nothing like spending a few hours in the dark from 5pm to 11:30pm i been with out power yay me at least it back so i happy i guess

hehe yes free art from an artist check what to do here
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/1528459/

well i home from AC for my first fur con i must say i had a ton of fun meeting new furs listen to people "2" the ranting griffon and uncle kage so much fun hanfing with zharr and sarus and the new friends i made i was a little sade i missed out on the vore party but oh well next year it was a little over whelming with all that was going on and i am little depressed it had to come to an end

i bought a tail a tail that matches my fur sona to the letter so i a happy kitty the only thing to make this better would be better would be if  bluu was here

so due to events i leave for AC wednesday so yays cant wait to meet all the furs and what not people welcome to pounce on me if you see me

well this should be fun my brother has hury duty starting monday i wish i could be in the courtroom just to watch him i mean he cant stand staying put for more then 5 min and in his eyes everyone is guilty even if they are innocent so to watch him have to sit would funny

still waiting for dear old dad to finish fixing up my new laptop he taking his good old time because corvet seasion has started and dose not care about anything else so i am still stuck on desktop and stealing bros laptop

final note i have lost my flash drive that has all my files from my old laptop i trying to find it but i not sure where it is

who thinks i need a new icon for FA i had this one for a while but been wondering if i should get a new one but where who would make one for me

well yet another week of waiting for my new laptop as my dad takes his time with moving file it driving me nuts that it taking so long


almost time for AC i so excited and nervus trying to keep money squirled away but people keep trying to take it from me so many people to meet i a bit nervus and will probly just hide behind zharr and sarus

swipped this from my mate  bluu

1. What is your character's name?
Zenny Darkmage

2. What is your character's name in another language?
no clue

3. How old is he/she?
23

4. What is your character's race/species?
magic grape house cat

5. Do they have a crush?
who needs a crush when you totaly in love with a great wuffy

6. Do they have many friends?
i have my friends my pets my bro and combinations of the 3

7. What planet is your character from?
earth

8. Does your character like to eat?
that i do

9. What's his/her favorite food?
furs

10. What's his/her favorite drink?
milk

11. Is your character annoying?
He can get over playfull

13. Is your character loved?
by my mate and friends

14. Is your character hated?
i fear some do

15. Is he/she emo/goth?
neva

16. Is he/she straight, bisexual, or GHEY?
gay

17. Is he/she a virgin?
nope

18. Name 3 hobbies
playing vid games listening to music yugiho cards

19. Is your character normal?
heck no

20. Is your character attractive?
i like to think seductive

21. How does your character handle emotions?
keeps things bottled up till i am with people i trust

22. Does your character have other forms?
my other form is naga grape kitty

23. Does your character overreact?
depends on what going on

24. Is your character a criminal?
well nothing has been proven *looks at all the missing fur posters then burps up a sock*

25. Does your character go to school?
collage

26. What's his/her IQ?
high IQ

27. Does your character have a disease/curse?
nope

28. Is your character dead?
alive and well

29. Does your character have a family?
nope

30. Has he/she encountered any tragic times in life?
A couple here and there

31. What's the best time in your character's life?
the day i found my  bluu ???


32. If you could name 1 friend, which would you relate to your character?
they broke the mold when they made me

33. Is your character single?
no happily mated with "iconbluu:

34. Has he/she developed any relationships?
my wufwuf "iconbluu:

35. Does he/she have an element?
yes darkness and water

36. Do you role-play your character?
Yes! :D

37. Do you write about your character?
i in my stories arnt i

38. Does your character have a bad temper at times?
when you get me rilled

39. Does your character get depressed?
when know one is petting me or my mate not in my arms

40. What's your characters favorite animal?
lets see cats bats and wufs

41. Does your character have any fears?
being alone spiders

42. Does your character have any weaknesses?
getting my paws licked


43. Does your character look up to anyone?
not really

44. Does your character like music?
yush love it

45. What's your character's favorite type of music?
techno country pop

46. Is he/she impatient?
very

47. What's something funny about your character?
hates being in large crowds unless i am looking down on them


48. Nicknames?
Zen

49. Does your character curse?
my mouth so clean you could sleep in it

50. This test is over, what does your character have to say?
where is my bluu i want to hug nom on him

well after some tinkering i have sound on evil desk top so yays but the web brouser needs to be updated but still dont have previges to do so but at the least dad got msn working on here for me so yays

