Day of Love and Friendship
Posted 10 years agoSo, today is Valentine's Day, and everybody's posting artwork in honor of their loved ones, or drawings of their fursonas in valentine's day colored clothing. While I on the other hand sit around and not give a single piece of artwork for any particular reason. Why? Because I don't have any reason to celebrate.
Not sure if you guys know this, but my girlfriend kind of broke up with me last October-November, and she doesn't really speak to me anymore; not even in school. I get the occasional "Hi," but that's about it. I even sent her a Christmas card and apparently she hasn't gotten to it yet. "It's at the bottom of the pile somewhere, most likely."
Something tells me her Mom has something to do with it. I don't think her Mom ever liked me to begin with; I had a habit of cursing, being a smart-ass, and apparently I often ended up pissing her off. So, I think that it isn't her that prompted the break up, but her Mom. Whatever the reason is, I stopped trying to care a long time ago. I don't see her anymore, I don't talk to her anymore, and for whatever reason, she's gone from my life. She goes from "I wish you saw yourself the way I saw you," to complete silence.
Maybe it's my fault, maybe it isn't. Who knows, who cares?
All I can say is have a happy Valentine's day. I hope you enjoy the company of your loved ones, and I hope that all your relationships work out well for a nice, long time.
Brand New Artist!
Posted 10 years ago
baxteraquilarhodes
Just joined today!
You guys would be proud of me!
Posted 10 years agoSo somebody brought up furries today and mentioned them as people who dress up in animal costumes and fuck each other, but I told them otherwise.
I mentioned that only 10% of furries own fursuits, and told them that only a few people do that.
I'm so proud of myself lol
I'm such a loser. XD
I mentioned that only 10% of furries own fursuits, and told them that only a few people do that.
I'm so proud of myself lol
I'm such a loser. XD
¡Feliz día de los enamorados!
Posted 10 years agoIn other words, "Happy Valentine's Day!"
I don't have a Valentine, but I do have my right hand. :U
Idgaf about this holiday.
God damn it, Florida!
Posted 10 years agohttp://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6493851/
I hate this state. I hope I get the chance to move back to Pennsylvania soon.
I hate this state. I hope I get the chance to move back to Pennsylvania soon.
A Couple (Important) Things I Want To Address
Posted 10 years agoHey, guys. I know it seems a little odd that I'm posting something in the middle of a Wednesday, but I'm currently having a sick day, and while it does suck not having anything to do, my Mom's being really cool about allowing me to use my phone. Of course, she won't really let me watch YouTube on it, but for good reason. That's besides the point, though. I wanted to take this moment to discuss some topics with you guys that I feel is really important, any it has mostly to do with what I post.
When I created this new account from DeeMann88, the main focus I had was to get rid of all these bad memories of that account and build my reputation all over again, which I guess has done it's job, and my watch count did break the 600s, but it's at least manageable. However, what I really wanted to do was bring you more content; more artwork, more music, more stories, and really show my potential as an artist and do what all the artists I admire are doing. I want to post more fat fur and inflation artwork on here and provide more interesting content for you guys. I want to give you something to look at on my page. I want to give the people of Fur Affinity a reason to add me to their watch list and to give more content for people to enjoy, because right now, I'm surprised that people even bothered to watch me because I feel like all I do is post journals about silly stuff; complaining about how bad my life is, whining about how I don't have what I want to have, worrying about my future, all the stupid things I post in my journals and the stuff that I'm not posting in my gallery.
One thing that I want to change is that instead of having the gallery focused on stories, I want my gallery focused more on colored, fully done artwork, of concepts and characters that people can actually enjoy. I might even make a seperate account for my artwork and let this be my main page. I just want to do something more with my time on this website than just be a journal whore who watches people and posts comments. I want to simply do more. More art, more stories, and with the way things have been lately, I just haven't had the chance to do that. However, with the changes happening around the house and with the way things are going, I may soon be able to have that chance.
So I can only ask one favor from you guys; one simple thing to ask of you:
Please bare with me.
I am doing everything that I can do be able to bring you guys more content, and I'm doing what I can to keep you guys interested in my page, but I feel like I'm not doing my jobasan entertainer and letting the energy and vibe of this page to go dull and fade away. I want furs like you to be happy and have something to look forward to, and I feel like I'm failing you guys at doing such a thing, and for that I want to apologize. But what's more is that for that, I want to do more for you guys, and I can only hope that I'll have the opportunity to post more artwork more often for you guys.
Today I am breaking out the sketchbook, and I have plans on drawing more than just one picture, and I have plans on coloring all of them in, and I am going to create content for everybody to enjoy. Today I make a concentrated effort to bring more to the table instead of showing up as a commentator. This time, I hope to be an attraction.
PLEASE read this and pass this on!
Posted 10 years agoI'm worried.
