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Recovering from Irma
Posted 8 years agoHey guys, I'm not dead. Irma didn't kill me.
These past several weeks have been beyond traumatizing for me and my entire family. I've been without wifi for weeks on end, thankfully our power was restored within 3 days.
I'm sitting at a Denny's now so I won't have wifi for long.
I just wanted to tell you all just how much I love you, and how much you mean to me.
These past several weeks have been beyond traumatizing for me and my entire family. I've been without wifi for weeks on end, thankfully our power was restored within 3 days.
I'm sitting at a Denny's now so I won't have wifi for long.
I just wanted to tell you all just how much I love you, and how much you mean to me.
God Hates Me
Posted 8 years agoWell, as I'm sure most of you have heard on the news, Hurricane Irma is headed right for Florida, and of course for me that means having to hunker down and take shelter in the house. This is fine in of itself, however the problem itself lies in the fact that this week was supposed to be my family's vacation, the only vacation they get almost all year. We were gonna go up to Sanibel Island to get away from my Grandma (who if you don't already know has alzheimer's and is the absolute bane of our existence but we take care of her because we have nowhere else to go).
Naturally because of this my family's mental health is deteriorating rapidly. Tensions are higher than they've ever been before and we're more prone to arguments and infighting than ever before.
Of course that was all before I decided to go on Telegram to vent about it. What did I get there?
My best friend told me he was sick of listening to me bitching and complaining.
I was ignored in all of my group chats.
and I was swamped and inundated with questions as to where I've been.
Bad luck? Ain't the half of it.
Naturally because of this my family's mental health is deteriorating rapidly. Tensions are higher than they've ever been before and we're more prone to arguments and infighting than ever before.
Of course that was all before I decided to go on Telegram to vent about it. What did I get there?
My best friend told me he was sick of listening to me bitching and complaining.
I was ignored in all of my group chats.
and I was swamped and inundated with questions as to where I've been.
Bad luck? Ain't the half of it.
Solar Eclipse + New Moon = AWOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
Posted 8 years agoHappy Solar Eclipse day!
Apparently this "super rare" phenomenon that only happens once in several hundred years is gonna happen again 7 years from now. At least that's something I heard on the radio.
Anyway, hope you all have a wonderful day and enjoy it! But beware, there be werewolves afoot! 'Tis also the New Moon and with the planetary alignment being the way it is now, let's just say it's a good idea to stay home today. Hahaha!
*shhrip!*
Oop, looks like i'm about to go all werelion myself! >:3
Take care y'all
Apparently this "super rare" phenomenon that only happens once in several hundred years is gonna happen again 7 years from now. At least that's something I heard on the radio.
Anyway, hope you all have a wonderful day and enjoy it! But beware, there be werewolves afoot! 'Tis also the New Moon and with the planetary alignment being the way it is now, let's just say it's a good idea to stay home today. Hahaha!
*shhrip!*
Oop, looks like i'm about to go all werelion myself! >:3
Take care y'all
The Fear of Missing Out
Posted 8 years agoHey guys, I just wanted to give a big thanks to everybody for all of the love and support on my latest piece. I promise I'll be putting up a lot more in the near future. However I feel like I really needed to kind of broach a subject that's been on my mind lately.
Ever since I joined this community several years ago I've always wanted to give my contributions to the fandom. However since I wasn't exactly an artist back in the day, it was hard for me to find the courage to actually actively draw. This meant I ended up becoming more of a watcher than an artist. I figured that i could just watch other people do their artwork and in the meantime work on my own skills. However this had left me with a fear that plagued me for many many years:
The fear of missing out.
Cons, commissions, badges, comics, I used to always feel a strange sense ofenvy and jealousy whenever I saw them. Whenever I thought of furries my heart would pound and my chest would tighten up; I'd think about all of the fun that I'd already missed out on with conventions' past, and it especially didn't help when I got kicked off of a podcast and abandoned by the friends I did that with. So, there's that too.
Ultimately this fear is what got me put on antidepressants. Since then the fear's gone away a bit, but the thought still lingers in the back of my mind. What have I missed out on? Did life somehow manage to slip past me in the time it took for me to become somewhat good as an artist? What could I have done that could have given me a boost of confidence? Why didn't I set up a paypal earlier snd start commissioning people earlier? Y'kow, those kinds of questions.
I try to ignore these thoughts and move on with my life, 'cause I know I have people like you guys who are always so loving snd supporting and amazing. I just wanted to give you guys an enormous thanks for making me feel a part of the fandom and helped to quell the fear of missing out.
Ever since I joined this community several years ago I've always wanted to give my contributions to the fandom. However since I wasn't exactly an artist back in the day, it was hard for me to find the courage to actually actively draw. This meant I ended up becoming more of a watcher than an artist. I figured that i could just watch other people do their artwork and in the meantime work on my own skills. However this had left me with a fear that plagued me for many many years:
The fear of missing out.
