PLEASE READ: I wake up everyday in pain, a sense that I am walking into another nightmare. I fear that my days left on this Earth are running out, as I simply cannot take the difficulty of life any longer. I go out of my way to try and better myself, but everyone still tries, at their best effort, to bring me down. Out of all people, why me? I guess I’d rather it be me than all the others that don’t deserve it… The day people realize that their actions and words, affect the feelings and mental state of others… when they learn to have empathy and consideration, then I will be happy. I will be happy when I can wake up in the golden dawn and predict it will be a good day, nothing is in my way. I can go about my daily routine without fear and without the annoying gestures thrown at me one-by-one. When the depression goes away, then I will be happy. I will be happy, once after the hardness of each day is over, no matter how depressed I am, I can feel reborn, as I have the presence of my friends to look forward to. When they are not too busy and too inconsiderate to think that I should not overreact whenever we part… When the loneliness goes away, then I will be happy. I will be happy, when I meet the perfect girl, one who understands and accepts me for who I am. I want a girl who will forgive any mistakes I make, one who understands that we’re all human… I want a girl who is willing to give it all for me, make me feel happy, give me a reason to wake up in the morning. Nothing is more magical than the feeling of our warm bodies intertwined together as we lay, side-by-side in bed as we gaze into each others eyes. We kiss passionately, the lights go dim, we slide under the covers and discover a whole new meaning to the words love, pleasure, and passion. Once I find someone to help me when I’m horny, then I will be happy. Won’t you be the one to save me? Won’t you be the one to guide me to the light of day? Please, talk to me?...