Hey everyone. I decided to try my paws at doing some art commissions due to popular demand. :3 My prices are as follows:

Badges:

Single Character: $10 - $20 - will do bust, hanging, or full feral badges. I can also do con themed badges on request. :3

Examples:

Hanging Badge

Feral Badge


Couples Badge: $20

Example: Couple's Badge

Reference Sheets: $25 + ($25 for 2 poses, each additional $5)

Example: Reference Sheet

Thinking of taking only a few slots to start out to see how it goes. :3

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I already have a queue list going!

 wolfycorpse Character ref sheets for Dusk, Twist, Wolfy Corpse, Flu (maybe), and Hyro as well as hanging badges of a few of his characters

 sycoskunk Hanging badges for several of her fursonas :3

Ok everyone, this is going to be a journal about a slew of different things. So be prepared

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First of all something on a bit more personal level:

Something I get irritated at is whenever someone has a problem with something I say or do, instead of approaching me nicely about it they just flip all kinds of shiz and over dramatize things a lot worse than it really should be... ya know ya could just try to approach me nicely about it. Most of the time, I never mean any harm, and if I do say or do something that upsets you, just private message me from now on please!

Is that really so hard to ask...?

I also dislike it when people create drama out of something that did not have to be escalated as huge as it had to be. I notice a lot of people take things wayyy out of proportion than it ever should have been, which could have just been resolved simply by coming to me. I am a very kind person and no one should be afraid to approach me about something I do or say in a nice way. If I know I am in the wrong about something I will apologize, unless I clearly did nothing wrong then we will try to work out the misunderstanding.

Though with everything that has happened lately, I am starting to know who my real friends are! I love all of you, and thanks to all of you for at least trying to see both sides of view and standing by me.

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On a more positive note:

I cannot wait for Anthrocon!!! I hope to get Pearl's suit done in time by then. :3  ino89777 wants my DTD done and shipped to her as soon as possible, so here is to hoping!!!

Also she will be selling a premade head, so please go check her out at  skyprofursuits :3

I will be rooming in the Doubletree at Anthrocon with my mate and best friend. And she will hopefully get her partial done by AC as well!!! :D SO STOKED! Also, please do not ask if you can room with us, it is just gonna be the 3 of us this year due to all the "luck" we seem to have with being kind hearted and either letting people live/move in with us (and mooching off of us) or room with us at cons... *coughs* :I So yeah, we prefer it to just be the three of us this year. My funds are tight this year as is as I am 20k less in my savings since December due to the move and my car accidents and repairs, and I can really only afford my spot this year and cannot afford it if someone else can't pay, etc. So please understand

I cannot wait to see you all at Anthrocon though! If you are going feel free to hit me up! I will be suiting most of the con though and it is usually best to just approach me if ya see me at AC. If I am surrounded by other furries/friends though do not feel intimidated! I will also always have my mate  wolfycorpse and  sycoskunk with me 24/7 pretty much, so again do not feel afraid to approach me. :3

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Also a friend of mine will be taking badge commissions for AC soon! I will be posting more details once that is said and done!

I am also still open for commissions! All details are in my journal HERE:

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5639169/

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5639169/

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5639169/

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5639169/

^ Prices were lowered again by the way!!! I will be posting more examples soon after I can get my mate's and best friend's badges done sometime this week hopefully!

I want to apologize to everyone that has been getting frustrated with me lately. I try my best to just keep things to myself but lately some things just came up that made me vent in numerous journals on here.

As soon as people started getting upset with my rants or my opinions I deleted the journals because I hate upsetting others so I felt it best to just delete them. I also tend to hate drama and felt that I was just adding to it and being my own hypocrite and for this I am sorry.

I may either just not post rants on here anymore or IDK. My boyfriend said I should be able to just post what I want and not let others get to me but maybe I just need a break from FA for awhile? I may just start venting on a live journal feed or something.

I try to be a good person and it constantly conflicts because I tend to hold a lot in due to this. I tend to have to constantly fight the urge to just rant and not give a crap what others think or say (and moments like this results in my rants on here), but I back down when friends start getting upset and I revert back to just wanting to cower and hold everything in.

Again I am sorry to all that has been frustrated with me lately due to this.

I just have a lot of self esteem issues that I need to work on...

I am sorry. I am sorry for all those I unintentionally wronged. I almost rarely ever wrong someone intentionally. It does happen but only if you royally fucked me over, and for those that I never intentionally tried to wrong, I am sorry. I really do not think I am a bad person, at least I try not to be!