Cons, commissions, badges, comics, I used to always feel a strange sense ofenvy and jealousy whenever I saw them. Whenever I thought of furries my heart would pound and my chest would tighten up; I'd think about all of the fun that I'd already missed out on with conventions' past, and it especially didn't help when I got kicked off of a podcast and abandoned by the friends I did that with. So, there's that too.
Ultimately this fear is what got me put on antidepressants. Since then the fear's gone away a bit, but the thought still lingers in the back of my mind. What have I missed out on? Did life somehow manage to slip past me in the time it took for me to become somewhat good as an artist? What could I have done that could have given me a boost of confidence? Why didn't I set up a paypal earlier snd start commissioning people earlier? Y'kow, those kinds of questions.
I try to ignore these thoughts and move on with my life, 'cause I know I have people like you guys who are always so loving snd supporting and amazing. I just wanted to give you guys an enormous thanks for making me feel a part of the fandom and helped to quell the fear of missing out.
Phone Fully Operational!
Posted 8 years agoSo, my birthday was on August 1st, and I finally got a chance to go and get my phone replaced, and so now I'm basically back online!
Still getting used to this thing all over again. It's amazing how limited you are without wifi! 😂
Still getting used to this thing all over again. It's amazing how limited you are without wifi! 😂
I'm Still Alive!
Posted 8 years agoAt least, I think I am! owo
I know, it's been...way too long since I've done a proper update but I promise you that I'm still present; just lurking around for the inflation porn that I live for. *dies*
There's not a lot of factors that contribute to my absence as of late, mostly just because of the way things are nowadays. With the political tensions and the overall hostility of people on social media and everything, I just couldn't take it anymore. I've basically abandoned Facebook entirely because of how upsetting every single post I was seeing was. Twitter I use for browsing for porn that I don't normally find on here and to vote on songs from my local radio station.
On top of that, my parents really really don't trust furries at all anymore just because of all the heartbreak I've faced in this community. and...yeah, I invested in some bad friendships before, but I still love this community for what it is and all the lovely artwork that's produced. I can check FA once in a while but because I don't have wifi access on my phone I'm basically cut off from Telegram entirely.
If you're reading this right now, I just want you to know that your time and consideration means more than the world to me. All of the love and support I've gotten on my artwork and stories over the past several years has been wonderful, and I promise to bring more content to you guys once things settle down. However for now I need to keep the furry thing on the down low.
I know, it's been...way too long since I've done a proper update but I promise you that I'm still present; just lurking around for the inflation porn that I live for. *dies*
There's not a lot of factors that contribute to my absence as of late, mostly just because of the way things are nowadays. With the political tensions and the overall hostility of people on social media and everything, I just couldn't take it anymore. I've basically abandoned Facebook entirely because of how upsetting every single post I was seeing was. Twitter I use for browsing for porn that I don't normally find on here and to vote on songs from my local radio station.
On top of that, my parents really really don't trust furries at all anymore just because of all the heartbreak I've faced in this community. and...yeah, I invested in some bad friendships before, but I still love this community for what it is and all the lovely artwork that's produced. I can check FA once in a while but because I don't have wifi access on my phone I'm basically cut off from Telegram entirely.
If you're reading this right now, I just want you to know that your time and consideration means more than the world to me. All of the love and support I've gotten on my artwork and stories over the past several years has been wonderful, and I promise to bring more content to you guys once things settle down. However for now I need to keep the furry thing on the down low.
Life is Really Kicking Me Around
Posted 8 years agoHey guys, I'm so sorry I've been so inactive on literally everything lately. Like the title says, shit's not gotten any easier for me as of late. Between my Grandmother's ailing and the stress and upset that it causes in our household, she's driving me and my entire family insane. I can feel my mental health slowly deteriorating day after day after day, and honestly...
I miss you guys the most.
I want to get back into doing artwork for you guys, I wanna get back into being on Telegram all day long with some of my best friends in the whole wide world. I wanna get involved more and more in this furry community but my family just keeps pulling me further and further away. I don't know how much longer I can take this stress and anxiety but all I know is I'm gonna need some sort of help. I dunno if I wanna open some kind of donation pile where I can draw for money or what 'cause this is ridiculous.
Nobody should ever have to live the way I do.
I miss you guys the most.
I want to get back into doing artwork for you guys, I wanna get back into being on Telegram all day long with some of my best friends in the whole wide world. I wanna get involved more and more in this furry community but my family just keeps pulling me further and further away. I don't know how much longer I can take this stress and anxiety but all I know is I'm gonna need some sort of help. I dunno if I wanna open some kind of donation pile where I can draw for money or what 'cause this is ridiculous.
Nobody should ever have to live the way I do.
