Just got back from cloud coocooland
Yep I went to a mental hospital for a
long boring 4 days
On the good side...It wasn't a month

My art has improved! Haza!
But not only has that happened but I've also been wighting
I even surprise my self some times.
Of course it filled to the brim with spelling mistakes at stuff like that. LOL

Well other than my Pic-collection Getting better and better everything seems to be going ok except the small chance that I may be a little to a lot mental. yep! Evey thing is going smmmmoooooooth.

Hello every one!
...ellipses...
ok. so I haven't put up any art yet BUT.
I do indeed have more art! Haza!
I just hope it as good as the other stuff on this site.
I know its better than some of the shit thats on here but
GOD DAMN YOU GOOD ARTIST! being all good and maxin all cool... shotin some B-ball out by the... School.
How dare you practice n just making all yalls art look good and some times sexy. (frustratingly sexy)
Well ellipses I think ellipses that will be all for today ellipses
Till next time ellipses Have fun and don't eat any thing made in 1930s. very high chance it's gone bad by now!

P.S.
FUCK YOU HARD BLUSH FOR TEMPTING ME THE TO PAY FOR YOUR SHIT! (why you make Marty look soooo cute!)

Not saying I'm the most BADASS thing since sliced bread. But I do see my self as a well trained gammer. Every time I look at what I was and what I have become I feel proud. Actualy to the point of calling my self a Pro gammer. Not a Master or Elite Gammer... Those types of gammers have a very limmited field and title count.

But out of my Fur-family I'm the only hardcore online gammer. 2 of the others play online but I don't think they have the same feeling as I have towards it. And it kinda gets... lonely if that makes any sense. I like to play with people I know. And well, joing countless lobies with people I have never heard isn't all that bad, I just kinda whant to see a familer face ever so often. Ya know what I mean?

I'm not trying to say single player games are bad. I just saying I like being online better. Its the Human Element I like to play against. Stupid mistakes, Quick thinking, Cheap tactics, NOOBS, Etc.

I sometimes hate knowing when I'm playing certain single player games and I'm getting OWNED that its a computers doing. A SOULESS, CODE DRIVEN, PATTERN OBSESSED DRONE. A.I. Is getting better now n days and becoming more human like but I still know there just programs making me look like a fool. plus killing them brings me no glory (unless its a boss.). It feels like I'm shoting empty shels and killing them feels halow and quiet.

While killing human players makes me feel like I did somthing. So many things could of hapend. I could of messed up and died, That peson could of been nub (diffent from a noob) or a badass. When I'm shoting a human player, I feel like I'm shoting at there personan or there avatar and hiting somthing soild, somthing that dosen't whant to die and has feeling behind it, somthing that says. " you whant this kill? come and get it". And I know when a human player dies and comes back, They might whant revenge, or just to kill more or anything. But its somthing. They whant somthing, they whant fun!

Human players bring emotion to the table, they bring knowledge to the table (some more than others). They die and they whant to come back. They what to play more! A computer dies and thats it. They die. Same gose for when they kill me. when I get killed by a human player I feel as thoe effort was taken to aim and kill me. like they were thinking "I whant him dead so I'll make him dead." But when a computer kills me I fell like no thought was put into it. no heart. I can't say "Aww man! that sniper up there is really good. He must a practiced" All I can say is "GOD DANM FUCKING SNIPER AND HIS FUCKING PRECISE AIMING PROGRAM."

Well thats my rant for the weak.

But on other news
I was tagged on deviantART and I don't know if I can do it.
I don't pesonaly know 10 people on devaintART
And I cant tag people I don't know cuz I feel that its realy rude for me to ask them to do somthing they might not whant to do. Not only that but I have a realy bad fear of rejection.

well I have one pic (in black and white) done and ready for scaning.
I have another with only 1 character shaded and the other left as sort of a... base
(I'm gonna let Chain finish that one up since its a base of him)
I also came up with a new character name Lidea (A female oter)
Jumping my list of characters I can draw naked to 2 males and 1 female. Them being naked that is. Not me... that would just be silly, and kinda wierd.

I also have some posese in mind but beofor I try to do anymore actual art work. I need to do some serious study of the human body. You know, the human anatomy, skeleton, figure, what ever you whnat to call it. I also need to study animal anatomy as well. I'm not going to become like a porf in any of this. I just need a little help with meh drawing.

weird that I draw one good pic and it some how destroys my confidece in my artwork.

Hello all.
Fresh fom deviantART. El-Cid!
This will be a great place where I can put my more... mature art work hehe.
well as soon as I can get my stuff scaned or untill I get better. what ever comes first... or last.