Favorite Movie Monsters: Godzilla, King Kong, Veran, Gigan (ectra) there are so many to name. But all are my favorites except for the Blob! I can't stand that monster movie.

Movies I can't stand: The Blob and its sequel. And any horror movies.


Religion: Mormon= Later Day Saints=LDS (the short version) If you don't like christianity don't come around flaming me in shouts or in pms I don't want your opinion an I will not get an in argument with you over that. We all have our beliefs in this world so I appreciate it if you leave mine alone.


Online Fursona: Catclaw
Species: Redish gold Winged Leopard (shapeshifter)
Magical class: Guardian of Fire
Occupation: Queen of Silver Moon Planet
Gender: Female
Orientation: Straight
Age: 4001
Personal Quote of Catclaw: We are the Masters of the universe, for we hold the secrets in our eyes. You have only but to look to see that it is true.

Now personal information:

Name: Holly (last name will never be known except to a very few personal friends)
Gender: Female
Orientation: Straight
Belief system: Christian
Personality: Very independent an at times I can come off as stuborn or bull headed. It is a trait my whole family has. But considering my blood lines well an the color of my hair I cannot escape it.
How ever at certain times of the day have been known to have a sense of a humor though it more or less comes out by accident. I would like to think that at times I can be very sweet natured, an kind to people. But I often find that those are things that I need to work on such as patience, and not losing my temper when I get frustrated.

Now things In general about me: aka back ground History:

I love writing prose poetry when I have the creative time for it. Or when I have been inspired by something that affects in real life.
I enjoy writing an role playing a great deal, and have been experimenting in more lets say mature role plays. In everything that I have ever written with my creativity good vs evil has always played a central role. For even when my mom was dignonised with a gentic heart condition I wrote dark sad poetry that day. And some one there at the heart clinic lost their husband while we were waiting for the results of the test for my own mom.

I felt bad for that poor lady. But in all my life those forces have ever been present. I wouldn't be here today if it hadn't been for the blessing I recived as a child. But that is old history I doubt people would be interested in hearing that old tale.
I have been through the passing of too people that I was really close to that shook up my world. Never mind having to put down my fifteen year old cat whom I had sense I was six years old...

Again these are things I could not change, but at the time they hit me hard, perhaps not the deaths of my mother an grandmother at first. But the death of my fifteen year old cat hit me the hardest because he had been with me the longest through every school that I had went through. If he had not lost his mind He would have even made it to through my senior year. But alas he did not.

I have had many things happen while living in oklahoma, enough to cause doubts to form in my mind, perhaps because my mom did not help me bring up my self essesteme so I am always doubting an having insecurities about something or other. But then I later learned that she had that problem too. Plus she would never talk to me about personal things my sister did all that.

It is a wonder that I am still here today if were not for the intervention of family members when I had my depression an got on some medcine to knock it down some so I could grieve without killing myself. That to me was the darkest days of my adult life. And every once in awhile that depression comes back an then I don't feel like talking to people. I try to push them away.

I even try to push them away when I am in a foul mood knowing that I could say something that would upset not only myself futher an them. Its why I don't talk to people over the phone about things that are of a personal nature that just isn't me. I would rather play it self then say too much an find that I am going to be up to my neck in trouble afterwards.

My mom instilled in me to never trust a stranger and in phoenix arizona that was the truth, you couldn't trust anyone on the street that you passed by. I know because I lived there for most of my life except for my senior year of highschool. I did go back there to visit my dad who lives in another part of arizona. But well the city I left is now quite built up a different change then what I remember it was like.

I should stop now before this history thing becomes really well too long you know. I am sure people will find this boring an not interesting.