Just so there's no ambiguty, My Userid is not to indicate any connections with the state of that name. Not that it's not a fine state. I am actually a peopsicle from Minnesota. My name is derived from an old solider who didn't get a fair shake. He served long and faithfully with distinction in many wars. In the end they unceremoniously sacrificed him to the new god they had come to worship. He withstood their first strike, but bad news soon came from below and that was all for that poor solider.

Love to all, malice toward none. God bless you.


I'd like to also say I am Christian. If you'd like to understand the faith more, ask. No trolls. No tirades. I don't cast pearls before swine.

You've probably noticed that I like erotic art. I feel i shoud explain that a bit. Per the book Song of Songs, which is loosely veiled erotic poetry, and what I believe to be God's teachings inside me, I think its ok to think about and make art about erotic things... as long as its pretend. I don't deal in the real. It's written that if a person looks at another person with lust, they have committed adultery with them. If my way seems wrong to you don't take me as an example. You must follow the teaching in you! For some the Spirit permits some things while it does not for someone else. Obey your conscience!

As for myself: I am a celibate heterosexual male. I love women, I really do. That's not saying I'm chasing them or lusting after them, but they're wonderful :) I respect them very much. I think I put them on a pedestal of sorts. It's fallen over and squished me a few times, but... I love ladies in any form they show up in, particularly bbw. They make me happy, and warm the cockles of my old malfunctioning heart. I prefer their company. An astute person may notice I do collect male images too. They show me how to better my art, and for me that's always been about form. anatomy realistic or cute, however it comes. I like to "try it on." It can become a fantasy me in my mind, or at least components for new ideas. Last, I am a high functioning autistic. I don't speak "human" that well. So I might not get what you're doing or saying to me sometimes. When I need to be I like to be an ambassador of this condition or comfort people who have it too. I am not ashamed. It doesn't mean you're stupid. We are people who love, laugh, cry and everything else. Just like you neurotypicals. Y'all be good now:)

If anyone would like to meet up on SL, just tell me:) Again, a lovely fantasy. I'd love to dream a little dream with you... Ben's current name on SL is Red (robin kobichenko original name)


Oh! the character of Ben is (C) me. SL (C) Linden Labs. Avatar (C) whomever created the parts: Avatar 2.0, the fox and digi conversion, Psi Corps (bits) PAWS head, the tail and its script and various others.