hurray. seems like laptop is good to go again. too bad i losrt EVERYTHING, oh well....fresh new start for a fresh new life, and a new graduate as well. *whispers* i just graduated.....=p

It seems my laptop has gone and lost it, again, and so from now on i wont be able to log onto FA or use AIM for quite some time...im sorry for those i talk to (almost) on a everyday basis but it seems im taking a breather from the internet world. I'm doing my best to find a solution to my problem but until then...

~Peace Out, 'Kota' Wolfrunner

i just realized...I'm at 1111 views on my page...hurray!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Lv6Cr5LZStE

gotta love the classics

I went around FA only to notice that this was everywhere, guess i'll do it...

1) The way to win your heart?
The Magic of having a 'bond'

2) Do you twirl or scoop your spaghetti?
I Twirl, i get more than i can chew...yum...

3) Are you dating the last person you kissed?
No

4) What did you do last night?
Alot of American Political System (APS) homework

5) Do you drink milk straight from the carton?
I don't drink milk, nasty =p

6) How long is your hair?
Medium length, it goes down to the bottom of my skull

7) Do you like Batman?
Money, Tights, and a Bitch-Boy to assist me? FUCK YEAH!

8) What are you doing tonight?
Cleaning and contemplating about the mysteries of the universe

9) Addicted to anything?
energy drinks and caffeine pills...slowly going down the whirlpool of addiction

10) What were you last listening to?
Nine Inch Nails "Closer"

11) Do you like anyone now?
No...Still in the process of pulling myself back together to like anyone else...

12) When was the last time you sang out loud?
5 mins ago...when i heard "Closer" play =p

13) What did you have for breakfast?
a Red Bull and 2 caffeine pills

14) Is your birthday on a holiday?
No, but near Halloween BITCHES >=D

15) What instant messaging service do you use?
Yahoo and aim.

16) Can you cook?
Nope..im scared my oven will explode the second i touch it...

17) Did you have a nap today?
yeah...to sleep off the sickness that was crawling through my body. i feel better though

18) What was the reason you got in trouble last?
I was told to give the wrong injection to an animal, should of questioned the Dr. but i did was i was told

19) What do you wear more, jeans or sweats?
Jeans...and short shorts ;)
20) When is your birthday?
October 27

21) Want some green beans?
depends...are they deep-fried with healthy?

22) Do you swear a lot?
rarely...dammit...

23) Where did you get the shirt(s) you're wearing?
i picked them out at a discount store. $$$ =)

24) Do you have any regrets?
Nope, don't plan to.

25) Do you ever snort when you laugh?
rarely...*snort*

26) What's the first thing you notice of the preferred sex?
Eyes. i can read off their energy as i listen to them. or i can just gaze into them and oogle my way through time

27) Do you want something you can't have?
I want Buttsex. THE DRINK, PEOPLE! THE DRINK!

28) Who would you like to see right now?
My Ex. Personal reasons...

29) Are you a social or antisocial person?
Depends on my mood. mostly I'm social

30) Have the cops ever come by your house?
yeah. He said i was playing my music too loud. even though im the only resident within my fucking culthasack

31) Do you have a tan?
im pretty brown...so yes...

32) Ever been in love?
was...until i was betrayed and lied to...

33) Would you rather sleep with someone, or alone?
Depends if that person is hard to sleep with, but preferably alone. so i can sleep naked and stretch in any position i want =D

34) Ever had braces?
nope

35) What do you wear to bed?
boxers/ nothing

36) Who was the last person to disappoint you?
My friend Sarah, she's not getting the ideas of the difference is being an adult, compared to a child

37) Do you trust people?
naturally yes. depeding on your actions makes me trust you more...or less...