Just an Update
Posted 8 years agoHey guys, I'm sorry that i've really been quiet online as of late. I reslly honestly wish i had more time to get back to doing stuff on here like socializing with you guys and making art, but I've got a lot going on in my life as of late. I've been job hunting, for starters, and having to take a brief course in job basics (which is so Elementary I almost asked my Mom if I was going to my old kindergarten school). They basically hired a woman to rewrite my resumé, rewrite my cover letter, and then hook me up with an Indeed account and searching around on craigslist on an old laptop. Hey, I mean, the convenience is there, I'm happy to be using it, and if it makes my parents proud, that's an uber plus!
I also got the chance to hang out with Uncle for the first time in over 7 years, and I have to say, it's been both emotional and overwhelmingly positive to get to know him all over again. Him and I are extremely similar in that the both of us had the same anger/impulsivity issues, and he shared with me so much wisdom and knowledge that he had gained over the years, and he is living proof that it does get better. He's like my Obi-Wan Kenobi, basically; he's awesome. X3
I did get started sketching an enormously inflated individual in my sketchbook after finishing that drawing of Lucille for
Zoidberg656, so look forward to some good stuff soon enough from me. :3
I love you all!
I also got the chance to hang out with Uncle for the first time in over 7 years, and I have to say, it's been both emotional and overwhelmingly positive to get to know him all over again. Him and I are extremely similar in that the both of us had the same anger/impulsivity issues, and he shared with me so much wisdom and knowledge that he had gained over the years, and he is living proof that it does get better. He's like my Obi-Wan Kenobi, basically; he's awesome. X3
I did get started sketching an enormously inflated individual in my sketchbook after finishing that drawing of Lucille for
Zoidberg656, so look forward to some good stuff soon enough from me. :3I love you all!
Future Plans
Posted 8 years agoSo, what's Dustin been up to lately, hm?
Well, I'm planning on starting a web design business sooner or later, that includes getting a server set up, having some way of getting clients, and of course have a pricing system so that negotiations will be a bit easier. ^^;
I figure if I'm building one website a day, that means I could potentially be making up to $800 daily, and by the end of the week I'll have a nice set of bricks to help with financial padding. :3
I've also been discussing with a friend lately about the possibility of us moving in together and being roommates and whatnot; if things go super well I can even have my husband join us and it'll be awesome. :D
Anyways, those are some things I've been looking forward to, I just need to further research my business field and what other web designers are doing with their businesses.
Well, I'm planning on starting a web design business sooner or later, that includes getting a server set up, having some way of getting clients, and of course have a pricing system so that negotiations will be a bit easier. ^^;
I figure if I'm building one website a day, that means I could potentially be making up to $800 daily, and by the end of the week I'll have a nice set of bricks to help with financial padding. :3
I've also been discussing with a friend lately about the possibility of us moving in together and being roommates and whatnot; if things go super well I can even have my husband join us and it'll be awesome. :D
Anyways, those are some things I've been looking forward to, I just need to further research my business field and what other web designers are doing with their businesses.
Nintendo Switch Parental Controls Ad
Posted 8 years agohttps://youtu.be/03bAayBtcb0
Endless amounts of adorable!!!
Endless amounts of adorable!!!
Dear Apple...
Posted 8 years agoFuck you.
Fuck your shitty ass iPhones that break with a single fucking drop.
Oh, and Dear OtterBox,
fuck you too,
my phone broke with both your otter box and an extra tempered glass screen on it
as a matter of fact
fuck everything
Fuck your shitty ass iPhones that break with a single fucking drop.
Oh, and Dear OtterBox,
fuck you too,
my phone broke with both your otter box and an extra tempered glass screen on it
as a matter of fact
fuck everything
Slim Christmas
Posted 9 years agoThis has been a really depressing year for Christmas. It's literally tomorrow and I've had no time to celebrate or feel that holiday spirit. Maybe it's because I'm growing up, but I literally don't even feel like Christmas is tomorrow. I used to have really epic Christmases as a kid where we'd have gifts and dinners and parties and shit, but now I can barely even tell it's christmas except for the tree in the living room we barely decorated and the Christmas uploads on Fur Affinity.
Well, I certainly hope you guys are having a happy holidays. If you're celebrating Christmas, may it be much warmer and brighter for you than it is for me.
Well, I certainly hope you guys are having a happy holidays. If you're celebrating Christmas, may it be much warmer and brighter for you than it is for me.
Clawhauser
Posted 9 years agoCan we please get more people to draw Clawhauser inflation art.
I've literally seen barely any inflation pictures of Clawhauser.
Unless I'm missing something?
I've literally seen barely any inflation pictures of Clawhauser.
Unless I'm missing something?
300 Watchers!
Posted 9 years agoThanks to 
dingofan for being my 300th watcher! Appreciate all the support despite me being so sparse in activity here.
