So, around two days ago, It was something I had to keep. Tried to make it special but didn't feel right and for some reason, I let that down. I dunno why it did but I'm having a terrible feeling if this continues and if I don't keep myself together in place. I was hoping for something good but maybe I'll do better next time.

Speaking of which, I didn't make it special because maybe I thought it would be better if I could smooth things out that I don't have to worry. Couldn't say..
But this time I'll have to focus even more instead of being slow-moving. I also hope that nothing shocks me because that would bring me down. But I'm doing fine for at least as for now.

Will be waiting.