I make mistakes a lot. It is never intentional though. Usually I do things with the most innocent of intentions but somehow it comes back to throw me in the face somehow... and if anyone for any reason ever gets upset by anything I do, ever again, I am sorry!

Please forgive me, anyone I may have unintentionally wronged.

I also do not like drama, and I know my journals on here seem to have been nothing but that lately. Same for my FB posts due to a recent incident that came up. I am sorry if you guys got dragged in, felt compelled to take part, etc. I am sorry if my posts seemed like I was just spreading the drama more. When I was initially blocked by said people I did not know how else to get across to them what I wanted to say, other than posting it publicly.... :I

I know some people also "defriended" me or I had to defriend them due to the stuff they said or they defriended me over white knighting someone else. If that is how you are gonna be, fine. Because all I really need in my life are good friends that love and accept me for all of me, can correct me for my wrongs but at least still try to see my point of view without getting ass hurt over it. I do not need drama mongers, and I do not need people that are just gonna keep me around for whatever purposes they intended then just toss me aside as soon as a problem arises. A real friend sticks by you no matter what! And I love all of the friends I do have in my life!

To all of my great and wonderful friends I feel honored to know and have in my life, I LOVE YOU ALL! Thanks so much for everything. For being here for me, for helping me through the drama filled rough parts of my life.

And most importantly, thanks to my amazing mate  wolfycorpse and my best friend  sycoskunk for being here with me. Having them in my life and getting the chance to live with two amazing people has turned this wolf's life around! I dunno what I would be if I was still sitting here alone having to deal with so much drama from people. I am glad to have you both around and with me!

Yesterday Wolfy and SyCo and I all got to go out and just get away from the drama for awhile by going to a local park, and we had so much fun!! Lol. I felt like a little kid again. We picked up walking sticks, we played on the play sets there, picked up rocks and other things and just enjoyed the scenery, fresh air, nature, etc! It really boosted my mood after that and it made me realize and feel how insignificant and small problems like this really are. And how there is so much more to life than worrying what someone says about you online. Thank you both so much, and I love you both with everything I have! NO ONE can ever, ever deviate my opinions of you. After all you guys are now living here with me, but anyone that tries to say anything bad ever about these two amazing people who gave up everything just to be with me here in Maryland will have to get through my tooth and claws first. These two have definitely proven themselves as the best people a wolf could ever ask for!!

Peace, and out!

REPOST!

Original Dao's journal for her friend here:

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/...../#cid:39495753

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"Are you fxking kidding me....
After thing things I did...
Your going to STEAL my fursona!!!
A fursona that EVERYONE knows.
Not this time, I wont stand for this bullshit.
I kept my mouth SHUT about you stealing other art.
How you have stolen art right in front of me!
I am not one to start shite with!!
But honey, you just stepped on the WRONG persons toes.
AlisiaxSutton.. BAD call.
I am one of the worst people to mess around with.
You think that other people here on IMVU are bad... well sweet cheeks you haven't seen what I'm capable of, you dont know what I have done.

My art: http://userimages-akm.imvu.com/user.....c418228882.png

Her instagram: http://userimages-akm.imvu.com/user.....2139512069.png

Friends letting me know: http://userimages-akm.imvu.com/user.....1389401567.jpg "

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Hey everyone. I decided to try my paws at doing some art commissions due to popular demand. :3 My prices are as follows:

Badges:

Single Character: $10 - $20 - will do bust, hanging, or full feral badges. I can also do con themed badges on request. :3

Examples:

Hanging Badge

Feral Badge


Couples Badge: $20

Example: Couple's Badge

Reference Sheets: $25 + ($25 for 2 poses, each additional $5)

Example: Reference Sheet

Thinking of taking only a few slots to start out to see how it goes. :3

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5)

Gah, I wish Anthrocon would hurry up already, lol. I am still having minor post con depression from Fur the 'More and having the craving to fursuit like a mofo! Though I still need to get my poor mask fixed. Thank god the epoxie held up most of the con but it finally fully cracked. At least I have time before AC to send it in, though I still miss fursuiting and seeing all my furriends.

Miss you all already!