in other news i had so many submitions to look at over 2000 that i just nuked them all so if there was something you want me to take a look ats send a link to it i try to poke around and finds stuff in mean time

yay my artistis friend has finally made a page for FA

 Spectored where he can post more of his great work

so i has a useable laptop yays it not fully mine just yet but it will be in mean time this is a test i took and scored as


http://helloquizzy.okcupid.com/test.....nneagram-test/


your Enneagram type is FOUR (aka "The Romantic")


"I am unique"
Romantics have sensitive feelings and are warm and perceptive.



How to Get Along with Me

• Give me plenty of compliments. They mean a lot to me.

• Be a supportive friend or partner. Help me to learn to love and value myself.

• Respect me for my special gifts of intuition and vision.

• Though I don't always want to be cheered up when I'm feeling melancholy, I sometimes like to have someone lighten me up a little.

• Don't tell me I'm too sensitive or that I'm overreacting!

Your result for The Quick & Painless ENNEAGRAM Test ...

4- the Individualist
Thanks for taking the test !



you chose BY - your Enneagram type is FOUR (aka "The Romantic")


"I am unique"
Romantics have sensitive feelings and are warm and perceptive.



How to Get Along with Me

• Give me plenty of compliments. They mean a lot to me.

• Be a supportive friend or partner. Help me to learn to love and value myself.

• Respect me for my special gifts of intuition and vision.

• Though I don't always want to be cheered up when I'm feeling melancholy, I sometimes like to have someone lighten me up a little.

• Don't tell me I'm too sensitive or that I'm overreacting!



What I Like About Being a FOUR

• my ability to find meaning in life and to experience feeling at a deep level

• my ability to establish warm connections with people

• admiring what is noble, truthful, and beautiful in life

• my creativity, intuition, and sense of humor

• being unique and being seen as unique by others

• having aesthetic sensibilities

• being able to easily pick up the feelings of people around me



What's Hard About Being a FOUR

• experiencing dark moods of emptiness and despair

• feelings of self-hatred and shame; believing I don't deserve to be loved

• feeling guilty when I disappoint people

• feeling hurt or attacked when someone misunderstands me

• expecting too much from myself and life

• fearing being abandoned

• obsessing over resentments

• longing for what I don't have


FOURs as Children Often

• have active imaginations: play creatively alone or organize playmates in original games

• are very sensitive

• feel that they don't fit in

• believe they are missing something that other people have

• attach themselves to idealized teachers, heroes, artists, etc.

• become antiauthoritarian or rebellious when criticized or not understood

• feel lonely or abandoned (perhaps as a result of a death or their parents' divorce)



FOURs as Parents

• help their children become who they really are

• support their children's creativity and originality

• are good at helping their children get in touch with their feelings

• are sometimes overly critical or overly protective

• are usually very good with children if not too self-absorbed

laptop is dead and i am forced to use my old desk top which dose not even have a port for jump drive and my dad never up dated it so that the secuerity is off so that i can download msn messanger and what sucks even more is my school work is on laptop and i cant get to it


but this just sucks big time so to all my friends and all my pets and the most importanint person in my life my  bluu sorry that i am not able to play on msn i hope to have laptop fixed soon or at the least have msn put on desktop when dad comes back from his trip

omg this sucks i feel like i have been cut off from the world

saddly my laptop has been acting up before every so often when the power cord was wiggled the screen would go black and i would have to force a restart now when ever i bumb the back it goes black forcing the restart i was talking to a friend when it started doing this today so i worried my friend thinks i was ignoring him or something which has me sad