Posted 10 years agoI'm always worried. I'm always afraid of failure. I want so much out of my life, but I'm afraid that I'll never get there. I only want a life that I'm happy with; a life with very little stress, with the job I've always wanted, and less suffering, but I guess my dreams are just that: dreams. Dreams that may never come to life; dreams that have no chance of coming true. Maybe it's all a fantasy. Maybe I'll never make it.
This is what school does to me.
I Feel Concerned, For No Reason, Of Course
Posted 10 years agoYeah...I have those moments a lot. I spend some days reveling in the fact that I am a great person, and there are other days where I wallow in misery, and other days when I worry about my future for literally no particular reason. Then again, in a world like this, I think teenagers don't really get the encouragement that they need. Even with the entirety of the media focused on teenagers and children we're still not given enough encouragement. How? I'm not sure, but I have these feelings that I want to get off my chest.
Keep in mind these feelings are likely to go away very soon, in fact I'll wake up tomorrow now even giving half of a shit about what I posted last night (that's what actually happens a lot).
So...prepare your anus...
I hate school. Why? Because I go to a charter school, and because I'm in the same group of people who can't keep focus on their work for three seconds before going off track over some dumb shit, that means the teacher has to focus on giving instructions to other students before they can get to me and help me with my work. So, here I am in Geometry class trying to ask for help on a problem, and I'm left waiting for 15 minutes on a question, trying to figure it out myself, only to waste my time on an equation that meant nothing and by the time the period was over, only then was he able to tell me that it was wrong.
You know, I really like it when people ask me to make progress on work I don't understand and don't even help me try to do the work. I understand the centroid theorem as a whole; I understand that the centroid is the center of gravity, that the total is the sum of the parts, blah blah blah, I understand that. Just tell me how to work the problem out and I will be happy. But no, the teacher forgot his car keys and blew 15 minutes of class time that he could use trying to assist students who needed his help. He therefore failed his job as a teacher. Thank you, so much for absolutely nothing.
Oh, and as if that weren't enough to make me feel like a total idiot, one of the students who always walks out of area tries to tell me what to do as if he knows what to do. He even makes an arrogant statement to the teacher saying, "Just tell the man that it equals 8!" You know what? I find that fucked up. He thinks he has authority over the teacher to tell me what to do? That is beyond fucked up. I apologize for my profanity, but for the sake of Ra, do me a favor and let the teacher do his job, even if he does it improperly.
I am going to be so happy once I take the TABE test and mainstream to that technical college. I am so tired of dealing with idiots who try to bring me down to their level of intelligence just to make me feel like shit. Like I said, even in a world where all media is directed straight to teenagers and younger children, we have little to no encouragement in our lives to make us feel like we can be successful. I stay up late at night worrying about what will become of my future because I don't know what to do. The teachers and the staff tell me that it's going to be impossible to make it into the music business, and yes, I'm sure it's hard. That's why we have people like Drake rapping about how shit used to be tough and now he's got everything a rapper could ever want. However, I would like to question their authority and tell them to at least give us some more encouragement. The main reason that no one likes school is simple:
School makes learning boring, and teachers can be assholes. End of story.
Um...
Posted 10 years agoI've breached the 613 mark on my watching list.
...
So much for keeping my watch count low.
Oh, and there are 185 people watching me.
Nice ratio indeed.
I can't complain, though. I love each and every one of you guys. <3
The Liar Revealed!
Posted 10 years agoSo, the jig is up. the news is out, they finally found me. You guys actually got really close to figuring out which ones were the lies, but seeing as they are now rather obvious, here is the truth!
So, I really got confused telling which people were wrong and which people were right because I didn't number them properly. So, here are the answers!
1: I love going to the beach. - True!
2: I would go vegan if everything I ate had rice or noodles. - True!
3: I hate the sunlight. - Lie! - Coincidentally, 3 people guessed correct on this one!
dragomanhero,
kyrosthewolf, and
sierraracs got this correct.
4: I love it when it is windy. - True! Although riding a bike on a windy day sucks.
5: The rain is dreary and sad. - Lie! - Only
weegeethelucario guessed right on this one. I actually love the rain.
6: I love rap music. - Although a lot of people guessed that this was the lie, this one is actually True. I actually have gotten into rap music in recent days, and I must say I do love the genre.
So, although there were no winners, you guys got super close, and I apologize for all of the confusion, but in the end, 3 and 5 were the lies. Both of them weather based, coincidentally.
Would you like to play a game...?
Posted 10 years agoThe concept is simple! I give you six statements, four of them are true, two of them are lies. Which are which?
Let the games begin!
1 I love going to the beach.
2 I would go vegan if everything I ate had rice or noodles.
3 I hate the sunlight.
4 I love it when it is windy.
5 The rain is dreary and sad.
6 I love rap music.
Je Suis Mr. Hyde...
Posted 10 years agoHappy Borthday, Mewtwo!
