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Posted 10 years agoI got tagged by 
MiyuMaiYoki, so...
Just comment below!
I shall:
1. Tell you what animal/creature you remind me of.
2. Tell you what color I think fits you.
3. Tell you how I feel about you.
4. Insult you. (I don't mean the insult mind you)
5. Tell you my favorite OC of yours.
6. Tell you what season you remind me of.
7. Tell you what food you smell like in my head.
8. Think of a random nickname for you.
9. Tell you what element you remind me of.
10. Ask you to put this in your journal without using the words 'tag' or 'dare.'
MiyuMaiYokiInflation Sound Effects! (Download Link-ish)
Posted 10 years agoClick here for some inflation sounds and let your imagination do the rest!
I love this file. Quite jazzy, if I do say so myself. >.///.>Drama? Not Worth It!
Posted 10 years agoI'm done wasting my time with drama. Almost everywhere I go in my life - be it at home, at school, or out at the store - there's always drama to follow me. Going to a charter school, I'd know what it's like to go through drama because almost everyone in almost all my classes is a drama queen; always causing problems for everyone else and always making things more stressful and harder on the people around them. If there is one thing I hate in this world, it's drama: unnecessary drama. There's no need for it, and when someone creates drama that's simply not needed, it makes life a living hell.
For this reason, I'm tired of fighting against drama queens, because there are some people that really don't change. No matter how hard you try to pound thoughts and ideas into people's thick fucking skulls, they won't give a single damn and will still be the same person. The life they live is the only life they'll ever live, and it's just not something you can fight against or change. All you can do is roll with it and try not to let it stress you out.
Now, I'm not saying that you can just ignore someone entirely, their words are still there, and their voices are still penetrating your ears, but it's a matter of keeping their words simply that: words. You have to make sure that their words don't bother you, and that what they say won't make you any more frustrated or tired. I'm fucking exhausted because of the fact that I dealt with drama mamas today, and because their words bothered me so much, it leaves me bitter and angry, tired and frustrated, and in the end, it was not worth a fucking thing.
To put things simply: "Fuck drama. Fuck it right in its' smelly cunt. I'm really tired."TMI Tuesday (Putting this Up Here Early)
Posted 10 years agoThat way everyone can get a chance to respond. :P
What is TMI Tuesday?
TMI Tuesday is an ongoing meme in which followers comment on a user's journal with the title "TMI Tuesday," asking them random, personal, even creepy questions about their personal lives, and the user has to answer them, hence the "TMI"
What is TMI Tuesday?
TMI Tuesday is an ongoing meme in which followers comment on a user's journal with the title "TMI Tuesday," asking them random, personal, even creepy questions about their personal lives, and the user has to answer them, hence the "TMI"
Super Mario 64
Posted 10 years agoI know a lot of you aren't going to like what I have to say, but I despise of this game. Super Mario 64 is a rage-inducing migraine that started one of my favorite genres in video gaming. Super Mario 64 is one of those types of games that I desperately try to like. Every time it's brought up in a conversation, I think of how much I love the visuals and the music and the overall atmosphere, but in reality I want to completely destroy my game console every time I sit down and try to play it; the keyword here being try.
Super Mario 64 is a fight with the camera and controls, and simple actions that would be feasible in other games is simply a chore in this game. Everything is a hassle, from trying to get a good view of what you're doing to turning around; from walking along a steady platform to seeing where you're supposed to be going. Everything about this game simply grinds my gears until they're a fiery ball of molten iron and steam. This game looks so innocent, but it feels like total hell when you actually pick up the controller and try to move about the bright and colorful worlds with beautiful music in the background. It's like the pits of Tartarus themselves got a total makeover, and instead of being tortured in a dark, hellish landscape, you're still being tortured, but with beautiful music and happy visuals.
Sure, this game was an innovation and a trend-starter, but 20 years later, it penetrates deeply into my most fiery wrath and makes me look like Satan incarnate.
I'm not the only one who thinks this, either. Arin (also known as Egoraptor) from the Game Grumps totally agrees with me on this subject. Super Mario 64 is obviously the first 3D platformer of all time, beating Tomb Raider* by about 2 months or so. (The asterisk is there because I will mention this in just a moment.) Yet with an array of control problems and graphics that clearly haven't aged well, it's simply the most frustrating game I've ever played, as I'm sure Arin would also agree.
