Son: Hey Mommy, what is originality?

Mother: I don't know son, we're furries. :3

No more silly spinning wheel of death. :P

I wanna do Let's Plays and Gaming Commentary Videos.

But OBS is being a cunt and I need a better free recording software.

Any ideas?

I recently stumbled across the page of a fairly new user, and I feel like they deserve a lot more watchers, so go ahead and check out  toxicibu's page!

Finally, I have awaited this day for many years, and it's finally come. The last day of High School...no longer will I have to see this hellhole every day, being tortured by classmates and the sheer stupidity of my environment. It's over, and I'm feelin some mixed emotions.

On one note, I'm glad I never have to go through this shit again.

But on another note, I'm kind of sad. I have a lot of good actual friends here, and I'll be saying goodbye to them, hoping only that I'll be able to contact them outside of school.

Oh and on a final note I'm nervous. My life is about to change drastically, and it's very unnerving to know that the life I've known for many years is about to take a 360.

But! Today is a good day, and I'm gonna make sure to celebrate this day as well as I can. ^^

There's a third form I have yet to show for the shapeshifting Liger that is Dustin Ray.

Unlike his new normal form, this scaly red musclegut sumotori wrestler is masculine, tough, and unstable when it comes to inflation. Gassy enough to inflate upon consuming nothing more than a cookie, this gruff and tough reptilian enjoys showing off his large body, flexing for his friends and stomping around like a tough sumo wrestler. This is a form he takes usually when he's in the mood for blowing up with his own gases.

Upon consuming any kind of food, this dreadlock-adorned blimp will find himself inflating with his own fumes, tending to belch and fart a lot to try and relieve some pressure. However, if he is to eat a burrito, then you'll find yourself dealing with a tear gas grenade waiting to go off. His explosive gas is immediately triggered by any form of Mexican food, and he is guaranteed to burst after eating this delicious concoction. Blowing continuous streams of noxious fumes out of both ends, the red balloon won't be able to relieve enough pressure to save him from exploding like a big red balloon!

Of course he'll be able to re-form, most likely bigger than before. X3

I figured I wanted to establish this after the recent changes I made to my fursona, Dustin - as mentioned before - is a shapeshifter, and because of this hr can change forns on command. He can be super OP because od this, considering he is Anubis' child after all, but he makes sure to use his forms appropriately.

The new Liger form is Dustin's relaxed form, a form in which Dustin settles down and stays in his home. Usually he takes this form around Joy and Titan, and stays this way as long as he's at home and relaxing. This is the form in which Dustin is most likely to loaf around and get really fat, rather than to inflate unlike his other forms (which I'll write up a backstory on eventually).

However, during his travels across the great big world of antros, he prefers to take his lizard form, mostly that of a more agile reptile with blonde hair (that you all are nostly familiar with), and will stay that way as long as he's travelling. You see, the logistics behind it are simple, and quite obvious. A scaly creature can withstand harsher conditions, and unless he finds himself in a colder climate, he'll stay as his lizard self, with not much need for his Liger form.

So, Dustin's a Liger at home and around friends in a casual way, and a lizard whenever he goes on BIG adventures!

Shapeshifters are a mysterious kind, habitual and always preferring a specific form to be in. They like to call it their normal form, and they see it as their true self.

However, today, Dustin looked in the mirror and began to think of who his true self could actually be. He wasn't satisfied with being a lizard anymore, so with a quick poof and with some extra floor, the lizard became a great, big tiger!

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To those of you who are wonderigg, yes, I can still be a lizard if you'd like, but my main form will become a tiger for a while. When I'll change it back is entirely up to me. Hope y'all don't mind. X3

Go ahead! Ask me whatever you want! Personal or not, sexy or silly!

I wanted to apologize for last night's bit of drama. I was basically just feeling depressed over really stupid things I shouldn't have been depressed about. I guess I was just having jealousy over the semi-popular furs and whatnot. Again, something that shouldn't have depressed me, but it did.

I just wanted to say thank you to those who commented and reminded me why my little corner of Fur Affinity is so fantastic. I love you all, I really do.

Now with that said, I'm going to try and find the time to draw some more risque stuff that may or may not be inflation related in the near future, but school is literally destroying my brain and making me lose all focus and energy. I want to draw and create wonderful content for you guys, but having a 50-hour school week literally just destroys me.

I'll be sure to be more active here on Fur Affinity and keep you guys posted and socialize more.

Really, tell me. Would you care if I left? Would you even care if I posted artwork? Would you care if I did anything that would be of some interest to you?

Oh look, acting out of depression again. Mm...well, this journal is defunct now.
Thanks for all the comments. Sorry if I scared anyone.

I'm thinking about cancelling the Fez Lizard Games streams for Cards Against Humanity, mostly because I honestly don't feel like it's worth it anymore. Nobody ever shows up to watch the stream, and I have the hardest time pulling people in to play with, so I don't know if I should continue to do these streams.

