It's been hard to hold on. Maybe it's a good thing no one reads this, but i'm mentally checked out.

The world doesn't need me. I've been putting a lot of thought into the actual value of my life. If I don't have anything but pain or regrets to think about, maybe the only
sensible thing is to end my suffering.

I have Redbone's "Come And Get Your Love" stuck in my head.

Ever had a song just play itself on repeat in your brain? Well, this is the one invading mine at the moment

Just like there are negative thoughts that paralyze us, so must there be a positive side to things.

I like to see the world from both sides. You cannot appreciate one without experiencing the other. Heaven and hell are two sides of the same coin.
Not saying learn to love hell more, but accepting that some days can be absolutely rotten and still putting your best face forward regardless can be
empowering!

Today I want to feel empowered.

I feel a deep loneliness. Not sure what it was that made 30 the cutoff point for 'partying'.


Sometimes I wonder what really matters in a social context. I want to have a positive outlook despite every instinct telling me things are negative.