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last night I had the strangest dream.... i never dream unless its about people i care about deeply or unless I'm having a nightmare about some one i hate....

the dream last night was me getting married... i saw the guy s face compleatly and i cant place the face with the person that i know.... and he was so sweet in the dream... it was vivid to the point of me actualy smelling and feeling every last detail.... not once did his name get said in the dream and it's driving me nuts trying to figure this out! if any one hasany ideas on how to help me get this off my mind or help me solve why this is happening... i would like.... i unno... give you a flattened toonie...

;3 i ish happeh nao

Finnaly im 18 and here in montreal that means im of legal age to consume alchoal :3 gonna be wild up in dis hizzy!

I need to start writing again, and I can't wait till I finish editing part two of Willow's Serenade

my oral fixation is bugging me..... oh and yes, i am back from my 2 month long break from the fandom.... i just needed to find myself, and i kinda did... some what... ish... WHERES THAT DAMNED CHEW TOY!!! TT-TT

i get pushed into a deeper one! im sick of my mothers boyfriend fucking with my life! hes not my father, he has two kids of his own that he fucked up on and now hes trying to turn me into one of them! i dont want to be a narcissistic douch bag , or a stuck up get what ever she wants bitch!! and i caant do any thing about it because i cant put my mother through that hellish nightmare of a fight! im running out of options.... and the option thats looking the best right now is horrible....i just dont know what to do any more....

I am sitting in a chair on an airplane and I hate flying TT-TT illl talk o you all when I land ( if I lland TT-TT)

Bored otter ish bored...

Heheh Imma work on a story for  venzo because I have been waiting for that for a while heh thank you ^///^

To. Go home to nova scotia for a month, and I'm like terrified of the weather...

because im an otter i was just called a rudderbutt... lol i wanna get a pet otter now and name him rudder butt... xD

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/...../#cid:19096031

go go go

i found myself crying to this song for some reason...




lol i dont know why... but i love this song...

untill i has a hundred! *bounced with giddieness* what im wondering is why people are watching me in the first place , so post it here o.o please =3

i think i might change it into an otter... i like otters...

i think i might get back to working on mine.. after what... like 2 years xD

i mean, i dreamed and every thing! it was like i had everything lifted off my shoulders and all that shit... no more drama to deal with... nothing...

BUT MY NEW IPOD ECLIPSES THAT BY OVER A BILLION *giggles*

i can die happy now ^_^ right after i write up a couple hundred stories X3

well... i got the jst of it down on paper... now i have to add in a little more detail (or a lot X3) and do one more scene to type up and ill post it by tomorrow ^_^

its a drama/ romance story writen in 1st person... i can have roughly 4 or five more people intro duced into it and i need three of them to be female >_< (srsly its like a sausage fest xD) just post your refrence below and ill get back to you ^_^
*status's*
 juswolf as my mate
 lostlove as my new overly hyperactive friend
 velfred unknown yet...
 TehRoxxorz as my little brother
 dayoon unknown yet
 soulshelter a less overly hyperactive friend of lostloves, but not by much heheh
 demonicwolfy1 unknown yet
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why am i so fucking selfless.... i hate it... i loose the ones i love because i tell them is better if they are with some one else... most people think its a good thing to be selfless... but its not... and its not something you can change... i just... want it to stop... im never selfish... and when i try to be selfish i end up being selfless anyway!... i just hate it about me... im sooo sorry for venting .... but i just really needed to...

wassurp?

it has been brought to my attention today, i seem to piss alot of people off... and i dont even realize it... i know im normally the one that helps every one and shit.. but im thinking that it should be about time i stop... i put every one first and it seems they dont care any more.... i am going to start looking out for me for the first time in my life... i know i hate to do this but i think i need to leave for a while... and im turning my msn off an my xbox live status.... peace guys...