I do have a few things i can unpload but I need to get permissions
dingofan for being my 300th watcher! Appreciate all the support despite me being so sparse in activity here.I do have a few things i can unpload but I need to get permissions
UPDATE - Return of the Lizard! + Getting Back to Art
Posted 9 years agoHeya everybody! I know it's been a long time since I had a good, proper update journal, most of my journals have been links to my YouTube videos (which went nowhere 'cause I stopped making them lol) and stupid memes and dream logs. I feel like today, I'm gonna give a proper update and talk to you guys about what's been going on with this rather porky lizard dude. X3
So, I'm not sure if I really mentioned this in a journal before, but part of my reasoning for being so quiet is because I've mostly been using Fur Affinity to look up my fetish-y artwork and mostly lurking and browsing. I've barely read anybody's journal in my feed up until today when I read 3 out of the 52 journals I had. Now I've never really been much of a journal reader, especially since I'm following so many people and I only usually have time to sift through art and then dip, but I'm gonna make a concentrated effort to socialize more with you guys on here and whatnot.
Another reason I've been so quiet on Fur Affinity is because Telegram popped up at some point in my life last year and I've been using only that and nothing else. Well- I mean, yeah i've been checking in on Skype every now and then but Telegram is where you're going to find me like 99.999999999% of the time. I believe I've already listed my username in the journal footer, so if you want to hit me up and chat with me there, I'm definitely happy to reply, considering only so many of my furry friends are on Telegram. Don't get me wrong, I've made a TON of good friends on Telegram, but I wanna get back to chatting with my followers and those who have been so fond of me for so long.
On top of that, I've been a reefer lizard since I turned 18, so that generally leads to laziness, munchies, and of course, fattening! Not that I'm complaining- I adore all of it. ^.///.^
So, basically what I'm going to do from here on out is I want to get back into drawing again. There are so many neat ideas that I want to express in the form of artwork, and I really would love to do stuff with my fursona, other OCs, and maybe even introduce new characters! And since I've got my own money to blow, maybe I'll chuck some mula for a commission or two in the near future. Who knows? All I can say is that I have a few people on my F.A bucket list who I absolutely MUST commission. X3
Final note is that I'm still attending school for web development and studying the Adobe CC products, so I'll be busy with that as well, but because my days are so short, I'll have a lot more time to focus on you guys and getting back to what I love doing. ♥
TL;DR - I'm a reefer and I'm a silly. I'm gonna get back to drawing and I'm going to get back in touch with you guys.
So, I'm not sure if I really mentioned this in a journal before, but part of my reasoning for being so quiet is because I've mostly been using Fur Affinity to look up my fetish-y artwork and mostly lurking and browsing. I've barely read anybody's journal in my feed up until today when I read 3 out of the 52 journals I had. Now I've never really been much of a journal reader, especially since I'm following so many people and I only usually have time to sift through art and then dip, but I'm gonna make a concentrated effort to socialize more with you guys on here and whatnot.
Another reason I've been so quiet on Fur Affinity is because Telegram popped up at some point in my life last year and I've been using only that and nothing else. Well- I mean, yeah i've been checking in on Skype every now and then but Telegram is where you're going to find me like 99.999999999% of the time. I believe I've already listed my username in the journal footer, so if you want to hit me up and chat with me there, I'm definitely happy to reply, considering only so many of my furry friends are on Telegram. Don't get me wrong, I've made a TON of good friends on Telegram, but I wanna get back to chatting with my followers and those who have been so fond of me for so long.
On top of that, I've been a reefer lizard since I turned 18, so that generally leads to laziness, munchies, and of course, fattening! Not that I'm complaining- I adore all of it. ^.///.^
So, basically what I'm going to do from here on out is I want to get back into drawing again. There are so many neat ideas that I want to express in the form of artwork, and I really would love to do stuff with my fursona, other OCs, and maybe even introduce new characters! And since I've got my own money to blow, maybe I'll chuck some mula for a commission or two in the near future. Who knows? All I can say is that I have a few people on my F.A bucket list who I absolutely MUST commission. X3
Final note is that I'm still attending school for web development and studying the Adobe CC products, so I'll be busy with that as well, but because my days are so short, I'll have a lot more time to focus on you guys and getting back to what I love doing. ♥
TL;DR - I'm a reefer and I'm a silly. I'm gonna get back to drawing and I'm going to get back in touch with you guys.
Avatar Changs! (F5)
Posted 9 years ago
Thanks for all the birthday wishes!
Posted 9 years agoHonestly, I'm surprised how many comments I got on my birthday journal. Thank you guys so much!
My birthday was a fantastic, mellow day, and reminded me that my life has marely just begun, and many days await me in the future for me to enjoy!
Love you guys so much! Thanks for everything!
My birthday was a fantastic, mellow day, and reminded me that my life has marely just begun, and many days await me in the future for me to enjoy!
Love you guys so much! Thanks for everything!
I'm 19!!!
Posted 9 years agoBirthday on Monday!
Posted 9 years agoHey, sweeties! Sorry if I've been a little quiet or inactive on IMs lately. I've been on vacation with my family members from Pennsylvania, and it's been a good time for the most part. I've gotten into some new and healthy routines, been learning more about myself along the way, and I got a blue streak in my hair now! Yay!! X///3
However, this Monday I will officially be 19 Years old!