With all that said, it would seem ironic that someone who's a MASSIVE fan of Tomb Raider - which, bear in mind, didn't have the best control scheme either - would hate Super Mario 64. Yet, to this argument, I have to testify that with Tomb Raider, it's still a fight with the controls, but at least you can see what you're doing, and you're not slip-sliding all over the place trying to go on a linear path. You can work with Tomb Raider's controls, you have decent camera angles, and with all intents and purposes, actually controls much better than the aforementioned game. Meanwhile, over on the N64, the highlight of the gaming industry is much faster paced, and requires you to be spot on with controls that simply go all over the place.
As controversial as my opinion may be, I want to give Super Mario 64 some credit for one thing: it advanced the platformer genre into a new generation. If it weren't for Super Mario 64, maybe I would've never had Ratchet and Clank, Jak and Daxter, or any other platforming game that I know and love to this day. Or then again, Tomb Raider was coming out, so maybe it's existence is just fucking pointless.
Fuck Super Mario 64's controls and camera angles, but god I love the soundtrack and visuals...May is Here!
Posted 10 years agoThe accursed momth that was April 2015 has come to pass. Much to my delight, May has finally arrived. Signed, sealed, delivered. Thank you Gregorian Calendar.
There are a couple things I want to talk about regarding last month and my plans/goals for this month. I know it may seem weird reading my normally centered journals on the right hand side of the page, but I'm just trying something new. I may move it back if I don't like it and all this is probably gonna be scratched out. :P
First of all, thanks to all of you who bared with me and my disgusting depression issues from the last month. I don't entirely know where all of it was coming from, nor do I know what the issue with me was, but hopefully with a talk to the doctor and a shift in my meds, I should be fine. But I don't think it was entirely my medications at fault in this scenario. April was a rough month for me and a lot of people that I know, and there were a lot of issues that people were having overall. Family issues, depression, etc. It was just a bad month overall. I give my sympathies (and empathies) to those of you who found April to be a bad time to live, and here's hoping April will be easier on all of us.
So, like I've been saying for a long time, I want to get back into art, and with the upload of my last piece (which is a really rough sketch), I got some really awesome feedback from a lot of my friends. I'm so glad to have done that piece, and it motivates me to do more in the near future. We have a lot to do this weekend, and I'm hoping to have a friend come over, so maybe I can squeeze some time out of that to finish up some artwork that I've wanted to do.
I want to do some fan art of GravityInbound's characters, and I also want to do some work on my own characters like Titan and Balun, but also on some other characters. Who knows? Maybe I can also make some new characters as well. :3
I'd like to give a huge shout out to all my friends who supported me in a trench of the year, and I'd like to toast to this May and hope it be a crest in a year that's brought new hopes. Progress in my Gaining
Posted 10 years agoI ate so much food tonight, I pretty much inflated with food.
I had the following food items:
• Bacon, egg and cheese biscuit sandwich
• Big plate of nachos w/ guacamole ranch dip
• Lasagne and Garlic Bread
• 2 Glasses of Milk
• Comically large amount of Oreo's that I couldn't even count
The feeling was exhilirating. I felt tight and fat, bloated like an overstuffed pig at a buffet, my belly tight as a drum and puffy in appearance. I truly felt like a human balloon. <3
All that I needed was a wafer-thin mint to top me off. ;3
God, I love this...this is my first true binge.
I had the following food items:
• Bacon, egg and cheese biscuit sandwich
• Big plate of nachos w/ guacamole ranch dip
• Lasagne and Garlic Bread
• 2 Glasses of Milk
• Comically large amount of Oreo's that I couldn't even count
The feeling was exhilirating. I felt tight and fat, bloated like an overstuffed pig at a buffet, my belly tight as a drum and puffy in appearance. I truly felt like a human balloon. <3
All that I needed was a wafer-thin mint to top me off. ;3
God, I love this...this is my first true binge.
TMI Tuesday...?
Posted 10 years agoI am up for TMI Tuesday ya know...
Practicing Drawing Inflation - TMI Tuesday!
Posted 10 years agoHey guys, sorry about the lack of journal updates. I feel myself being less and less motivation as the days go by. Walking into school and dealing with the drama of charter school students and whatnot. Seriously, you have not seen High School drama until you've seen the drama that goes on in an ESE special education school for mentally and educationally challenged students.
Luckily, I've got plans on taking a TABE (Test of Adult-Based Education) soon, so hopefully I can get out of this school by next school year and spend my senior year learning about Web Design. -3-
In other news, I'm really wanting to draw more often and indulge in artistic activities, but on weekends all I ever feel like doing is lazing around or doing things with my family. We have Family Game Night on Sundays nowadays, which is always exciting, but on Saturdays, all I find myself doing is being lazy and doing nothing. I want to get into drawing again, but I always end up feeling like drawing at times when I don't even have my drawing book around me. So, my mind and my body aren't exactly in sync these days. (Then again, when has it ever been like this?)
