4 days ago I got a call which threw my already messy mental health into the worst ever. I got to know that my beloved mom and best friend had passed away. I don't know what to do without her, this came as a chock for all of us, it was so suddwn and I was planning on visting her that evening. I can't cry and I don't know how to feel. She always said she was gonna live til 103! She was really stubborn and one of my best friend who also were close to her found her as he was going to visit her. Now me and my sister stands without the parent that even though the hard times gave is all her love and support. She is the reason I didn't give up years ago. Luckly I have friends and family who will take care of me and my sister. I know she have always been sickly and I am sad but also happy that she aren't in pain or suffering anymore but I miss her and wish she was still here. I don't know when I will return since I have to take care of my sister who now is basically homeless, since she lived with mom. My aunt is trying to get her an appartment in our hometown where she lives so she can be there for her. Me and my gf will try to find an appartment close to were we live now since I have my friends here and I would hate loosing them.