I am rooming with my mate  wolfycorpse and my IRL roommate and best friend  sycoskunk and we are staying at the DoubleTree! :D :3 It is just gonna be the three of us this year. It was 5 of us in one room last year. But that did not work out so well, so gonna just be us three this time

My best friend (and roommate)  sycoskunk is open for art commissions! :D Check out her journal for more info! Pimping this for her, so check her out. :3

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5631160/

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5631160/

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5631160/

Hey everyone! My amazing mate  wolfycorpse posted the entire  furthemore 2014 dance competition on his channel, check it out!! :D

The dance comp. ends at 1:14:17 about, somehow the ending ceremonies got added in by accident. You can disregard the rest of the vid past that point.

Ok so I am sitting here with not much to do at work so I figured I would write a story about how I found the furry fandom!

I knew nothing about the fandom initially. I randomly came across it back in 2009 when I used to frequent a chat client/software called IMVU! Some of you may have heard of it, but it is a 3D chat program similar to second life. You interact with people all across the world with your 3D characters or "avatars." There are chat rooms dedicated for certain things, one of which including furries.

I awakened as a therian back in 2009, and it was around that time I also started to delve into the IMVU furry community. I was attempting to "find others like myself" and the furry fandom was the first group to fully accept me for, well me! They thought it was dope that I could randomly m-shift into a wolf and go "wolf mode." They all knew of my wolfish behaviors and quirks, and most of my friends on there loved me for it! They thought it added to my personality, and for the first time in a long time I felt accepted!

I had many online relationships back in the day. Most of which fell apart due to the distance and never being able to "see each other." And of course some people can hide behind a computer screen, and one person I dated long distance ended up also dating other people online. As soon as I found out that one went down the drain quickly, along with a perma block from my phone, FB, etc.

I later on found the therian community and was finally able to truly find others like myself and that had gone through similar experiences as me! But the furry fandom was where I was accepted first and foremost, and it is where I stay! They are the most loving and accepting group of people I have ever met!!! I hope to be in the fandom for years to come!

I slowly started finding out about FA, and I joined the site back in 2011! That is when I started looking more into the fursuiting aspect, and commissioned my first suit from  zrcalo back in 2011. Sadly the head did not work out but I salvaged the paws and feet to go with my partial for my new mask of snow from  sharpe19! :3

I finally got her body suit made by  therealurubabe in May 2013, and got to go to Anthrocon in fullsuit! I went to  furthemore before that in partial, fullsuited and partialed at AC, then got to go to  furthemore this year and will get to go to Anthrocon again! I attended AC in 2012 with my ex at the time  c-los but things did not go well and I hardly suited. I had a partial I got from  eddie-ka that I later sold once I got Snow made properly!

The fandom is a hobby of mine, and a passion. But I am a therian at heart, and always will be. I can stop being "Pearl" or "Snow" if it really came down to it as far as the fandom itself is concerned, but I am still Snow at heart. I cannot take that part away from me. I have been Snow since I awoke as a therian in 2009. It is a part of me that I had hidden deep within me for years. That I pushed back and ignored. I always had wolfish traits but I ignored them. My full m-shift was back in 2009, and that is when I realized what I truly was inside. My soul is both human and wolf, at least that is how I perceive it! I feel like both, but I am a human, and I appreciate my life as a human! But I integrate my wolfish quirks into my fursona of "Snow" and when I run around in suit. I have had to change some of my behaviors when in suit. I bark more (more like a dog would) and act more giddy and happy than if I really acted as my theriotype. Otherwise I would be less verbal, more with whimpers, some howl-barks but mostly just quiet. Howling only when I feel I need to be heard or need to let out emotion. I act more dogish / like a wolf dog in suit than my actual theriotype is. The barking I normally do in suit is my attempts at making a character that goes with the suit.

I have one other character I made, Pearl, that I made as an ice angel dragon version of Snow. She is me almost as much as Snow is. I always loved dragons, and when I heard Telephone opened up the angel dragon group I jumped on it to make my own angel dragon version for myself! She is as close to me as Snow is. She moreso embodies my innocence and selflessness though moreso than Snow, where Snow is just "me." Her character is going to be happy, giddy, sweet and innocent, but energetic. She bursts into energy at random moments, but her silly cuteness makes you want to explode!

I also have a german shepherd husky mix I made that is somewhat partial to me, but she is a character I could get rid of if I ever had to. I love german shepherds and huskies, and I originally made myself a semi custom "fur" on IMVU of a german shepherd husky mix, which I later turned into a somewhat 3rd fursona for myself. She resembles the parts of me that feel "domesticated" due to having to live a life as a human, living in a home, and still retaining that canine like quality of myself. She also portrays the sassier parts of me. The sexier, sassy part of me I do not show much. :3 She is the more feminine qualities of me.