What do you guys think? Should I make it a personal livestreaming channel, or keep going with the Cards Against Humanity streams?

I just wanted to wish everyone a happy Mother's day. Whether this day is one to celebrate the woman who's been there to make life easier for you, or to remember the woman that has passed on who made your life easier for you, I hope that this day is a good one for you.

I honestly with Nana was here now, to see where I am now in life, and where I'll soon be, but what I do believe is that she is here right now. She's a part of me now, someone to cherish forever even after her death. She still lives on within me, and today, I toast to a great woman who left the world all too early.

https://furstre.am/stream/Dustin%20Ray
Join us at 2 when some friends and I play some CAH!

Bumping the last journal....

...with my belly! X3

I just tweeted to  jackthorn not too log ago stating that I had a dream about Jackalcario last night, and because Twitter has a character limit, I'm just gonna jot down what happened here. X3

Thw way the dream was kind of set up was rather odd, and Jackalcario only appeared for a fraction of the dream right towards the end.

The way it was presented to me, it was as if I were watching a couple videos of him - out of sequence and both showing a very fat and full Jackalcario. The first one was him laying on his huge tummy, giggling and panting and teasing, "Ohhh, I totally don't enjoy this feeling of being full and round," I remember him saying as he wobbled about gleefully on his huge belly. It cut off not too long after that before the second one showed up. This time, Jackalcario was much skinnier, sporting only a tight pot belly while the rest of him was rather normal in girth. He was giggling just as much as he arched his back and rubbed at that tight knot in his midsection, "Wow, I gotta full belleh!" he said as he let off another giggle.

One could piece together that Jackalcario had merely been that size before the video of him being a large blob lying on his belly. X////3

I'm gonna be perfectly honest, I've been kind of embracing a side to me that I never really knew I had. You see, growing up in Pennsylvania, my Pop-Pop had a horse ranch within the woods, and seeing as the Pennsylvanian woods are kind of my natural habitat, I guess you could say I'm kind of a Northern Redneck in nature.

I do want to establish a few things so I don't make too many people uncomfortable:

1) Yes, I'm a patriot, but that foesn't mean I'll be hostile about it, that is unless you get hostile to me over it.

2) I'm 100% not a racist. Just 'cause I'm a redneck doesn't automatically make me racist.

3) Yes, I like country music. If you don't like country, I simply won't talk about it or have you listen to it. After all, it's my preferece.

4) I'm still a lovable fatty lizard.


So yeah! Just figured I'd use my sick day to establish something that not too many people will probably care about. X3

...can't handle tumblr it would seem.

It's gotten so bad to a point that I literally can't even click "open in app" before it all goes poof on me.

Speaking of going poof, how is everyone? I miss talking to folks on here.

So, some of you may not know this, but I tend to lurk on DeviantArt every now and then. I have an account there, but I literally never use it for anything productive. The only reason why I have a secret DeviantArt account is because of a fantastic artist known as Walter Sache. Nice guy, bisexual artist, and he even began to do some inflation art! However, something he posted recently stirred up something in me and got me motivated to get into working out again.

Link (NSFW)

Simple solution to my lack of interest in working out?
Make working out sexual.

...yeah, I'm a weirdo.
I developed a fitness fetish.

The lizard slowly slips out of the room, blushing.

Last day of Spring Break for me, and I have a lot of mixed emotions stirring in me. The day hasn't even truly begun yet and I feel so emotionally mixed.

I'll save the ranting and just say Happy Easter. If you're getting colored eggs with candy and stuff, fantastic. I'm just gonna be lazing around, doing a Cards Against Humanity stream, and probably gonna just eat ham and stuff for dinner.

My account's been down for 5 days.

I tried reenabling it but had to wait 72 plutonian hours to reenable it.

So I'm back!
Family issues are great.
So is being able to live without scrutiny.

So, nobody panic when I say this, but I'm unhealthy.

Yeah, being over 200 pounds and only being 5'4" would obviously mean I'm going to face health issues, but it's more of a matter than just losing weight, it's making sure my already flawed ticker doesn't suffer any longer. You see, I have a condition known as Bicuspid Aortic Regurgitation (or BAR for short), and what that means is that the main artery going into my heart has a few flaps that are fused. When blood is pumped into your heart, these flaps open to allow blood in, and immediately close to make sure no blood gets out. Well, with this fusion of a few of those flaps, some of that blood may escape back into the aorta only to be pumped in again. Now, this wouldn't be a small issue with its' current state (after all, it is a minor heart condition), but on top of having all this weight on my poor heart, that BAR could worsen over time, causing immense blood pressure and making it hard for me to pump blood, or worse even, cause a blockage that could lead to a heart attack.


On top of that, I've developed anxiety attacks that raise my blood pressure, increase my heart rate, and make me hyperventilate if I don't relax.


TL;DR - I either lose weight, or I suffer from major health problems.

Thanks for being so kind to my bro Titan! ❤️