Posted 10 years agoI love you, Mewtwo. ;3; ❤️
Lizard's Got the Sniffles
Posted 10 years agoYou would think a shapeshifter wouldn't have to go through that shit. But no...
Got the common cold. I hate it. End of story.
-collapses into bed-
Personality Test via SimilarMinds.com
Posted 10 years agoExtraversion - 83%
Stability - 38%
Orderliness - 38%
Accommodation - 27%
Intellectual - 75%
Interdependence - 50%
Mystical - 75%
Materialism - 66%
Narcissism - 41%
Adventurousness - 25%
Work ethic - 41%
Conflict seeking - 16% (wtf?)
Need to dominate - 25%
Romantic - 38%
Avoidant - 58%
Anti-authority - 66%
Wealth - 16%
Dependency - 66%
Change averse - 66%
Cautiousness - 75%
Individuality - 77%
Sexuality - 83%
Peter pan complex - 8%
Histrionic - 66%
Vanity - 50%
Artistic - 100%
Hedonism - 44%
Physical fitness - 27%
Religious - 0% (Accurate)
Paranoia - 41%
Hypersensitivity - 38%
Indie - 50%
"Stability results were moderately low which suggests you are worrying, insecure, emotional, and anxious.
Orderliness results were moderately low which suggests you are, at times, overly flexible, improvised, and fun seeking at the expense of reliability, work ethic, and long term accomplishment.
Extraversion results were high which suggests you are overly talkative, outgoing, sociable and interacting at the expense too often of developing your own individual interests and internally based identity.
(Keep in mind, your results are dependent on the accurate truth of your responses. Finally, your scores and type, over the long term, will change as you do.)"
This test is totally nutters. There are accurate points that it made, but it makes extroversion look like it's a bad thing. Why? Fuck this test.
If you want to see what this test has to say about you, go to http://similarminds.com/global-adv.html to give it a go. Keep in mind that this test can be really inaccurate, therefore don't take what this test says to heart.
Higher Priorities
Posted 10 years agohttp://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6476094/
Check both the link in Zid's journal and see what you can do to help them.
Check both the link in Zid's journal and see what you can do to help them.
I'm Tired - Rosa Parks Tribute
Posted 10 years agoTo honor Black history month, I present to you a little thing that I wrote on the fly, just now. I didn't prepare this beforehand, This post was typed up in a 5-10 minute period.
Rosa Parks: We all know who she is. She's the lady who refused to give up her seat on a segregation bus and sparked a massive civil rights movement. She is a woman to be honored even by young white men such as myself. The reason I bring this to you is because I myself have learned a thing or two from her.
Throughout my life, I've been angry. I've had anger issues since I was a baby, and this came about through sheer coincidence. I never experienced anything bad as a child, I never had family issues, but throughout my life I've been a fighter. In German, Dustin means warrior. It means to be a brave fighter, and as a German, my people have known a thing or two about wars. We've started fights, we've fought in them, and in some cases, we ended them. However, Rosa Parks taught me something that I find deeply important.
When she explained her actions to the media, she said that she was "tired." She was physically tired, she was mentally tired, but what struck a chord deep within me was that she was tired of fighting. That day, she was tired of fighting for her rights, and having been a seamstress and a civil rights leader, that's tough. So by refusing to fight and refusing to even move, she fought through peaceful protest. Eventually, with all the violent and hatred in our lives, we grow tired of protesting against others and eventually just become vegetables as if we can't move.
That day, she didn't refuse to move; she couldn't move. It's psychology, and tonight, I learned what it means to be physically tired of fighting.
Rosa Parks: We all know who she is. She's the lady who refused to give up her seat on a segregation bus and sparked a massive civil rights movement. She is a woman to be honored even by young white men such as myself. The reason I bring this to you is because I myself have learned a thing or two from her.
Throughout my life, I've been angry. I've had anger issues since I was a baby, and this came about through sheer coincidence. I never experienced anything bad as a child, I never had family issues, but throughout my life I've been a fighter. In German, Dustin means warrior. It means to be a brave fighter, and as a German, my people have known a thing or two about wars. We've started fights, we've fought in them, and in some cases, we ended them. However, Rosa Parks taught me something that I find deeply important.
When she explained her actions to the media, she said that she was "tired." She was physically tired, she was mentally tired, but what struck a chord deep within me was that she was tired of fighting. That day, she was tired of fighting for her rights, and having been a seamstress and a civil rights leader, that's tough. So by refusing to fight and refusing to even move, she fought through peaceful protest. Eventually, with all the violent and hatred in our lives, we grow tired of protesting against others and eventually just become vegetables as if we can't move.
That day, she didn't refuse to move; she couldn't move. It's psychology, and tonight, I learned what it means to be physically tired of fighting.
