All right guys, listen up here lamos!!!!! Right now, I am holding up my own personal competition for you! All you have to do is printscreen a screencap of my page at 10,000 pageview. Whoever screencaps the page after the count goes over 10,000 and he/she is the closest to that digit wins the prize of my free art.

Current pageview count : 4000

Today marks the beginning of my own despair as I face the reality I do not want to accept. Today, a news of a girl I loved for so long getting married to another guy she loves, channels through even the dustiest ear hole of mine into the centre of my brain. The feeling trembled like thunder through my chest shredding my heart to pieces and eyes shed so much tears like a rain storm.

I thought I have gotten over her and everyday I always never had a thought about her but why did that news struck me alot? Why did it hurt me? My parents keep on talking about the marriage during lunch and in my head I keep telling them "Stop!! Stop telling us this!!" And when finally finished lunch, I rushed to my room and explode my anguish and sad feelings in my own room. Yea I know I shouldn't do that but it's better than in dining room right?

The dream of wanting to be with her is finally over. But I still want to cherish the dream because I felt I developed so much and had a few creations based on that and don't want to lose that moment of feeling of love. I know it's foolish to think that and should move on, but there are certain elements I cannot let go.

Well, I'll so how it goes. If I can't live with those memories with me, then I will banish if forever, along with my childhood dreams, memories, everything of what makes me whole.

I am sorry everybody but I have to close my commission as of today because an grimful event have occured to me today. My laptop LCD screen have begun to fail. It occasionally blacks out and I sometimes have to put the sleep mode button to get it on again for a short time or switch the laptop off for a few minutes. But it usually blanks out whenever I turn the screen to bright so I had to dim it to the max, but it shows redness so I can't work on the artwork properly. So therefore, I officially declare my commission closed until I can fully fix the problem :(

Ok guys. Today I am beginning to do some commissions. If you're interested of having a drawing drawn by me, send me a note and I'll reply back. Here are the commission fees I charge at this present moment..

Black/White - $15

With color - $25