But anywho, figured I would write you guys my story. Hope ya enjoy!

So I just got back from Fur the 'More, and it was just as fun as I expected and more!

I finally got to meet  sheppymomma in person, and it was cool finally getting to meet another friend from online IRL. :3 Also got to meet a ton of new furs, make new furriends and see and chat with old ones!

I roomed with  wolfycorpse and  sycoskunk. We stayed at the hotel the whole con, and man it was sure a blast!  sycoskunk commissioned  lhiver for a partial commission of her skunk fursona SyCo, and I got to fursuit in fullsuit and partial all of Saturday and Friday!

My mate did not get to fursuit in partial though since his mask did not have a battery (our ex roommates stole it we think :/ since there was one in there before but it somehow "vanished"), he was severely overheating and the mask was way too tight. The sweating also caused the paint/ink to smear on one of his eyes (left?) on his mask. But he helped me around when I suited. Though I still feel bad he could not go suiting with me.

Sadly though the damage to my mask finally caved. The epoxie fix we did to it finally fully cracked. I will definitely need to send it back to  sharpe19 to get it repaired. She offered to repair it for free back when it broke back in October, but an old friend of mine let me borrow some of her epoxie so I could temp fix it until I could get it repaired by Sharpe. I may take pics of it later.

I fullsuited all of Friday, then fullsuited for the parade and some panels Saturday morning, then changed into partial for the  furthemore dance competition! I did not do well at all, but that is ok. I improv'd the whole thing, so I did not expect to do well. I did not have the time to practice a routine. I know some younger girls were speaking smack about me about it to when I danced. My mate informed me some girls behind him were speaking smack behind him saying "she cannot dance!" but that is ok. Honestly criticism does not bother me much, nor does people's opinions of me. I know I should have prepared for this, but it was last minute since I wanted to dance to a song for a friend of mine,  ino89777. I changed my song I was originally going to do, "Single Ladies," to dance to "Telephone" by Lady Gaga to surprise her to cheer her up. I know I did not do the song or her justice with my non-routined dance, but I hope I can at least put a smile on her face, since I know she has been down in the dumps due to people using her for her popularity... :/

My mate was sitting near the judge stand though, and he told me I was 2 points behind the winner of 1st place, who was my awesome friend  sheppymomma! I am happy she won though, she deserved it! Her performance was amazing and I am happy she won for her first dance competition ever. :3

My friend Caw who I met at the con  caw-o.o won third, and my friend Riiya  riiya won best in show! So happy they placed! I know what I need to practice on though. I need to actually dedicate more time, even if little, to get a basic routine down (even if just a gist of the kind of moves I want to do). I think I did ok though given that I danced all improve, and I did apparently almost place in first? I was surprised. My mate told me I would have won if not for the 2 point reduction. He said they selected who they thought should be 1st, 2nd, 3rd and best in show, then determined the points after that and that determined the winner. So being close to winning helps motivate me to being better next time! :D

It was also great to see again and meet tons of other fellow furs, including all the dancer fur peeps! If I do not have your names in here please forgive me as I still need to figure out what your FA's and whatnot are, lol! >w< I also kept running into but she was part of staff so I did not get to hang with her much. Also much thanks to  wolfmama for making this awesome couple's badge of my mate  wolfycorpse and I and making a badge of his character Wolfy Corpse!

I know I was recorded a LOT when I was in fullsuit on Friday, and some pics were taken of me in fullsuit and partial. Honestly though I think more videos were made of me then photos taken. Weirdly enough. O_o Lol!

We also got to go to some con party that and her mate Logarth invited us to, but we had to crash for the night so we did not stay for long. Plus since we do not drink that hard (and I do not drink at all, I usually just drink soda at parties, lol!) we just felt out of place a bit between those that were drinking a lot and getting plastered. Plus I felt extremely uncomfortable when some furry who I do not remember his name asked me to take off my mask of Snow to "see my face underneath." I reluctantly gave in since he got others to chime in with him to "take the mask off." I really do not like my mug after I had been suiting all day and I look nasty, my hair was all messy from being clipped up, and my face red from sweating all day. Not to mention I did not have makeup or anything on so to me I looked horrid. :/ I do not mind it in headless lounges when no one else sees (only other suiters) but in public I do not like to do it typically. Plus some of the dudes there seemed to be speaking rather negatively about women and treating them as "objects" which really pissed us off, especially since they talked about who they wanted to screw... x-x