(Mature Read) Why I Like Inflation (Part 2)
Posted 10 years agoAnyway, back to my childhood. I finally embraced the concept of fat and inflation and paid a lot of attention to characters who had at least some kind of belly on them whenever I watched cartoons and movies. My favorite character from any cartoon or movie is Gloria from Madagascar. She was fat, but she had grace. She embraced her excess bulk, yet she was flirtatious and sassy. I really liked her, to say the least.
Another thing I really liked to do when I was young was find stretchy shirts and stuff pillows into it and pretend that I had puffed up to a pleasant size. Sometimes my parents caught me doing such a thing, but I was rather open about it, which is funny because in recent years I haven't been as open about my interests. My Mom knows, but when I told my Papa he tried to get me into women with healthier figures. I also never told either one of them about my pansexuality, which I probably won't tell them about for a while. But that's a whole another story.
When I found that there was inflation clips on YouTube, I started going to those for my interest, and through that, I found Fur Affinity and DeviantART. I found myself enjoying Fur Affinity more because there were more furry characters than humans. I can't really apply inflation to humans and find it attractive, unless it's a big fat hunk filling himself with air or water or something. Anyways, I had been browsing Fur Affinity for about a year before I decided to join it. That was on my old account, DeeMann88, which has a lot of bad history, and I won't discuss it any further from there.
So, I guess the point is inflation might be a fictional subject, but the concept of it is really arousing. Why? Well, multiple reasons; the concept of inflating to huge sizes has always interested me, and to imagine a huge amount of pressure building up inside of myself is really interesting. My favorite scenarios include being filled up with just enough helium to float gently off the ground, and instead of flying away, hopping across the ground gently like I'm on the moon.
I think the main reason like inflation, though is solely because the concept was based off of my fat fetish. Filling a character with air would make them look fat, but without all the weight and nasty side effects. For whatever, this really appealed to me, and the fetish still remains with me until today.
One thing that really seems to bother some folk, though, is that when talking about puffing up, I can't keep it clean. Well, you see, I always associated inflation with sexual feelings, so it's hard for me not to make things dirty. Besides, putting the hose in special places and feeling my body swell outwards kinda makes it hard not to get aroused. I say this as if it's possible for me to do it in real life, but you know. I often talk about this as if I'm able to do it, but I'm actually applying it to my character. Solely because my character and I are technically the same person.
As I end off this little read, I'd like to say thank you all for the support you've given me over these years. I know I may act like a total horn-dog at times, and I've had issues with a lot of people over the years, but having people who stay with me regardless makes me really happy. I love you all, and thanks for reading this.
If you ever want to talk about inflation or maybe even do a role-play with me, please feel free to send me a private note. Thanks again for reading.
Another thing I really liked to do when I was young was find stretchy shirts and stuff pillows into it and pretend that I had puffed up to a pleasant size. Sometimes my parents caught me doing such a thing, but I was rather open about it, which is funny because in recent years I haven't been as open about my interests. My Mom knows, but when I told my Papa he tried to get me into women with healthier figures. I also never told either one of them about my pansexuality, which I probably won't tell them about for a while. But that's a whole another story.
When I found that there was inflation clips on YouTube, I started going to those for my interest, and through that, I found Fur Affinity and DeviantART. I found myself enjoying Fur Affinity more because there were more furry characters than humans. I can't really apply inflation to humans and find it attractive, unless it's a big fat hunk filling himself with air or water or something. Anyways, I had been browsing Fur Affinity for about a year before I decided to join it. That was on my old account, DeeMann88, which has a lot of bad history, and I won't discuss it any further from there.
So, I guess the point is inflation might be a fictional subject, but the concept of it is really arousing. Why? Well, multiple reasons; the concept of inflating to huge sizes has always interested me, and to imagine a huge amount of pressure building up inside of myself is really interesting. My favorite scenarios include being filled up with just enough helium to float gently off the ground, and instead of flying away, hopping across the ground gently like I'm on the moon.
I think the main reason like inflation, though is solely because the concept was based off of my fat fetish. Filling a character with air would make them look fat, but without all the weight and nasty side effects. For whatever, this really appealed to me, and the fetish still remains with me until today.
One thing that really seems to bother some folk, though, is that when talking about puffing up, I can't keep it clean. Well, you see, I always associated inflation with sexual feelings, so it's hard for me not to make things dirty. Besides, putting the hose in special places and feeling my body swell outwards kinda makes it hard not to get aroused. I say this as if it's possible for me to do it in real life, but you know. I often talk about this as if I'm able to do it, but I'm actually applying it to my character. Solely because my character and I are technically the same person.
As I end off this little read, I'd like to say thank you all for the support you've given me over these years. I know I may act like a total horn-dog at times, and I've had issues with a lot of people over the years, but having people who stay with me regardless makes me really happy. I love you all, and thanks for reading this.
If you ever want to talk about inflation or maybe even do a role-play with me, please feel free to send me a private note. Thanks again for reading.