I honestly don't ask for much, all I want is the love of my friends and maaaaybe some gift art? <:3
It's all up to you guys! All I can say is have a fantastic weekend and stay beautiful!
However, this Monday I will officially be 19 Years old!
I honestly don't ask for much, all I want is the love of my friends and maaaaybe some gift art? <:3
It's all up to you guys! All I can say is have a fantastic weekend and stay beautiful!
About Me! (Meme)
Posted 9 years agoStole this from 
ifus
- Name: Dustin, Ursa Major, Doodlebug
- Single or taken: Taken by
260 & 
zerotachibana2016
- Sex: MAN
- Birthday: August 1st
- Sign: Leo
- Hair color: Bright Blonde
- Eye color: Blue with a tinge of brown on my left eye.
- Height: 5' 4"
- Are you straight/bisexual/gay?: Pansexual
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S P E C I F I C S
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- What kind of shampoo do you use?: Suave 2 in 1
- What are you listening to right now?: My ceiling fan owo
- Who is the last person that called you?: Can't say, been too long.
- How many buddies are online right now?: Too many to count :v
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F A V O U R I T E S
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- Animal: Jackal
- Colour: Green
- Drink: Coca Cola
- Element: Water
- Food: Pizza (could eat it all week)
- Game: Star Wars: Battlefront 2015
- Movie: Treasure Planet
- Song: Currently, "Hot Blood" by Kaleo
- Subjects in school: Greek Mythology
- T.V.: How It's Made (I'm boring lol)
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H A V E | Y O U | E V E R
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- Given anyone a bath?: My adopted brother when he was a baby. :3
- Smoked?: I'm a stoner, hunny. :P
- Bungee jumped?: Not yet.
- Made yourself throw up?: Surprisingly, no.
- Skinny dipped?: No, but I want to ;3;
- Ever been in love?: Yep, I am now too <3
- Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: Yep!
- Pictured your crush naked?: Fuck yeah, sweetie~
- Actually seen your crush naked?: Maybe... >w>
- Cried when someone died?: Of fucking course, damn, what do you take me for, a heartless bitch?
- Lied: Enough times to be considered a faker, to be honest.
- Fallen for your best friend?: Yep! That's how I got my first girlfriend and my first sexy time! X3
- Used someone?: Nope.
- Done something you regret?: EVERYTHING I DID WHEN I WAS 14.
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C U R R E N T
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- Clothes: Beige sweater, pajama pants with hearts and Hershey's kisses (1 of two) and some socks.
- Desktop picture: ULTRA 4K FOREST IN HD
- CD in player: "In the Cards" by Robert Delong
- DVD in player: Star Wars special edition
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L A S T | P E R S O N
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- You touched: My adopted brother, I guess?
- Hugged: My Mom x3
- You kissed: My entire family for bed
- You IMed: Charr
- Talk to online: I talk to too many people online to say for sure xD
- You sexed it up with: Karly, though I technically sex it up with my online partners?
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A R E | Y O U
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- Understanding?: Yep!
- Open-minded?: Absolutely!
- Arrogant?: A little.
- Insecure?: Sort of.
- Random?: Oh, yes.
- Hungry?: I'm 218 lbs for a reason ya know~
- Smart?: VERY, VERY
- Moody?: Sometimes
- Organized?: To an extent.
- Shy?: Rarely.
- Difficult?: Nope.
- Bored easily?: Kind of.
- Entertained easily?: ABSOLUTELY.
- Obsessed?: Yea definitely.
- Lazy?: Only when I'm high :P
- Angry?: I've struggled with anger issues since I was a baby.
- Happy?: Mostly!
- Hyper?: Frequently
- Trusting?: Very, which can be good and bad.
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R A N D O M
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- In the Morning: I make coffee and get it into my system ASAP
- Love is: Telling your partners everything about yourself, even the embarrassing shit
- I dream about: I can barely ever remember my dreams
- What do you notice first in the sex you're into: It's all about the face. :3
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W H O
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- Makes you laugh the most: My adopted brother :3
- Makes you smile: Well, a lot of people!
-Gives you a funny feeling when you see him/her: Hmm...can't say for sure. You'll have to be more specific.
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D O | Y O U | E V E R
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- Sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone special to IM you?: Not all night, no.
- Wish you were a member of the opposite sex?: No. I can comfortably explore my feminine side without having to change my sex.
- Wish you were younger?: No, actually. I would like to have my childhood innocence and energy back, but I actually am quite happy with being an adult.
- Cry because someone said something to you?: Oh yeah I'm super sensitive. ;a; (Agreeing)
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N U M B E R
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- Of times I have had my heart broken?: Too many to count.
- Of Cd's: At least 250.
- Of scars on my body: None.
- Of bones I've broken: None!