But other than that I had a blast! I needed something to do to go and have fun after all the stress that happened with kicking my roommates out. The stresses of the one living here and the drama they created for all of us just was too much to bear. It has still been stressful even after they left (we found out one of them stole the battery out of my mate's fursuit mask. He went to turn his fan on which there WAS a 9V working battery in it, but it was not in there when we brought it to the con, and we never took it out. We think the guy stole it for his GF to use on the fan I bought her back for Christmas back when we were still "friends."). At least they are out of the house now though, and hopefully out of our lives for the most part. Egh. But this con certainly was a way for all of us to have fun, cheer up, and relax after all that stress!

I already cannot wait for Anthrocon! I plan to practice more hardcore for the dance comp this time, since the Fur the 'More one was so last minute, I should have months now to get ready this time and not just improv, lol!

Also it was great to see  RyujiKimura again even if just for the dance comp and brief moments, and all my other furriends I may have forgotten to include! and  ikato hope to see more of ya at Anthrocon then I saw of ya at Fur the 'More, lol! Missed seeing ya at the dance comp, and hope to see you more around then! Love you all!

I posted this on my Facebook but keep forgetting to post it here!

I am entering  furthemore's dance competition! And I had a brilliant idea. I was gonna do Single Ladies as my song, but after much thought I am gonna choose a different song I like and just wing it. I am gonna do something in honor of a certain furry who has been down in the dumps for awhile due to people that have been wanting to use her and take advantage of her. I want to win this for her So I chose a song that represents her in a sense.

Do not stop being who you are hun! I will link ya the vid to my dance comp. once is over! It is a surprise until the con.

I just want to know what people out there think of me? I know this is odd, but reading some journals and contemplating certain situations made me decide to ask this. XD

I want to know what everyone's thoughts or opinions are of me. I want the honest truth too. :3 Nothing sugar coated. I can take whatever. ^^

I always wondered what people's impressions of me were? I know everyone is different, but wanted to see if there was a baseline consensus to how people perceive me? :o

Where are you staying? Who are you rooming with?

At the con's hotel! With  wolfycorpse and  sycoskunk :3

What day are you getting there?

Thursday! :D

Day of Departure?

Sometime Sunday, afternoon/evening

Transportation?

Either my car or  sycoskunk's car :3

Who will you hang with during the convention?

Mostly my mate  wolfycorpse and  sycoskunk

Will you be suiting?

Yes - as Snow in both fullsuit and partial. c:

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11098545/

What is your gender?

Female O_o

How tall are you?

5'6" approx.

Are you taken? Are you looking for a 'mate'?

I am taken, and not interested in outside affairs. He will also be with me at the con in his suit Dusk. c:

Can I talk to you?

Of course!

Can I touch you?

A hand shake or a hug is ok as long as you ask. I don't want anything beyond those two.

How can I find you?

Look for the white woof suiter, usually tagging along with a black wolf partial suiter (my mate):

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11098653/

Can I visit your room?

Only if we allow ya in. c:

Can I buy you drinks?

Water, gatorade/powerade and sodas are ok. I do not drink alcohol and being in suit, I will need to stay hydated. If you buy me Code Red Mt. Dew though I will love ya for days!

Can I hug or snuggle with you?

Hugs are fine if you ask. Snuggles are only for my mate and bestie. x3

Are you nice?

Very!! Just do not act creepy towards me plz. c: Otherwise I am very happy and bubbly as long as you treat me and my mate and my bestie  sycoskunk with respect. c: If you don't then watch out. >_>

Will you be going to parties?

Nope.

Do you do drugs/drink/smoke?

I do not do any of these. I do not drink, smoke or do drugs so please do not ask me for a cig or offer me alcohol. I do not drink. And I certainly do NOT do drugs. ._.

If I see you, how should I get your attention?

When not in suit, feel free to glomp me if you know me well enough, or yell "SNOW" while waving frantically. DO NOT glomp me if I am in suit as I may topple over, and my mask has already broken once! It is still not fully repaired so I have to be extra careful when suiting. Do not glomp/hug/tackle me when I am in suit. If you want a hug please come in front of me and ask first. x3 If you want my attention and I am in suit, just yell my name and wave frantically. If I do not hear you then my mate or bestie will!