[i}The lizard shakes his head and chuckles a bit.[/i]
I also want to practice drawing inflation pieces more often. I do have a scanner in my room in which I can scan pictures without the nosy Grandparent or Parents looking to see what it is that I'm scanning. Plus I feel like the inflation pieces I do have don't have a really arousing aspect to them. Just sloppy line work that doesn't give the feel of that full, tight sensation of being bloated. I definitely need to practice, so this Saturday, I may end up drawing some balloon-y stuff.
Also, as far as RPs go, I've been asked by folks if we can RP when I'm not usually in the mood to. Well, as established in a previous journal, I only like to RP with specific people. Sometimes when I find myself roleplaying with people, I end up typing a really descriptive piece of information, and then the reply that I get back is usually just an effortless "*hugs*" from the other party. I'm sorry, but if I am to RP with somebody, I want some descriptive, non-explicit effort with decent wording and some interesting stuff into it.
I know this is going to hurt some people's feelings, but I'm going to say that RPing is now only for special folk. I won't do it with everybody.
Anyway, I have to head out the door shortly, so before I go, I'd like to say that today is TMI Tuesday! You can ask me or my characters anything that you desire! So, go on! Do it!3rd Party Ads...
Posted 10 years agothis has got to be the death of F.A. I'm sorry, but F.A should never have 3rd party ads. We're a non-profit organization as a furry community, but I guess IMVU has other things in mind.
Cool.
Cool.
Fuck those last two journals.
Posted 10 years agoI'll be fine.
I just need to regroup. Some nights I wuestion life, then I may end up feelimg fine tomorrow morning.
I'm just a big fucking drama queen.I truly want to kill myself
Posted 10 years agoit's too much.
Life's too hard.
Everyone around me is sick.
I have only a few true friends.
I can't handle it.
I want to do it.
I want to kill myself
Life's too hard.
Everyone around me is sick.
I have only a few true friends.
I can't handle it.
I want to do it.
I want to kill myself
Google+ Causes Family Issues
Posted 10 years agoOf course, as if April wasn't already a shitty month enough. Now my family is arguing over gorilla glue and Google+.
Thanks Google, you're ruining a family right now.A metal band music video that's...touching?
Posted 10 years ago
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A-eT-KpT1vQ
These guys simply have fun with what they're doing, and the story at the beginning is...kind of touching, actually. I love Protest the Hero.Quote of the Week (Relatable Post?)
Posted 10 years ago"It's hard to keep healthy when everyone around you is sick."
~AnonymousRegrets
Posted 10 years agoI have them.
Just fuck me.
I hate who I am.
I hate being me.
I hate my attitude on life.
I'd be better off dead.
Just...fuck everything.Wicked Wednesday (TMI Tuesday, but DIFFERENT)
Posted 10 years agoSo, let's try something new, hm?
Instead of answering your question, comment something that I may find TMI, whether it's sexual*, or completely unrelated that may be taken as TMI.
Got the nads to do it?
*= Preferably sexual comments. X3Poetry Writers - Here's a LifeSaver!
Posted 10 years agoHaving a brain fart? Use this!
Rhyme Zone
You'll be glad you did. :3Status on Artwork/Uploads
Posted 10 years agoI have nothing to upload.
I won't have anything to upload for a while.
I can't even take selfies (bad day today, face got fucked up).
So...maybe some photography?
Who knows?
I certainly don't.
Blegh...
I'll do something eventually...
Keyword: Eventually.
#ProcrastinationWell, you asked for it, and I delivered!
Posted 10 years ago http://www.furaffinity.net/view/16324170/
Comments are appreciated.Would anyone be interested in...?
Posted 10 years agoHearing me sing acapella?Do You Like Logic Puzzles? I've Got One for You!
Posted 10 years agoAlbert and Bernard just became friends with Cheryl, and they want to know when her birthday is. Cheryl gives them a list of 10 possible dates.
May 15 May 16 May 19
June 17 June 18
July 14 July 16
August 14 August 15 August 17
Cheryl then tells Albert and Bernard separately the month and day of her birthday respectively.
Albert: I don't know when Cheryl's birthday is, but I know Bernard does not know too.
Bernard: At first I don't know when Cheryl's birthday is, but I know now.
Albert: Then I also know when Cheryl's birthday is.