The Halftime Show
Posted 10 years agoKaty Perry rocked it! Missy Elliot surprised me, and Lenny Kravitz...was just kinda there.
Those practical effects were just amazing, though! So simple, but so epic!
Those practical effects were just amazing, though! So simple, but so epic!
Suggestions! (Music)
Posted 10 years agoBefore I begin this journal, I just want to say thank you all so much for the support you all showed on the last journal. I really love that you guys are so accepting of things like what I spoke of in the previous journal, and I'm eagerly ready to type up part two when I get the chance. However, the Super Bowl football game tomorrow may be rather distracting for me, so I apologize if I don't post a lot on that day.
With that said, I really want to do more vocal covers! So, if you may, please suggest songs that I could do vocal covers of in the near future! I may reject certain songs if I either dislike them or if they're out of my vocal range.
(Mature Read) Why I Like Inflation (Part 1)
Posted 10 years agoHey, everybody, thanks for clicking on this journal if you did. I just wanted to share a journal talking about my fetish for inflation and where it stemmed from. I've covered the subject in small bits and pieces before, but I really wanted to go all-out and really cover every part of my life leading up to today, and where I got my fetish for the inflating of anthropomorphic characters. This is primarily inspired by a recent journal my friend posted on his own page, and this is a really good friend of mine who I have nothing but good things to say about. He's a really nice guy who is a total joy to talk to, so please go and watch him if you wish to.
Also, before I begin I wanted to say that the journal I posted the other day was posted when I wasn't particularly too happy with my life, but yesterday was a truly enlightening day for me when I came home from school, and things are shaping up for me. So, should we get my room set up soon, I may have a space to Skype online more often with you guys and even have a space to write up all my fetishy stories and whatnot. I have an idea that a friend presented to me for my first truly naughty story in years, and I would like to get started on it, but something tells me I'll get really distracted with it today and might just get part of it done. With all of this said, there's no need to feel concerned for me anymore, because things are becoming much healthier in the household, and life is actually getting better for me.
Now, onto the main journal, and this is going to be a lengthy one. This may or may not also be the most personal and probably the most fucked-up thing I will ever post on this website. With that said, proceed to the following entry with caution, and if any of the following information disturbs, offends, or even weirds you out, you have permission to leave the page at any time without posting a comment. I won't be offended if no one comments on it.
[color=lime][b]My inflation fetish begins very early into my childhood; back into a time where school had actually been a fairly new concept for me in my lifetime. So I'll estimate that it began when I was...anywhere between 3-5 years of age. I hadn't "clicked on" just yet during that time period*, and so I don't actually remember too much. I grew up around a lot of overweight people, and so I have a feeling this influenced my fetish for more heavy-set folks. In fact, my Nana, the lady who passed away back in 2012 and my closest family member - was probably the biggest lady I have ever met that could still walk. Needless to say, she was BIG, and had every physical attribute that I find attractive to this day; massive, beanbag-sized rump, belly big enough to resemble a weather balloon, tree-trunk legs, and just- a lot of things about her figure translated into my modern fetish. Dare I say it....my feelings for her borderlines....incestral. I never touched her inappropriately, but I thought about her a lot, as you will see.
From what my father tells me, I had my hand in my diaper a lot, doing what would not be expected of a child during that point of his life, but masturbating was something I actually did a lot. I didn't even do it correctly, but I guess it felt good to me, so whatever. I think the earliest memory I have of doing such a thing to an cartoon inflation scene was "Scooby Doo: Where Are You?" I had a bunch of video cassette tapes of the TV show, and I watched them almost all the time, and enjoyed every bit of all of them. Of course, my favorite episode of the 1969-1970's TV series was "A Clue for Scooby Doo!" The episode actually featured two bits of fanservice for somebody of my interests. First, Scooby pretends that he's too fat to fit into a drainage pipe because he's scared of what might be inside, by stuffing pillows into a bright green shirt, which of course, bursts open and sends pillows flying everywhere. That alone would be enough for me, but more happens in that same episode that registers within me even to this day. At the bottom of the sea, Shaggy and Scooby encounters the monster in question, and out of some bizarre plan, Scooby unplugs his scuba tank from his mask, shoves it in his scuba suit and inflates it to a certain size, then plugs himself back into the suit. Shaggy, wielding a fishing spear, pokes a hole in the suit and sends Scooby hurtling into the monster and further onward until he fully deflates. The image of the inflated dog's suit hangs in my mind and still sparks that feeling within me again.
