Hey guys! Just wanted to give you a quick update.

I’m not gonna be active on any IM service or on twitter.

I’m going home to see my folks up in Pennsylvania.

Our flight leaves at 4:50 tomorrow afternoon.

Just so y’all know where I am n’ stuff.

That’s all!

He’s such a cutie!

I mean just Lookit him!

I think they’re doing it

I can’t wait
Spyro was my first ever video game
To see it remastered would be a dream

Autism. I have it. Well, a form of it called Aspberger’s disorder, but still, I have it.

“It’s not a processing error, it’s a different operating system.”
As taken from a Twitter post I saw.

To all my friends who have autism, it’s not an abnormality; it’s a gift.

I used to blame my problems getting along with people on my Autism, but I learned how to work with it and get along with people that way, and despite all my struggles with the disorder, I’ve come to accept who I am as a person and what I have is a part of me. I wouldn’t change it for the world.

#lightitupblue and have a wonderful day blessed fuzzy things.

For July 31st, the day before my birthday!

I’m so excited to go see them. :3

Our family and I are planning a trip to Pennsylvania, our home town, to visit my Mom’s parets and a couple other folks. It’s gonna be a lot of fun, and it may even be a bit emotional, but I’m looking forward to it all the same. :3

I’m still searching for a job, but I have a good feeling something’s coming soon. I can feel it. Things are on the up and up, so all good news here.

I just wanted to thank you all for sticking by me through all these tough times (and dealing with my bullshit lol), and being the cool fuzzbutts you are. Bless you all. ^.=.^

Everyone else is getting soused and having a good time

And I’m 4 months away from being legal.

I wanna get crunk too ;;

Shoot, might as well. :3

Before I can get my apple id recovered.

I’m sorry I’ll be on Discord soon!

I can make phone calls and text people, but I can’t download any apps yet

My discord friend code is DustinRay#3050 btw

Holy shit
I'm getting old


I need to get back into drawing.
I wanna draw stuff for folks :3

I'm currently restoring my settings, but as of right now I have a new cell phone.

If you guys want to contact me I'll be redownloading Discord for friends only. If I don't already have it in the footer of this journal, I'll be sure to put my friend code up once I get everything set up.

I'm so excited, I finally have my own phone again. What's it been, two months or so now? Feels like forever.

This is simply the cutest video ever made.

Hey y'all, just another quick update on how things are going.

I'm still searching for a job. Got a few leads but I'm still working on it.
Haven't done any new art, haven't got the motivation for it lately.
Missing all of my friends on here and all of my pals on Telegram.
...and in general just feeling kind of left out.

I hope you guys are doing alright and I hope y'all have a wonderful March.

Thanks for all the puffy delights you upload
they make me day x3

Well sorry for the lack of activity over the past month guys. Aside from those few uploads (which, thanks for the immense feedback on!), I'm probably not going to be putting much up here for two reasons.

1: I'm getting a job; I'm finally making something useful of myself and I'll finally make some money in the process.

2: Tight Leash; I've got a pretty tight leash on me from my parents. They don't really like the effects that the save few assholes from this community has had on me and don't really like the idea of my involvement with the community. Doesn't stop me from browsing from time to time, though.

So, yeah, I'll try to get on here more often just to send a note or two, but as far as telegram and discord are concerned, it's a no-go. Sorry, y'all. I miss you too, trust me, but once I get my phone fixed (again) I promise I'll try to make an attempt to communicate.

Sorry for all my drama
All your love and support is appreciated

No matter what I will always care about and love you guys, and that's a fact

I'm a toxic personality.
3 people have told me this now.
I'm starting to believe them.
So I'm gonna protect this fandom from any more harm and leave.

I'm never going to be somebody.
Nobody wants to be my friend,
and 3 people have agreed I have a toxic personality.

Goodbye everyone...sorry for all the pain I've caused.

Edit: Nevermind, I apparently can't disable my account, I have the wrong password. I'm too stupid to even disable my account.

I've been a bit quiet for a while now, and that's mostly cause I'm getting over some emotional stuff and working through med changes. Plus I got a new TV so I'm really active over on my PS4.

If y'all got Battlefront 2, hmu

Having too much fun with this vaporwave text generator.
https://lingojam.com/vaporwavetextgenerator

ｉ＇ｍ　ｏｎｌｙ　ｈａｐｐｙ　ｗｈｅｎ　ｉｔ　ｒａｉｎｓ　閲ぼぼメべカ

GordonBleu, Zidders, Haystack, Falconwolf, ShawnSkunk, ShinyTotodude, Mook, davidc090193, and MrBlah for being some of my best friends on this site. You guys have stuck through everything with me, despite my depressive rants and stupidity, and I want to thank you for that.

I also want to thank everybody who cares about me for just being you. I often feel left out of this fandom because of how few faves and views I get but I forget just how important my circle of friends are to me.