When is Cheryl's birthday?This one's got the internet stumped. Do you know the answer?
I do. ;3
Totally not trying to bump the rant journal from earlier...Horrible Day
Posted 10 years agoI've been questioning my life all day today. First it started with me questioning my future, then I questioned my choice of friends, and now I'm questioning whether or not I should just fuckimg throw in the towel and give up.
Everyone discourages me. I want to do what I want, but everyone says I won't get it because it's too hard to. That I won't make a living off of what I want. Two people have encouraged me to do it, and that's it. So I'm stuck here questioning whether or not I'll be able to function and do what I like, or if I'll spend the rest of my life doing something I fucking hate.
I feel like quitting before I've ever even started. I know someome who's the same age as me yet somehow is making a living off of professionally playing jazz music. This discourages me so much because I realize that all these years have gone by and I could have made something of myself, and I haven't done it. I was too busy trying to keep my anger under control. How can I keep it under control?
I'm so angry. I've always been so angry. I'll never stop being angry until I get what I want, and according to a lot of people, I may be angry for the rest of my days. Real fucking nice. Fuck my life.18th Birthday in 3 Months! - Birthday Wishlist!
Posted 10 years agoIn approximately 110 days and 22 hours, I will have turned the wonderful age of 18! With this I will be able to:
1. Buy tobacco
2. Change your name
3. Get a tattoo
4. Get a piercing
5. Buy spray paint
6. Work more hours
7. Sue someone
8. Be sued
9. Purchase liquid white out
10. Pawn something
11. Get married
12. Get divorced
13. Adopt a child
14. Be on Jerry Springer
15. Go on Cruise
16. Buy a lottery ticket
17. Get a hotel room
18. Call some "900" numbers
19. Go to a night club
20. Get a Sam's club membership
21. Skydive
22. Sign legal documents
23. Gamble
24. Get a blockbuster membership
25. Get a loan
26. Buy insurance
27. Donate blood
28. Enlist in the military
29. Rent a movie
30. Get a non-prepaid cell phone
31. Sign a legal contract
32. Begin earning credit
33. Smoke a cigarette
34. Chew tobacco
35. Move out of the parental units house
36. Get paid more
37. Go to an adult jail
38. Be convicted as an adult
39. Become an undercover cop
40. Work full-time
41. Become a flight attendant
42. Purchase Nicorette gum
43. Purchase "the patch"
44. Drive any time of day
45. Visit a porn site
46. Visit a porn store
47. Become a stripper
48. Work in an alcohol serving establishment
49. Work in bar
50. Get a bar tending license
51. Work at Wal*Mart0
52. Get a business license
53. Go to a strip club
54. Work in a strip club
55. Work in a night club
56. Vote
57. Pay a utility bill
58. Open a savings account
59. Open a checking account
60. Obtain a credit card
61. Enter a contest
62. Enter a sweepstakes
63. Buy a monkey (w/ a license)
64. Open an eBay account
65. Carry a weapon (w/ a license)
66. Order something off T.V.
67. Open your own AOL account
68. Write a check
69. Operate machinery at work
70. Become a mentor
71. Go bungee jumping
72. Work at a gas station
73. See a doctor on your own
74. Get a different type of driver's license
75. Rent a port-a-potty
76. Get the water bill in your name
77. Lease an apartment
78. Rent a house
79. Finance a car
80. Be a manager
81. Deliver newspapers for the Tampa Tribune
82. Sign yourself out of school
83. Work practically anywhere
84. Start your own business
85. Cash a savings bond
86. Buy nitrous oxide
87. Give a lap dance
88. Get a lap dance
89. Rent a post office box
90. Drive a company vehicle
91. Drive an ice cream truck
92. Buy a house
93. Breaks at work are no longer required.
94. Start a 401k plan
95. Apply for benefits at work
96. Receive more responsibility/stress/advantages
97. Pay taxes
98. Get a PayPal account
99. Make your own decisions
100. Have the freedom and independence you didn't have before
According to the best answer on Yahoo Answers. XD
My birthday wishlist in real life is much different than my furry one, but here's what I have come up with so far:
• PayPal account, that way I can get commissions and stuff.
• A ref sheet for Dustin and Titan
• A commission from either GravityInbound or RubbertexRaccoon
• ALL THE pr0nZ
Will I EVER Watch My Little Pony: Friendship is Magic?
Posted 10 years agoMaybe.
I still have to get my fat lazy lizard butt to doing artwork or maybe even a story at some point.
Also I have a mustache! :D
I'll upload a pic of that shortly.