Feel free to steal this from me and post it in the comments below. X3
ifus- Name: Dustin, Ursa Major, Doodlebug
- Single or taken: Taken by
260 & 
zerotachibana2016- Sex: MAN
- Birthday: August 1st
- Sign: Leo
- Hair color: Bright Blonde
- Eye color: Blue with a tinge of brown on my left eye.
- Height: 5' 4"
- Are you straight/bisexual/gay?: Pansexual
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S P E C I F I C S
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- What kind of shampoo do you use?: Suave 2 in 1
- What are you listening to right now?: My ceiling fan owo
- Who is the last person that called you?: Can't say, been too long.
- How many buddies are online right now?: Too many to count :v
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F A V O U R I T E S
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- Animal: Jackal
- Colour: Green
- Drink: Coca Cola
- Element: Water
- Food: Pizza (could eat it all week)
- Game: Star Wars: Battlefront 2015
- Movie: Treasure Planet
- Song: Currently, "Hot Blood" by Kaleo
- Subjects in school: Greek Mythology
- T.V.: How It's Made (I'm boring lol)
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H A V E | Y O U | E V E R
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- Given anyone a bath?: My adopted brother when he was a baby. :3
- Smoked?: I'm a stoner, hunny. :P
- Bungee jumped?: Not yet.
- Made yourself throw up?: Surprisingly, no.
- Skinny dipped?: No, but I want to ;3;
- Ever been in love?: Yep, I am now too <3
- Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: Yep!
- Pictured your crush naked?: Fuck yeah, sweetie~
- Actually seen your crush naked?: Maybe... >w>
- Cried when someone died?: Of fucking course, damn, what do you take me for, a heartless bitch?
- Lied: Enough times to be considered a faker, to be honest.
- Fallen for your best friend?: Yep! That's how I got my first girlfriend and my first sexy time! X3
- Used someone?: Nope.
- Done something you regret?: EVERYTHING I DID WHEN I WAS 14.
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C U R R E N T
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- Clothes: Beige sweater, pajama pants with hearts and Hershey's kisses (1 of two) and some socks.
- Desktop picture: ULTRA 4K FOREST IN HD
- CD in player: "In the Cards" by Robert Delong
- DVD in player: Star Wars special edition
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L A S T | P E R S O N
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- You touched: My adopted brother, I guess?
- Hugged: My Mom x3
- You kissed: My entire family for bed
- You IMed: Charr
- Talk to online: I talk to too many people online to say for sure xD
- You sexed it up with: Karly, though I technically sex it up with my online partners?
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A R E | Y O U
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- Understanding?: Yep!
- Open-minded?: Absolutely!
- Arrogant?: A little.
- Insecure?: Sort of.
- Random?: Oh, yes.
- Hungry?: I'm 218 lbs for a reason ya know~
- Smart?: VERY, VERY
- Moody?: Sometimes
- Organized?: To an extent.
- Shy?: Rarely.
- Difficult?: Nope.
- Bored easily?: Kind of.
- Entertained easily?: ABSOLUTELY.
- Obsessed?: Yea definitely.
- Lazy?: Only when I'm high :P
- Angry?: I've struggled with anger issues since I was a baby.
- Happy?: Mostly!
- Hyper?: Frequently
- Trusting?: Very, which can be good and bad.
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R A N D O M
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- In the Morning: I make coffee and get it into my system ASAP
- Love is: Telling your partners everything about yourself, even the embarrassing shit
- I dream about: I can barely ever remember my dreams
- What do you notice first in the sex you're into: It's all about the face. :3
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W H O
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- Makes you laugh the most: My adopted brother :3
- Makes you smile: Well, a lot of people!
-Gives you a funny feeling when you see him/her: Hmm...can't say for sure. You'll have to be more specific.
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D O | Y O U | E V E R
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- Sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone special to IM you?: Not all night, no.
- Wish you were a member of the opposite sex?: No. I can comfortably explore my feminine side without having to change my sex.
- Wish you were younger?: No, actually. I would like to have my childhood innocence and energy back, but I actually am quite happy with being an adult.
- Cry because someone said something to you?: Oh yeah I'm super sensitive. ;a; (Agreeing)
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N U M B E R
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- Of times I have had my heart broken?: Too many to count.
- Of Cd's: At least 250.
- Of scars on my body: None.
- Of bones I've broken: None!
Feel free to steal this from me and post it in the comments below. X3
Dreamlog - Uncle
Posted 9 years agoMemories are odd. They're blurred, warped, and given new details that our brains add to real events that never happened. Sometimes we have fond memories of a place we used to be that weren't as grand as we remember them being, and in the case of my Uncle Ben, I'm still not sure if I can remember my time with him the way it really was.
