Up until now, i have somehow found a way to keep my projects going and manage my personal life. This time however, that is simply not going to happen. It was one thing to loose three solid friends, which I had known since a child, at the beginning of this year all at once. Was quite another to loose my shepherd a couple months ago. Then came the most profound of losses. My own mate and husband. He passed away July 8.

Although the death itself did not come as a shock, the circumstances leading up to it created quite the mess to clean up. then there is the process of restructuring my personal life and make it work for a life i now must live alone. I changed so many things to make my life more compatible with someone that was worth the sacrifice. Now he is gone and it will take just as much work to put my life back the way it was years ago and thus empower myself to survive a modern world that will likely turn against me at the moment I show weakness to it.

I just have to find a way to figure all this out and eventually get back to my writing with a properly clear head. This in of itself will require a small sacrifice, in the from of denying any requests. This is something I should have never tried to take on and apologize to a couple fans for having to make this change in future writing plans. One good step in the direction of reclaiming my old self was the week long trip I just took. The first half was all about my husband's family and the connected funeral service. The second half was reconnecting with an old friend I had not seen in years and went camping with him, along with a group of his own Furry friends. This was honestly my first ever attendance at anything involving Furry groups and it was great. i really needed it. During the trip itself, I also finally got to meet SouthernWolf in person and tremendously enjoyed our time together.

Now it is time to move forward. Your patience and understanding is appreciated.