Dear Fanbucks,

I know it has been some time since my last FurAffinity post. In addition, I have a confession to make: I am NOT a furry, because I was too full in my head and I did not think straight. I am just saying that everyone makes mistakes and has their moments which might hurt and last for years in a withness' life. I am not saying that I hate you, but whenever something becomes too much and someone else, especially within your family and find out, they would joke and jeer and it would be painful to endure like a large cut on a finger. Plus, it can be hard to change the way you think, since you have made a strong, confident impression. Right now, I have officially decided to step away from the pawprint page until further notice. So, there was a bit of a reason why I started my Antlerian journey to make an impact. During quarantine, I was thinking about drawing for the sake of my hobby and enjoyment and I wanted to make myself heard while being amongst the more familiar and common artists.


You see, I was in a bitter conflict with my parents and older sister about a hobby becoming a job and I saw you guys and you made it seem rather easier to make money to help you in everything else. This has been a problem ever since I was thirteen and I did not discover this page until I was fifteen. When I was thirteen, I liked to draw and animate with a toy called a Stikbot. After being inspired by two YouTube channels under the names of Stikbot Central and KidsFilmingClub, I thought I could start up a YouTube channel and make a handsome profit and enjoying what I like to do best. Unfortunately, my parents and my sister had other plans to make me deviate from my impossible goal. This is one of the problems I have with stop motion due to the short time I have due to the hazards, not having enough time to sleep (due to less activity), and dealing with assignments and missions from different episodes. That is one of the reasons why my films fizzle to roughly thirty seconds to a minute and I wish to work longer and make films better looking.


As time went on, I have learned hazards when something gets too much attention and all those bad people who would make content that would upset, annoy, and distress others, and whatever is in their brains they cannot delete. Then, I was hoping to keep this a safe secret so no one could know about my new discovered platform. Yet again, I am not a furry and LesBuck is not a "fursona" as you call it. I realized the consequences of fame and how it can be dangerous.

On November 29, 2024, two people found out that I have this page and platform and I fear about what will happen to my fanbucks and friends I have made in the last three years, and showing my Antlerian pride? I know my mother honestly would not care all that much and not remember it that much, but my sister still might have it in her mind, so I try to not talk to her and put her on my Enemy List. Many people are terrible at keeping personal secrets to themselves and are terrible to siblings. I know were all human, or fur, or feathered, but I hope you can at least understand and please forgive me and I hope you guys can stay on until I somehow wish to get back to you guys. Also, I am trying to think
of ways to get stop motion back in my life.


As of now, I bid Adieu, and I am hoping to get over this and maybe not to get any trouble and maybe I can go back to making cartoons again. I just need time to recollect myself.

If you want to still see my work, the page is still there and try to treat each other the way we want to be treated. Long live the Five-Pointed Star and let it shine on the brave and free.


BLESS ANTLERIA FOREVER

Leslie "LesBuck" Hammond