first item i could really use a belly rub from my wolfy

next item it is almost summer time which means work be evil as people will be spending their days doing this and that only to remember at 10 oclock at night they need to do grocery shopping so they will swarm my place of work late at night complaining about how things are too expencive and ask why all the departments are closed and bring there kids who tend to be cranky cause it is late and scream really loud when they dont get their way

on the list next schoolbe done soon so yays for me i plan to take a break from classes over summer so i can plan a little fur meet of a couple furs around me and basicly hug each of them hehe no one is safe from my back breaking hugs till my wolf is in my arms mhahaha

last item still looking for the three regis to have trade to my pokemon platnom if anyone wants to help me

one today is my mate Bday my sexy wuff be 19 yays he even more cuddly



second thing is anyone who plays pokemon platinum and has the three regi's just laying around want to trade them to me let me know

swipped this from little bro  Zharr18




1. Who eats more?
i would say me i cant help me self when there is good food or good furs to eat

2. Who said “I love you” first?
he did and he was so adorible

3. Who is the morning person?
me hehe my wolfy loves to sleepand is so cute

4. Who sings better?
I dont know but i can make a baby fall asleep

5. Who’s older?
i am hehe

6. Who’s smarter?
dont know and dont care

7. Whose temper is worse?
hmm it takes a lot for me to get mad but when i do all better run for their lives i can get into a blind rage

8. Who does the laundry?
I do, but we don't live together just yet but we will be soon, we can work it out then

9. Who does the dishes?
we both will

10. Who sleeps on what side of the bed?
i move around in my sleep a lot

11. Whose feet are bigger?
size 13 give me paw rubs

12. Whose hair is longer?
His is and you looks so sexy

13. Who’s better with the computer?
i would have to say him because if i am not carefull i can kill a computer just by touching it

14. Do you have pets?
yes i have my 2 birds

15. Who pays the bills?
i would have to say he has payed more bills then me

16. Who cooks dinner?
he wants to cook for me and i want to cook for him
cooking is love

17. Who drives when you are together?
i will be doing the driving till he gets licens and car

18. Who pays when you go out to dinner?
i want to spoil him

19. Who’s the most stubborn?
hmm i think we tie

20. Who is the first one to admit when they’re wrong?
i try to admit but then i can be very stubborn

21. Whose family do you see more?
i has seen some f his siblings and his popa

22. Who named your pet?
they came with the names

23. Who kissed who first?
i dream of kissing him every night

24. Who asked who out?
well i wanted him for a pet first so i guess that means me

25. What did you do on your first date?
*giggles* that is privet

26. Who’s more sensitive?
hmm i would have to say me i am very emotional with thoughs i feel safe with

27. Who’s taller?
Me hehe i a tall kitty cat


28. Who has more friends?
dont know *tilts head*

29. Who has more siblings?
Him

30. Who wears the pants in the relationship?
me and i like my wolfy pantsless *licks lips*

yay i am on spring break yahoo now if only i could be on vacation from work oh well lets hope i can have some fun and not be stucking working around the house doing this and that

Im sick of this sun
Im sick of this heat
Ice and snow
Hail and sleet
Come on down
Be at my feet




this is just a little ditty i used to sing before i found my  bluu and he melted my ice cold heart

1)How big is your penis?
around 6.5

2) How thick is your penis?
hmm i have no means of measuring that at the moment but i am told it is very think and meaty

3) Do you have foreskin?
Im circumsized,

4) Does it Curve or is it straight?
a slight curve

5) If it curves which way?
slightly to the side

6) Does it grow hair?
at the base

7) Do you shave yours?
once in a while

8) Do your balls sag or are they tight?
Sag inless i am cold

9) Have you ever pierced it?
EEEEEEPPPPPPPPPPPP *hides my pakage*

10) If so with what?
*keeps my pakage hidden*

11) What kind of underwear do you usually keep it in?
tighty whites because forsome reason boxers make me hard all the time