Just know you're all appreciated, and all your love and support is appreciated.
Sure my art needs work, all artists need work, but those who do comment and fave on my art are appreciated wholeheartedly.
I still struggle with my lack of inclusion in the fandom at times, and I know I don't put as much effort into my art as I should, but I swear by my life that I'm going to work on it as much as I can. I want to make quality content for beautiful people like you to enjoy.

Edit: 315 is a pretty fucking big number, I should appreciate that more.

Gosh, thank you guys so much!

I stopped focusing on my popularity, so I'm not really looking for watchers and followers, I gotta say I'm a lot happier on focusing on what's most important: having fun! I had fun drawing those couple of images last night and the support I did get meant 100 times more.

Thanks to those of you who support and love my work. It really means the world to me.

Meme time!
Haven't done one of these in ages. x3
Taken from  izaak


If you have 00-10 ... write [I'm a goody-goody]
If you have 11-20 ... write [I'm still a goody-goody]
If you have 21-30 ... write [I'm average]
If you have 31-40 ... write [I'm a bad kid]
If you have 41-50 ... write [I'm a very bad influence]
If you have 51-60 ... write [I'm a horrible person]
If you have 61-70 ... write [I should be in jail]
If you have 71-80 ... write [I should be dead]
If you have 81-90 ... write [I got a ticket to Hell]

HAVE YOU...

[x] smoked
[x] consumed alcohol
[x] slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex
[ ] slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex
[ ] kissed someone of the same sex
[x] had sex
[x] had someone in your room other than family
[x] watched porn
[ ] bought porn
[x] tried drugs

TOTAL SO FAR: 7

[x] taken painkillers
[ ] taken someone else's prescription medicine
[x] lied to your parents
[x] lied to a friend
[ ] snuck out of the house
[x] done something illegal
[x] felt hurt
[x] hurt someone
[x] wished someone to die
[x] seen someone die

TOTAL SO FAR: 15

[ ] missed curfew
[ ] stayed out all night
[x] eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself
[x] been to a therapist
[x] received a ticket
[ ] been to rehab
[ ] dyed your hair
[ ] been in an accident
[ ] been to a club
[ ] been to a bar

TOTAL SO FAR: 18

[x] been to a wild party
[ ] been to a Mardi Gras parade
[x] drank more than three alcoholic beverages in a night
[x] had a spring break in Florida
[x] sniffed anything
[x] wore black nail polish
[ ] wore arm bands
[x] wore t-shirts with band names
[x] listened to rap
[ ] owned a 50 Cent CD

TOTAL SO FAR: 25

[x] dressed gothic
[x] dressed girly
[x] dressed punk
[x] dressed grunge
[x] stole something
[x] been too drunk to remember anything
[x] blacked out
[x] fainted
[ ] had a crush on a neighbor

TOTAL SO FAR: 33

[x] had a crush on a friend
[x] been to a concert
[ ] dry-humped someone; been dry humped
[x] been called a slut
[x] called someone a slut
[ ] installed speakers in a car
[x] broken a mirror [several]
[x] showered at someone of the opposites sex's house
[x] brushed your teeth with someone else's toothbrush

TOTAL SO FAR: 40

[ ] considered Ludacris your favorite rapper
[x] seen an R-rated movie
[x] cruised the mall
[x] skipped school
[ ] had surgery
[x] had an injury
[ ] gone to court
[ ] walked out of a restaurant without paying/tipping
[x] caught something on fire
[x] lied about your age

TOTAL SO FAR: 46

[ ] owned/rented an apartment/house
[x] broke the law in the police's presence
[ ] made out with someone who had a GF/BF
[x] got in trouble with the police
[x] talked to a stranger
[ ] hugged a stranger
[ ] kissed a stranger
[ ] rode in the car with a stranger
[x] been harassed
[x] been verbally harassed

TOTAL SO FAR: 51

[ ] met face-to-face with someone you met online
[x] stayed online for 5+ hours straight
[x] talked on the phone for more than 4 hours straight
[x] watched TV for 5 hours straight
[x] been to a fair
[x] been called a bad influence
[ ] drank and drove
[ ] prank-called someone
[ ] laid on a couch with someone of the opposite sex
[ ] cheated on a test

Total: 56

Well, I am a bad person! That's actually a result I'm ok with!

Wanted to bump that last journal and talk about fetishy stuff

So I really really like Knuckles, but weirdly enough I find his Boom design a lot hotter just cause he's bigger methinks. Not that I like his new personality much, but then again if you ask me he didn't have too much of a personality to begin with other than just being kind of a douche. xD

I like Big the Cat a heck of a lot more though. I wish they hadn't retired him as a character. I like how people blamed the decline of the Sonic franchise on him; in the same way that I like when people shit on Treasure Planet, just a psychotic sense of glee I get from seeing just how hard people like to shit on things because of stupid, petty reasons.

My general perspective of things is different, and I'm kind of proud of that.

I feel real lonely right now.

I'm thinking about all the people who turned their heads away from me because they got tired of me.

I'm thinking about all the harm I've brought people over the past year.

I'm thinking about all the things I want to do but can't because I'm on a tight leash.

and I'm wondering how 2018's going to be any different.