Too much to handle? Well then, let's take a breather and talk about some of my newer interests, then. That way we aren't talking about my underage-self's sexual desires. As posted in an earlier journal, I started to train my stomach to stretch and hold air so I could inflate my belly, but that began causing discomfort for myself, so I took a break from that. I might get started on it again should I get some private time, but until then I've found lots of different resources for my "itch." Inflation is one of the primary reasons I joined Fur Affinity in the first place, to be honest. There are a lot of good artists who have done inflation images on this website that I'd love to mention, but I'm planning on starting a series that showcases a list of artists that I want to give some extra credits to for their work. Anyways, through YouTube videos featuring inflation sequences from guys like
blue and
de-flator, I discovered Fur Affinity, and one of my favorite parts about it was the inflation art. In a sense, this place was a blessing, and a curse. A blessing because I found a good resource for inflation images, but a curse because I learned a lot of moral lessons the hard way. Regardless, I love FurAffinity for that specific reason, and to end part 1, I just want to tell you how much I love you all and how happy I am to be here, not just to find fat fur and inflation pictures, but also to find friends who can relate with me and enjoy these things with me. For that, you guys are awesome, and I'll continue this in part two.
2 Years Later
Posted 10 years ago"I want to keep my journal to submission ratio even."
-adds 128 submissions and 216 journals-
"I want to keep my 'is watching list' lower."
-adds almost 600 people to my list-
Yeah, this account is definitely serving its' purpose!
...
-coughs-
So, going through an even tougher patch right now.
Nothing else really to say.
I'm sleepy.
This journal contains no useful information.
What do you guys want to see me upload next?
-adds 128 submissions and 216 journals-
"I want to keep my 'is watching list' lower."
-adds almost 600 people to my list-
Yeah, this account is definitely serving its' purpose!
...
-coughs-
So, going through an even tougher patch right now.
Nothing else really to say.
I'm sleepy.
This journal contains no useful information.
What do you guys want to see me upload next?
No-Fap February!
Posted 10 years agoForgot who told me about this, butthis February there will be a challenge dedicated towards research for testicular cancer. If you are a male of 18 years of age or older, you can donate $10 to a foundation dedicated to research for the disease, and then the challenge is on! Can you refrain from masturbating for the entire month? Will your pickle be a little less tickled? An endurance test for even the most abstinent of men!
I may not be 18 just yet, but fuck it! I'm going to personally take the challenge!
When February 1st rolls around…
-rubrubrubrubrub-
Dustin's Questionable Meme!
Posted 10 years agoRULES :
1. Pick one of your fursonas.
2. Fill in the questions/statements as if you were your fursona.
3. Tag at least four people to do this meme!
4. Tell people that they been tagged with a link from your journal
Fursona: Dustin R. Bach - Shapeshifter, Traveler, Wealthy Muujian Class.
1.) What is your name?
I am Dustin R. Bach. My middle name is something of an enigma, but let's just keep it at an initial.
2.) Do you know why you were named that?
Well, you see...my Papa really liked Dustin Hoffman's movies at the time, and he decided to give me a rather powerful name. So, here I am today with a title shared with an actor.
3.) I see... Single or taken?
Oh jeez, seeing as I don't often settle down, I'm pretty much all over the place. Call me a tart if you will, but I've had affairs in my travels. I mean, sometimes there are just people that I meet who I like so much that I feel the need to visit their home and…well, I'll end that here.
4.) Any abilities or powers?
I can shapeshift, absorb materials, grow and inflate, and I'm pretty smart. People say that makes me eccentric, but hey, I talk a lot, as you can probably tell.
5.) Stop being a Mary Sue!
Mary Sue...I think I met someone with that name before. She was a beautiful lass, with lovely curvaceous- Hey, wait a minute...
6.) What's your eye colour?
Well, it varies, but I often go with a soft slate with a touch of brown. Heterochromia, they call it.
7.) Hair colour?
That often varies as well, but blonde is preferable.
8.) Any family?
That, my friend, is a secret only I and a select few know. So, I'll answer with a brief "Yes."
9.) How about pets?
I would answer this with a rather randy response, but- Hey...rather randy response...heh, that's a nice alliteration. Anyways, let's just say I have...companions.
10.) Now, tell me something you don't like.
Songs that get stuck in my head. Have you ever had that moment where you wake up with a song stuck in your head that you haven't heard in what seems like ages? One morning, for example, I woke up with Trilogy Suite OP 5 stuck in my head, and yet I hadn't heard that song since it came out. (I am older than I look.)
11.) Any hobbies or activities you enjoy?
Well, I do have traveling, of course, but along the way I enjoy simple little things, like testing my shapeshifting abilities, eating, helping people out when I can, et cetera.
12.) Have you ever hurt anyone in any way?
Oh ho ho, many, many times! Of course, they did attack me first, but the amount of folk I've harmed and even killed? Some may call it vigilantism, but I guess I've done these things for the greater good. None of the people I killed were innocent, of course, and each time I find a villainous figure trying to kill me, I often come up with creative ways of killing them. I can be vindictive. ;)
13.) Ever killed anyone?
