I swear to all above and below, if I hear one more fucker tell me that chocking on a Cpap machine is "normal" and I just need to "get used to it", I will line up the whole medical team and pimp slap them until my arms are numb. Long stories short, I was given a cpap to help with my apnea, but all it has done is make it impossible to sleep, or breathe for any long period at night. Thus I have been a cranky mess every time I try using that thing. I can use it while I am awake, but that kinda negates the whole "cure sleep apnea" thing. So i am gonna see if I can go see an actual sleep doctor. I just need to turn off the angry new yorker voice. I literally made my primary care cry in fear when i let that out. Not my proudest moment. She was trying her best to help after all.

Add to that, for the past 2 months I have had back to back windshield damage to my trusty Kia. the first time it was a random crack that was caused either by a pebble, or some ass hat was popping off some BB bullets. After getting it fixed, I am driving home when i get smacked by some falling debris. From a clear sky, no less! How in the hell? It took another week after the fact to get it repaired. Couldn't drive to work for a while so i had to snag a rental for a few days.

Thats enough bitching. On happier news, i have found some new helpdesk jobs close to home that i can apply to. I miss being able to climb ladders, fish cabling, and messing with gear. Desk jobs just make me very anxious. I need to be moving around. Guess I never grew out of my lego phase. I just like playing with tech.

Hopefully I will get some more mojo back and knock the dust off my sketch pad.

I wish everyone well. I will try not to be away for so long.

Dios te bendiga!