12) Has it ever touched another penis?
Yes and it was fun

13) Does your penis have an Penis Boyfriend?
yes my sexy studly  bluu

14) Does your penis have a name?
i will let  bluu name it

15) Have you posted pictures or video of your penis on the web?
those of you that have seen it know who you are and know that bluu is the one who get to play with it


16) Have you had art done of your furry character with its penis showing?
No not yet but i am thinking about it

17) Will you post this up for everyone to repost?
maybe



there you go you read it you cant unread behold my kitty hood

STOLEN form a few diffrent people


HOW OLD DO YOU ACT?

[] You know how to make a pot of coffee.
[] You keep track of dates using a calendar.
[x] You own a credit card.
[] You know how to change the oil in a car.
[x] You've done your own laundry.
[x] You can vote in an election.
[x] You can cook for yourself.
[] You think politics are interesting.

TOTAL SO FAR: 4

[] You show up for school late a lot.
[x] You always carry a pen/pencil in your bag/purse/pocket.
[x] You've never gotten a detention.
[x] You have forgotten your own birthday.
[x] You like to take walks by yourself.
[x] You know what credibility means, without looking it up.
[x] You drink caffeine at least once a week.

TOTAL SO FAR: 10

[x] You know how to do the dishes.
[x] You can count to 10 in another language.
[] When you say you're going to do something you USUALLY do it.
[] You can mow the lawn.
[] You study even when you don't have to.
[x] You have hand washed a car before.

TOTAL SO FAR: 13

[] You can spell experience, without looking it up.
[] The people at Starbucks know you by name.
[] Your favorite kind of food is take out.
[] You can go to the store without getting something you don't need.
[x] You understand political jokes the first time they are said.
[] You can type quickly.

TOTAL SO FAR: 14

[] Your only friends are from your place of employment.
[] You have been to a Tupperware party.
[x] You have realized that practically no one will take you seriously unless you are over the age of 25 and have a job.
[] You have more bills than you can pay.
[x] You have been to the beach.
[x] You use the internet every day.
[] You have been outside of your home country 3 or more times.
[] You make your bed in the morning.

TOTAL:17

real 21

hehe i am just a kid at heart

wows i had hit 3000 views i am impressed i got them much faster then the account that is set up on DA just goes to show the awsomeness of furrs *hugs everyone* hehe well to all furs yays


in other news i am planing on going to AC the only qustions i have is what would be the best way to get there what lie to use so my parents let me go with out too much trouble where the heck will i sleep how much money will i need and finally will i get my purple hoody with cat ears and a cat sewn on to it and if i do get it should i dye my hair purple

swipped this from someone copy then answer

What if?~
● I died:
● I kissed you:
● I fell:
● I lived next door to you:
● I showed up at your house unexpectedly:
● I stole something:
● I was murdered:
● I cried:
● I asked you to marry me:
● I was hospitalized:

~Would you~
● Trust me enough to sleep in the same bed as me?:
● Keep a secret if i told you one?:
● Hold my hand?:
● Study with me?:
● Cook for me?:
● Love me?:
● Date me?:
● Have sex with me?:

~More ~
● When and how did we meet?:
● Describe me in three words:
● What was your first impression of me?:
● What do you think of me now?:
● What reminds you of me?:
● Could you see us together forever?:
● Whens the last time you saw me?:
● Are you gonna re-post this to see what I say about you?:

well things are busy with this and that taking care of class work and then running to work but saddness has struck me because i cant find my phone i have searched and search but i cant find it anywhere someone come help me find it

in other news i want hugs and lots of them because someone thought i was a girl ;(

well one thing i can do other then write is make rings out of wire i am actuly very good at it saddly my latest ring i have made i made a size too small for my thick finger and so it hurts like heck but is stuck and i cant get it off