-coughs- Continuing off of the last question, there was this one villain that I met in the upper west part of Muuji, and she tried to murder someone who I very closely admire, and I found my favorite way of disposing of her: bursting her like a balloon. Of course, cool guys don't look at explosions, but I did watch the pressure build. ^.=.^
14.) What kind of animal are you?
I'm most often seen as a lizard, but every now and then I vary in species, sometimes turning into a Lucario, a Mewtwo, a Dragon, all anthropomorphic, of course, but regardless, I'm not an animal.
15.) Name your worst habits?
Going off on tangents....I am ADHD, so...yeah...
16.) Do you look up to anyone?
My Father, primarily, for moral support, and my brother. Though, my brother is a psychopath, but friendly nonetheless.
17.) Gay, straight or bi?
I'm what is referred to as pansexual. I will have an affair with females, males, hermaphrodites, transgenders, the list continues onward. What this means is that I will have an affair with a person regardless of their gender. Though, a common misconception is that we have sex with anything that moves. To this I say, "No, I'm not into bestiality," which is funny because I technically am disguised as an animal with features of a- Oh, am I going off on a tangent again? -chuckles-
18.) Do you go to school?
Thankfully, not anymore. I hated school. Especially High School. That is a whole another story, though.
19.) Ever want to marry and have kids one day?
Something tells me I've already made children...
20.) Do you have any fangirls/fanboys?
Quite a few, surprisingly. You would think people would be terrified of me, but no.
21.) What are you most afraid of?
Dying alone... -goes silent for a while- Anyways, moving on.
22.) What do you usually wear?
Anything that's comfortable, really. I do like sleeveless shirts and jean shorts, though.
23.) What's one food that tempts you?
Cheeseburgers...and Gyros.
24.) Am I annoying you?
No, not at all! I love questionaires!
25.) Well, it's still not over!
Uh...great!
26.) What class are you?
You mean like...middle class? High class?
I'm wealthy, so I gues I'm high class.
27.) How many friends do you have?
My closest friends stay at home, but I have a few of them.
28.) What are your thoughts on pie?
-shrugs- Not a huge fan of it. I prefer cake.
30.) What's your favourite drink?
Well, I do like Sweet Tea.
31.) What's your favourite place?
Anywhere I can go to see. Everywhere. ^^
32.) Are you interested in anyone?
I do show interest in a couple...special folks. -chuckles- I'm kind of bashful about it, though.
33.) Would you rather swim in a lake or the ocean?
The World's Ocean is more fun because I have more space to move about.
34.) What's your type?
Well...I like people of a heavier build. Does that count as a type?
35.) Did you notice there was no question 29?
Ha! That's so funny because I was just about to ask you about that! -laughs-
36.) Camping or indoors?
Camping outdoors! I love camping! Well, except in the freezing tundras of Alaska where I almost froze to death. Thank goodness for that extra solar ray to help give me a boost of warmth.
37.) Well, that's all. Thanks for your time. Who would you like to see answer these questions?
I'll tag a few friends of mine for this one.
zidders,
jeo.xhong, and
kimkowolfpaws
Thanks for the interview, my friend, but I have to go. Many places to go, new people to meet, and who knows? I might get to save the world again! -chuckles warmly- Have a good one, then!
If you couldn't already tell, I'm testing out my latest fursona personality archetype. I'm trying to give my fursona that sort of "Doctor Who" character feel. Like, he has the Doctor's articulation and the same energy, the same sort of overall feel. For those of you Doctor Who fans out there, please comment and let me know how I did on that and tell me what I can do to improve on it! Would be much appreciated!
Also, I got this list of questions from my buddy,
weegeethelucario, if you want to see his answers, then click here!
1. Pick one of your fursonas.
2. Fill in the questions/statements as if you were your fursona.
3. Tag at least four people to do this meme!
4. Tell people that they been tagged with a link from your journal
Fursona: Dustin R. Bach - Shapeshifter, Traveler, Wealthy Muujian Class.
1.) What is your name?
I am Dustin R. Bach. My middle name is something of an enigma, but let's just keep it at an initial.
2.) Do you know why you were named that?
Well, you see...my Papa really liked Dustin Hoffman's movies at the time, and he decided to give me a rather powerful name. So, here I am today with a title shared with an actor.
3.) I see... Single or taken?
Oh jeez, seeing as I don't often settle down, I'm pretty much all over the place. Call me a tart if you will, but I've had affairs in my travels. I mean, sometimes there are just people that I meet who I like so much that I feel the need to visit their home and…well, I'll end that here.
4.) Any abilities or powers?
I can shapeshift, absorb materials, grow and inflate, and I'm pretty smart. People say that makes me eccentric, but hey, I talk a lot, as you can probably tell.
5.) Stop being a Mary Sue!
Mary Sue...I think I met someone with that name before. She was a beautiful lass, with lovely curvaceous- Hey, wait a minute...
6.) What's your eye colour?
Well, it varies, but I often go with a soft slate with a touch of brown. Heterochromia, they call it.
