I have paid for so much art and experiences that I have never had a return on. I have no less than $2000 I've paid toward art and other items that I have yet to receive.

Some of these orders are from almost a decade ago.

A FUCKING DECADE! I ALREADY ISSUED A FUCKING RETURN but PP doesn't cancel and return after A FUCKING DECADE.

I don't even want the art anymore. Not the art or the items.

I just wish I had the money to pay my bills. I want to be on my feet.

I just want to be okay. I went to school, got a great job, even do other side hustles, and I'm still behind. I want to be okay again.