What/where will you be eating?

Dunno yet? XD

Can I come with you for food/fun/etc.

If invited then duh, of course. :P If not then please no... always ask if you want to tag along. Usually we do not mind but there may be times where we want it to be just the 3 of us. c:

Can I take your picture?

In suit only is ok. I am a camera whore so I love pics while in suit! Usually do not like out of suit pics.

Whats your goal this year?

At the con? Run around in suit and have fun, enter the dance competition (and maybe win? :D), and just meet old friends, make new ones, and get to have fun suiting and just at the con in general with my mate and my bestie :3

As for the year in general, to actually gain some of the money back I lost due to the move to the new apartment. ;o And just enjoy life with the love of my life and my best friend! :D

Ok, so we got a crap ton of Snow between the 12th and the 13th of February, my Birthday! I think they reported about 19-20" here. DC only got like 10" though, so sadly the base was just delayed for today (the 14th). :/ That means I had to dig out my car that was buried in the snow. and my friend Marty helped dig me out, along with a nice guy at our apt complex that let us borrow his shovel. :3 BUT, there is good news!

I am VERY happy to announce that my mate,  wolfycorpse, got a job finally since moving here back in August! I am so happy because my boyfriend Wolfy Corpse got the job at the Mount Airy Walmart. So happy for him. He has been looking for a job for months now and it finally panned out.

Though it meant me not arriving at work until 2:40. At least I had like 2.5 hours over time, plus the base had a 2 hour delay. So I only have to work 3.5 hours, which is just a bit after 6, thank goodness, lol!

Well it is official. I am now the big 30 as of 12:26 am this morning. I only feel another day older compared to yesterday but it makes me recollect the past 30 years of my life.

My boyfriend  wolfycorpse threw me a very unexpected and amazing Birthday. I came home to a table decorated with a birthday table cloth, a cookies and cream chocolate cake, three cookies, a bouquet of flowers, two huge balloons, and the cake was lit with those candles that won't blow out.

He also got me a romantic Happy Birthday card that came from the heart. I literally started crying with happiness. It was all so beautiful!

He topped off the celebration with a pink flower birthday candle that is closed at first but opens up once you light it. The petals splat out on each side and there is a candle on each petal that lights up when you light the center candle. They rotate and the flower plays the Happy Birthday song.

I was left speechless the whole time. It was just all so amazing and was truly the best Birthday I have ever had.

And to top it off I got a snowstorm for my Birthday! I was hoping to have a day off for my Birthday and I got my wish.

Who else is going? :)

http://thefurststate.com/forums/thread-3665.html

http://furbowl.surple.com/

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=H60VfK8FdCU < Vid of DE Furbowl 41 which I attended. :3

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZmNftWS1bsI < Vid of DE Furbowl 45 from May 2013 which I attended c:

And I am kind of dreading it (as I will be turning the big 30) and also excited. :3 Though it looks like I won't be doing much to celebrate. :/ I will be working that day and I have to attend a meeting up in Frederick at Ft. Detrick. The contract for my contractor also renews on that day.

Birthday is on the 13th by the way. :3

That is how it usually is every year though. Kinda miss having Birthday celebrations, lol.

So who else is going? :D

I will be staying at the Doubletree with my love and my best friend !! :)

I will be arriving Thursday and leaving Monday morning. :3

Omigosh!!!! I am so happy right now! I just found out that my contractor that I work for got the contract at the army base for another 3 years!!!! WOOTS! I am so excited. And also, I will be getting a pay raise!!! They will be doing our yearly reviews next week. I will also need to go up to Detrick at some point to get my CAC renewed and for them to do my yearly review.

I could not be happier right now. Hopefully nothing ruins this awesome day.

Also, our contractor won the contract for the system administrators, so it will help to unify all of the IT departments on the army bases (here and Fort Detrick). The network team is still on another contractor, but hopefully ANI will win them over as well. :D

Also: I got my car back yesterday!! While I loved my Taurus (the rental), I missed my little red lexus. C: It is good to see her all fixed up. :D

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The lady who hit me is still trying to fight at fault. Hopefully the insurance company can figure it out. Luckily my dad got them to waive the deductible, but I did have to pay to get my hood replaced. Total for the hood came out to be $1514.94 USD. :)

Hey everyone! A lot has happened in the last year! If some of you recall I moved last year in May to a new apartment. Well, I just moved AGAIN to a new crib in Germantown, MD from my apartment in Rockville, MD. Boy was it a hassle!

