The last few years and especially this month have been especially worrisome and my panic attacks have returned... I have suffered from anxiety since early childhood, my muscles are tense beyond my control, I feel sick.

I once had medication therapy, but it was 95% cured. I still felt unwell in noisy places, like the airport or the subway. But at home it was ok.

Now I started feeling unwell even at home.

I went to the doctor. They prescribed me Zoloft (sertraline) and Grandaxin/Atarax.

Now I am in the first days of taking the medication, I feel worse, but sometimes I feel good. I was told that this is normal and the adaptation period will take up to a month or two.

I really hope that this will help.

I also took tests and was told that there is a high probability that I have ASD (high sensitivity). In my country it is difficult to diagnose such things and get the right treatment. I went to doctors who can take into account my characteristics. Unfortunately, it consumes a lot of money, so I am a little limited, sometimes uncomfortable with how much it costs.

In addition, all the psychiatrists constantly argue with each other, prescribe different drugs. I settled on one and really hope that it will help. And of course, I am ready to start the next treatment if the current one does not help.

But in reality, I am in a minor panic and sometimes I feel terribly broken and lost, because the problem has been with me all my life and I do not believe that it can finally end. I really want to be healthy.

Idk how to end this. Just hugs and good luck to me (and to you, if you have any troubles currently!)

If you had something similar - you can share if it can give a little hope