Hey guys.
first i want to say i'm sorry if i hurt you personally.
I'm also sorry i'm not always here and making good decisions.
I think that the nsfw space isn't really working for me anymore and I should think about some things. I really care about everyone i interact with to a fault and while i dont make the best decisions i am empathetic to your struggles and i want to help. I think i'm part of the problem, so i am going to take a break from here for a bit.

You guys have supported me for a long time, some of you have blocked me for very legitimate reasons or how you feel about me as a person and that's okay. I prefer you make your own decisions really. For now i just ask for your forgiveness even if you don't think i deserve it.

I made a big mistake by trusting someone who i shouldn't have and this has happened time and time again.
The person in question i made this mistake with had messaged me on a post on bluesky and wanted to DM me, they would send me nsfw messages and talk about roleplaying as a minor with an adult in these scenarios.
This person did not mention their age during their nsfw messages for months and i had no intention of getting involved if i had known this.
While their age based on where we both lived during the interaction was legal, I don't condone or allow this kind of interaction at any time. Despite how much I wanted this consenting messaging to be mutual they have instead claimed this was against their wishes, which is untrue. However, I do admit i made the mistake of speaking to them in the first place.

In order to make things up to you guys i think i should step away from this space and do some reflecting. I can't change your lives who i affected back to normal on a whim but the least i can do is be away from places you like to be.

So even if i dont come back at all, just please live the best life you can.
Despite what i have done i still take everything you say extremely seriously and I'll do everything i can to become a better person in the future.

First of all, I'll finish the comms i owe everyone.
Second, I'll remain offline until I believe it is acceptable to return based on what you guys think.

Until then, Please be safe, be aware, and be creative.

Thank you.

And please, be respectful to the person in question, do not harass them or seek them out.
It was a mistake and I would ask that everyone make their own opinion of the situation, but i don't blame them or others for being upset at me.


I'm going to make changes and move away from that kinda content that has been upsetting others, the kinda content that is not okay to post anywhere or consider to be drawn again. This is something i should've done a long time ago, but I have been encouraged, and i need to make my own decision on stopping it now. Thank you for your patience, I'll no longer be drawing that content.