https://gofund.me/2c131578

I'm not the best at journals or anything really, but FA is my home for well.... everything. As much as I love Toyhou.se, as much as I like E621, FA has been my go to for it's ease and the community. I've made art friends who've happily accepted my comm ideas and loved my characters. Folks that loved my writings and helped a little with making them better. I love this site, problems and all. So let's work to keep it alive

A great artist whose work I adore is doing comms still to move out. Please go support her!

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/52201062/

Wondering if I should start porting all my art I got to E621 later to have a back up gallery in case things implode somehow. Just never touched it for anything other then porn and ref searching. Is it difficult to post there with all the tags?

So I'm making an Esty store so I can sell my bath bombs and slowly branch into more bath products and candles eventually. But for now Bath bombs it is. Keep an eye out for my store page soon

https://gofund.me/a5faa171

I posted this on my Twitter but I know some people are a little more active here then there. Just help me help her

Not sure why I post these if no one reads them. Fucking hate people sometimes. Scratch that. Certain people that think its ok to, whether intentionally or unintentionally, play with someone's feelings and emotions. Especially if you have a semi large following of friends somewhere. Leading me on like that was a fucking mistake and I wish nothing but my deepest vitriol and hate towards her for acting the innocent person and thinking it was ok to lead me on.

Why do I bother posting these donation sites and ask for help, if no one does so. I work hard to maintain my only means of transportation. If I cant use it, I can't work. If I can't work, I can't fix my car at all. May as well delete twitch. Not like I use that channel anymore or record for fun.

title says it all. too many memories i want gone

it was pointless to post that Ko-fi. no one is going to help. im not an artist why would anyone?

So, I'm going to go ahead and ask this. I need help. A lot of help. My state, and a few other republican states here, have decided to end federal assistance for unemployment. most are citing because either people are lazy, bullshit, or there are fraudulent requests, double bullshit. So I need help more than ever, though depression is kicking my ass when it comes to wanting to stream. No one is following me on twitch and I don't have any skills or anything I feel would be fun to watch. Its killed my drive to do anything. My state is a mess as well. No job is going to take care of me or my financial needs since every employer cars more for themselves, than the needs for its employees. We're all expendable and cheap labor to use and throw away, I learned that the hard way back at Lowes. No place here in Texas is going to take care of me or help me keep my hours stable. I'm more likely to find I'm fired for simply breathing wrong at a staff meeting than getting a decent wage and hours to live and move out of my Mom's house. So please, I'm not looking for pity or for anything like that. I need help to get on my feet on twitch to make it a viable source of income I enjoy working. I enjoyed making my streams but its so draining when no one watches or cares to watch. I might try something new when my new models come in and potentially show my face or do a model building stream while chatting. So keep an eye out if you do want to watch.

So to those that followed, I made a Ko-fi for my best friend on Discord. For context, I was helping him eat and get his meds when he needed them by sending him money while I worked at Lowes, and I just couldn't do it alone anymore. I needed help and help is what I got. So many helped and donated, even though it was a small amount that did. Even so, every pound and every scrap I could find I sent to him and now he's found a new job and is getting his first paycheck not just as an employee, but as a manager and store keyholder. This was wonderful news and I was so excited to hear he became a manager. I have since asked him about the Ko-fi page I made him and he has said it can be used for other things now. I have turned it into an offline stream donation page for my Twitch, so please, if you want to see more of my stuff when I can muster the energy and will power over my depression, go give me a follow so I can continue making videos and streams. Thanks again to all who followed the Ko-fi and helped. You made a big difference and helped me help my best friend and brother.

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https://www.twitch.tv/z3r0wun