7.) Hair colour?
That often varies as well, but blonde is preferable.
8.) Any family?
That, my friend, is a secret only I and a select few know. So, I'll answer with a brief "Yes."
9.) How about pets?
I would answer this with a rather randy response, but- Hey...rather randy response...heh, that's a nice alliteration. Anyways, let's just say I have...companions.
10.) Now, tell me something you don't like.
Songs that get stuck in my head. Have you ever had that moment where you wake up with a song stuck in your head that you haven't heard in what seems like ages? One morning, for example, I woke up with Trilogy Suite OP 5 stuck in my head, and yet I hadn't heard that song since it came out. (I am older than I look.)
11.) Any hobbies or activities you enjoy?
Well, I do have traveling, of course, but along the way I enjoy simple little things, like testing my shapeshifting abilities, eating, helping people out when I can, et cetera.
12.) Have you ever hurt anyone in any way?
Oh ho ho, many, many times! Of course, they did attack me first, but the amount of folk I've harmed and even killed? Some may call it vigilantism, but I guess I've done these things for the greater good. None of the people I killed were innocent, of course, and each time I find a villainous figure trying to kill me, I often come up with creative ways of killing them. I can be vindictive. ;)
13.) Ever killed anyone?
-coughs- Continuing off of the last question, there was this one villain that I met in the upper west part of Muuji, and she tried to murder someone who I very closely admire, and I found my favorite way of disposing of her: bursting her like a balloon. Of course, cool guys don't look at explosions, but I did watch the pressure build. ^.=.^
14.) What kind of animal are you?
I'm most often seen as a lizard, but every now and then I vary in species, sometimes turning into a Lucario, a Mewtwo, a Dragon, all anthropomorphic, of course, but regardless, I'm not an animal.
15.) Name your worst habits?
Going off on tangents....I am ADHD, so...yeah...
16.) Do you look up to anyone?
My Father, primarily, for moral support, and my brother. Though, my brother is a psychopath, but friendly nonetheless.
17.) Gay, straight or bi?
I'm what is referred to as pansexual. I will have an affair with females, males, hermaphrodites, transgenders, the list continues onward. What this means is that I will have an affair with a person regardless of their gender. Though, a common misconception is that we have sex with anything that moves. To this I say, "No, I'm not into bestiality," which is funny because I technically am disguised as an animal with features of a- Oh, am I going off on a tangent again? -chuckles-
18.) Do you go to school?
Thankfully, not anymore. I hated school. Especially High School. That is a whole another story, though.
19.) Ever want to marry and have kids one day?
Something tells me I've already made children...
20.) Do you have any fangirls/fanboys?
Quite a few, surprisingly. You would think people would be terrified of me, but no.
21.) What are you most afraid of?
Dying alone... -goes silent for a while- Anyways, moving on.
22.) What do you usually wear?
Anything that's comfortable, really. I do like sleeveless shirts and jean shorts, though.
23.) What's one food that tempts you?
Cheeseburgers...and Gyros.
24.) Am I annoying you?
No, not at all! I love questionaires!
25.) Well, it's still not over!
Uh...great!
26.) What class are you?
You mean like...middle class? High class?
I'm wealthy, so I gues I'm high class.
27.) How many friends do you have?
My closest friends stay at home, but I have a few of them.
28.) What are your thoughts on pie?
-shrugs- Not a huge fan of it. I prefer cake.
30.) What's your favourite drink?
Well, I do like Sweet Tea.
31.) What's your favourite place?
Anywhere I can go to see. Everywhere. ^^
32.) Are you interested in anyone?
I do show interest in a couple...special folks. -chuckles- I'm kind of bashful about it, though.
33.) Would you rather swim in a lake or the ocean?
The World's Ocean is more fun because I have more space to move about.
34.) What's your type?
Well...I like people of a heavier build. Does that count as a type?
35.) Did you notice there was no question 29?
Ha! That's so funny because I was just about to ask you about that! -laughs-
36.) Camping or indoors?
Camping outdoors! I love camping! Well, except in the freezing tundras of Alaska where I almost froze to death. Thank goodness for that extra solar ray to help give me a boost of warmth.
37.) Well, that's all. Thanks for your time. Who would you like to see answer these questions?
I'll tag a few friends of mine for this one.



Thanks for the interview, my friend, but I have to go. Many places to go, new people to meet, and who knows? I might get to save the world again! -chuckles warmly- Have a good one, then!
If you couldn't already tell, I'm testing out my latest fursona personality archetype. I'm trying to give my fursona that sort of "Doctor Who" character feel. Like, he has the Doctor's articulation and the same energy, the same sort of overall feel. For those of you Doctor Who fans out there, please comment and let me know how I did on that and tell me what I can do to improve on it! Would be much appreciated!
Also, I got this list of questions from my buddy,
