Just wanted to let everyone know I'm finally starting to feel a bit better....and my scab fell off my wound today so that means it finally closed up good-YAY!! :)
That, in and of itself, makes me feel somewhat better...still have some pain in my chest and back though(and oddly enough my armpits)...and of course, still have the fear that my lung will explode any second, especially when my shoulder blade hurts(cause that can also be a sign of impending lung collapse) but otherwise doing ok and I feel like I'll eventually get over the fear...and hopefully there isn't any permanent nerve damage so the pain should go away too(knock on wood)...in the meantime I've been working on my Monarch and Dr. Girlfriend impressions...lol! according to my friends my dr. girlfriend is creepy it's so close...Go Team Venture! lol!
still not smoking, and still not liking it, but doing better on that too now...who knows maybe the urge actually will go away eventually...seems like it's finally starting to...
anyways, I hope to be doing something constructive(e.g. drawings) in the next week or so once I feel more fully recovered...in the meantime, ideas and suggestions are totally welcomed as I currently have no idea what to draw......and I'm lazy.....hehehehe....