My Uncle Ben isn't your "with great power comes with great responsibility" Uncle Ben; no, the one I had was a wealthy author who lived in a huge mansion somewhere in Western Pennsylvania. He was a fairly well-built man with flowing, black hair that often tended to face one side. I never saw Uncle Ben brush his hair, it just kind of did its own thing, and I always admired that as a child at the age of 6. He had these large brown eyes that always looked sad no matter what emotion he was really feeling. His nose was shallow, but wide, and he had surprisingly...let's just say built lips for a male. Most folks saw him as the typical introverted author who secretly has motives of harming others, but I saw him as a gentle, compassionate, and kind man who really took good care of me whenever I visited.
Uncle Ben's reputation was far from a clean one, having lashed out in public quite a few times (on camera at that), and having found the remains of a human not far from the aforementioned estate, it's no surprise many saw him as another Edgar Allen Poe. The stories he wrote were often dark and sad, and most saw his expressionless face as being either creepy or brooding. However, because him and I had such a special connection, I knew him much better than anyone else did.
I can remember - fondly, as if the prior day's events had been burned into my psyche - the time I stayed the night at Uncle Ben's estate. He allowed me to freely explore his home. The estate was practically cavernous to a young child such as myself, and I'm certain it was just as large for eyes standing taller than my own, with corridors that stretched up several meters, rooms large enough to house most backyard swimming pools, and an overall feeling of "this house is owned by a wealthy person and it shows." The decor and architecture was gothic, and the whole estate pulsed with atmosphere. Many can attest that they often smelled something that took them back to their childhood, and such is the case for me as the velvet carpet that stretched the expanse of the corridors filled most of the home. The air was dry, and just the slightest bit musty, and even after having gotten used to that smell, it was pungent enough to be noticable quite a while afterward.
I had taken a liking to the recreational room in the basement, where I ultimately chose to stay the night. It was spacious as any basement for a manor should be, and contained all sorts of fun items for a child like me to play with. That night I slept on the sectional that stretched across one side of the basement, but in the middle of the night I woke out of a deep slumber, startled by something. Whatever had startled me obviously had been brief, perhaps a nightmare of some sort, but I could swear I could see a shadow by the stairwell staring straight at me...
My Uncle Ben isn't your "with great power comes with great responsibility" Uncle Ben; no, the one I had was a wealthy author who lived in a huge mansion somewhere in Western Pennsylvania. He was a fairly well-built man with flowing, black hair that often tended to face one side. I never saw Uncle Ben brush his hair, it just kind of did its own thing, and I always admired that as a child at the age of 6. He had these large brown eyes that always looked sad no matter what emotion he was really feeling. His nose was shallow, but wide, and he had surprisingly...let's just say built lips for a male. Most folks saw him as the typical introverted author who secretly has motives of harming others, but I saw him as a gentle, compassionate, and kind man who really took good care of me whenever I visited.
Uncle Ben's reputation was far from a clean one, having lashed out in public quite a few times (on camera at that), and having found the remains of a human not far from the aforementioned estate, it's no surprise many saw him as another Edgar Allen Poe. The stories he wrote were often dark and sad, and most saw his expressionless face as being either creepy or brooding. However, because him and I had such a special connection, I knew him much better than anyone else did.
I can remember - fondly, as if the prior day's events had been burned into my psyche - the time I stayed the night at Uncle Ben's estate. He allowed me to freely explore his home. The estate was practically cavernous to a young child such as myself, and I'm certain it was just as large for eyes standing taller than my own, with corridors that stretched up several meters, rooms large enough to house most backyard swimming pools, and an overall feeling of "this house is owned by a wealthy person and it shows." The decor and architecture was gothic, and the whole estate pulsed with atmosphere. Many can attest that they often smelled something that took them back to their childhood, and such is the case for me as the velvet carpet that stretched the expanse of the corridors filled most of the home. The air was dry, and just the slightest bit musty, and even after having gotten used to that smell, it was pungent enough to be noticable quite a while afterward.
I had taken a liking to the recreational room in the basement, where I ultimately chose to stay the night. It was spacious as any basement for a manor should be, and contained all sorts of fun items for a child like me to play with. That night I slept on the sectional that stretched across one side of the basement, but in the middle of the night I woke out of a deep slumber, startled by something. Whatever had startled me obviously had been brief, perhaps a nightmare of some sort, but I could swear I could see a shadow by the stairwell staring straight at me...