We moved Friday, 1/24/14, and luckily my dad helped with the funds for the moving van. However, I lost my security deposit due to having to have 2 months and not 1 month prior move out notice, plus $1758 for the moving out fee for my old apartment, and $2380+ the $250 deposit fee at the new place, and of course the fees for the application which were also over $200.

I was in the hole about 6k between the moving. Granted I do have some money (not a lot) in my savings but seeing it drop like crazy just hits hard. I am spending all this money so my boyfriend, friends and I can all live happily together. Right now I am the only one supporting 3 of us. Two more will be moving in with us later - my friend SyCo on Feb. 1st but she will have a job since she can transfer from her Walmart to one not too far from here. :3 I do not mind right now but in the end it will start to affect me over time... I cannot do this all on my own. I do not have the funds/money to keep doing this in the long run and that savings will run out. My boyfriend and his friend who also moved in with us are working hard though to find jobs so I am hoping they can sooner than later. :3 And my friend  sycoskunk is luckily able to transfer her job over so that will help a lot money wise. I must say I am excited to be in the new place! Aside from a scratched table and my friend's car getting towed all went well. My friend's car got towed since she came by to stay at our old apartment for one night and the towing company came and towed her car. I paid to get it back for her.

I also had a car accident earlier in the month that has had my car in the shop for 2-3 weeks. The car should be finished today. And while I LOVE my rental (it is a Ford Taurus 2014, and it is sick!) I still miss my baby - my Lexus IS250 AWD. A car side swiped me in a parking garage when I was already committed to a turn - they were going up I was going down. I saw them after I was around the turn, saw they were coming and as the turns are not the widest to turn I stopped in case they didn't. They kept coming and tore off the front left fender under the headlight and around to the front left tire. I am also dipping in $1500 myself to get my hood replaced from a natural disaster incident during a terrible thunderstorm which caused Tornados in the area. Lightning struck a tree when I had my car parked in a parking lot when I was at a doctor's apt. in Rockville, and a branch hit my car and dented the hood. The hood has to be replaced and repainted.

There has also been a lot of drama with friends in real life that is slowly getting to me. The move and the money has been stressful, but drama has been unfolding between a few of the parties moving in. Stuff being said behind people's backs from at least one of them, and my tolerance is getting low. I understand I am not perfect, but if you have a problem with me please come to me directly and do not say crap about me behind my back. I see this as the lowest of low and no real friend will do this. I know certain people who have done this to me and others I care about. If it continues then it will get worse than just this post and I won't stand for it happening to me and certainly not to those I love and care about.

Not to mention, some things I said either got construed or they blatantly lied about something I said. So this is to everyone: do not twist around or confuse words I say or lie about something I never said. If you are confused about something I said just ask me and I will clarify! Starting to get tired of this shiz.... And I do not believe in this crap so anything you say to me about someone else will get told to them because I hate lies and secrecy and people being two faced.

That aside I am happier about the move and having all of my close friends together! I cannot wait for SyCo to move in and to get everyone else here. :) I am sure things will look up once we are all together, working, and then things will look up. :)

Also we had a LOT of snow days this month! Once earlier in the month where I got to take pics of me in the Snow (pics are in my gallery c:), and it was so much fun going out in suit in the snow! It kept me warm but I could slowly feel the cool wind going through the suit lol. And snow last week closed the base for two days. :D

I just want to wish everyone a MERRY CHRISTMAS, to those that celebrate it!

I hope you all have a wonderful holiday! I know this has to be one of the best Christmas' I ever had, because I get to spend it with a wonderful woof,  wolfycorpse!

I just wish my dear friend  sycoskunk and  wolfycorpse's grandma could be here!

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.... Please do NOT try to message me on an alt account... :I

If I block you it is for a good reason. I will just block that one too. It serves no purpose to message me from an alt account in hopes of reaching me. It just pisses me off and causes more harm than good...

I want certain people out of my life for a lot of reasons. Those that negatively hurt me or those I love and care for I want out of my life completely.

I tried to continue to be some of these people's friend but knew it was a mistake... blocking the negativity out of my life is the only way I can truly be sane and happy.

Please respect this. If you are one of these people, then do not expect me to just magically message you back if I have you blocked on another account.

Just move on with your life and try to correct yourselves. Just leave me out of it.... :I