5 Things Meme!
Posted 9 years ago5 Names You Go By:
1. Dustin
2. Dusty
3. Doodlebug
4. Ursa Major
5. Fatty
5 Things You Hate About Yourself:
1. My voice.
2. My laziness.
3. My tendency to be unintentionally annoying.
4. I'm over-dramatic at times.
5. My anger.
5 Things You Love About Yourself:
1. My looks
2. My belly
3. My personality
4. My smarts
5. My loving nature
5 Hopes For Humanity:
1. End the race problem. It's 2016, fucking grow up.
2. Peace between nations
3. No more war
4. More epic science and technology
5. I want us to go to other planets
5 Body Modifications You Would Want:
1. Tattoos
2. Breast Implants *blush*
3. Butt implants *blushes deeper*
4. Hair Color
5. (potentially) Ear Spiking
5 Things You Want In A Relationship:
1. Food
2. Lotsa Sex
3. Roleplaying
4. Deep Intimacy
5. Being ok with farts/burps ♥
5 Fetishes You're Into:
1. Inflation
2. Fat
3. Crossdressing
4. Uncontrollable Gas
5. Slight Hyper
5 Jobs You Want, Real Or Fake:
1. Masturbator (for sperm donors)
2. Musician
3. Web Designer
4. Professional Parade Float
5. Belly Worshipper
5 Things That Scare You:
1. Death
2. The Upcoming 2016 Election
3. (the possibility of) Global Nuclear War
4. Cockroaches
5. Squeakers
5 Kinky Facts About You:
1. I once made an epic cumshot that hit the ceiling from a sitting position.
2. I'm too fat to fit in my Mom's one-piece swimsuit.
3. I once had an orgasm while I was drunk and high that was so powerful it lasted for at least a minute
4. I love fapping while doing squats
5. I think about half-inflated, half-fattened furs when I fap
5 Places You Want To Go:
1. Venice, Italy
2. Oslo, Norway
3. Portland, Oregon
4. Melbourne, Australia
5. Home
5 Of Your Favorite Animals In The Fandom:
1. Jackals
2. Lizards
3. Hippos
4. Pandas
5. Pokemon
1. Dustin
2. Dusty
3. Doodlebug
4. Ursa Major
5. Fatty
5 Things You Hate About Yourself:
1. My voice.
2. My laziness.
3. My tendency to be unintentionally annoying.
4. I'm over-dramatic at times.
5. My anger.
5 Things You Love About Yourself:
1. My looks
2. My belly
3. My personality
4. My smarts
5. My loving nature
5 Hopes For Humanity:
1. End the race problem. It's 2016, fucking grow up.
2. Peace between nations
3. No more war
4. More epic science and technology
5. I want us to go to other planets
5 Body Modifications You Would Want:
1. Tattoos
2. Breast Implants *blush*
3. Butt implants *blushes deeper*
4. Hair Color
5. (potentially) Ear Spiking
5 Things You Want In A Relationship:
1. Food
2. Lotsa Sex
3. Roleplaying
4. Deep Intimacy
5. Being ok with farts/burps ♥
5 Fetishes You're Into:
1. Inflation
2. Fat
3. Crossdressing
4. Uncontrollable Gas
5. Slight Hyper
5 Jobs You Want, Real Or Fake:
1. Masturbator (for sperm donors)
2. Musician
3. Web Designer
4. Professional Parade Float
5. Belly Worshipper
5 Things That Scare You:
1. Death
2. The Upcoming 2016 Election
3. (the possibility of) Global Nuclear War
4. Cockroaches
5. Squeakers
5 Kinky Facts About You:
1. I once made an epic cumshot that hit the ceiling from a sitting position.
2. I'm too fat to fit in my Mom's one-piece swimsuit.
3. I once had an orgasm while I was drunk and high that was so powerful it lasted for at least a minute
4. I love fapping while doing squats
5. I think about half-inflated, half-fattened furs when I fap
5 Places You Want To Go:
1. Venice, Italy
2. Oslo, Norway
3. Portland, Oregon
4. Melbourne, Australia
5. Home
5 Of Your Favorite Animals In The Fandom:
1. Jackals
2. Lizards
3. Hippos
4. Pandas
5. Pokemon
Feel free to do this in your journal if you'd like!FRUSTRATION - Happy Wheels Episode 2
Posted 9 years ago Dustin Ray is now URSA MAJOR [+] New Backstory!
Posted 9 years agoWell, ladies and gentlemen, I have decided that my fursona needed a better backstory, as well as a character update.
Dustin Ray's name is now URSA MAJOR.
Instead of being the child of Anubis, the ancient deity, he's got a much simpler and more interesting backstory than just being a god, which is totally a Mary Sue no matter how you approach it. :P
Ursa Major was a star born at the edge of the universe that fell to the Anthro world and took the form of a baby lizard. As he grew and learned more about life in the world, he also discovered the ability to shapeshift and form psychic links with his adopted family of Nana Joy and Titan.
That's really all I have developed for now, but yah! :3
Dustin Ray's name is now URSA MAJOR.
Instead of being the child of Anubis, the ancient deity, he's got a much simpler and more interesting backstory than just being a god, which is totally a Mary Sue no matter how you approach it. :P
Ursa Major was a star born at the edge of the universe that fell to the Anthro world and took the form of a baby lizard. As he grew and learned more about life in the world, he also discovered the ability to shapeshift and form psychic links with his adopted family of Nana Joy and Titan.
That's really all I have developed for now, but yah! :3
I'M A WOLF?! - Announcement Video - June 20th
Posted 9 years ago 