38) What are you wearing?
boxers =D

39) Looking forward to something this weekend?
Dog Park!
40) What was the highlight of your week?
Getting My APS HW done =D

41) What type of people do you fall for?
Those with pretty eyes

42) Have you ever been IN a wedding?
nope, i plan to though =D
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Stolen from  CowboyPunkColt. thanks , that was fun +D

In the future i plan to get ready to sell the pics that i have taken. if their was a picture in my gallery you liked and thought to yourself 'i want a printout of that' i can actually do it for ya, but for a price of course.

Name The Picture and size , I'll get it printed out, and then it'll be sent to you. (S&H costs will also be added to final price).

so if anyone is interested please NOTE me and we'll talk more about it, or just AIM me. that'll be easier, but when you contact me please mention that you are 'interested' in buying a photo, I'm kinda weary of random people over AIM but just let me know. Thank you to all who read it...Peace.

~Wolfrunner

I've noticed that some of you who are watching, and then some..., have been commenting on my pics and saying how cute, cool, or fancy they are. i just wanted to let you watchers/viewers know that there are alot of pics in my gallery that you probably havent seen before (because in the beggining when i first started FA i uploaded my pics without any watchers, which means little/no one knows about my early pics =p).

so yeah, if you liked my recent and past pictures, you'll like the ones from WAY back when i had first started on FA. just look under my gallery and search-away =)

have fun furs =p

~Wolfrunner

im not deleting my FA account. its more interesting this was anyway. plus, i already found a solution to my 'something' so no worries.

this wolf still runs!

~wolfrunner

I am Currently debating on whether to delete my FA account due to some recent events. To Get to the point me deleting my FA account will help me get over 'something'.

In any case i will have my DEFINITE answer by Sunday night (western time)

In any case, for those who wish ti AIM me, chat with me, or say 'hiya'. feel free to do so =D

my aim and yahooIM are on my profile page so get 'em while you can

till then...

~Peace

1.) Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, and find line 4.
"...You will die," it laughed. "But one dead servant of the Lightmaker is better than none. your blood woill satisfy me for the day." - A Wolf Story

2.) Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What can you reach?
My Wolf blanket, that was given to me from one of my dearest friend. Its thumb-nailed to my wall

3.) What is the last thing you watched on TV?
Grey's Anatomy

4.) Without looking guess what time it is?
7:22 am

5.) Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?
7:03

6.) With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
Early morning traffic

7.) When did you last step outside? What were you doing?
this morning, coming back home. didnt feel well...=/

8.) Before you started this survey, what did you look at?
My dog, Matsi

9.) What are you wearing?
Black zip-up hood jacket, a pink/white button-up shirt, black t-shirt, blue jeans, and black shoes

10.) What did you dream about last night?
no dreams last night

11.) When did you last laugh?
yesterday during school, when i was making fun of my friend for (almost) being 'Preggers'

12.) What are on the walls of the room you are in?
ALOT of wolf art, posters, paintings, etc.

13) Did you see anything weird lately?
A Dead rat outside my front door

14.) What do you think of this quiz?
interesting

15.) What was the last film you saw?
Martian Child

16.) If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?
i would by some ice cream, and save the rest of the money for later use

17.) Tell me something about you that I don't know?
I'm Gay, not a flamer or queer, but just a regular dude whose into other dudes ;)

18.) If you could change one thing about the world...
less inustrialalization...more nature

19.) Do you like to dance?
yes, only when drunk though

20.) George Bush...
Is a mistake, not his presidency, but his existence

21.) Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?
maybe Luna or Destiny
22.) Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?
hmm...Angel

23.) Would you ever consider living abroad?
Definitely. I dream of it...

24.) What do you want God to say when you reach the Pearly Gates?
"you might want to take the back door in..."

25.) Tag 4 people who must also do this in THEIR journal.
 Naskatan  Garreth  Vulpin and  Grenodle

looks like i have spread the MEME, go out and spread it MORE!
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Thanks  IllusiveRaven that was fun ;)

Haha, it looked like fun :B

Take the letters from your name and put them together accordingly -

A : Easy to fall in love with.
B : You like people.
C : You are really silly.
D : one in a million.
E : Great in bed.
F : You are dead sexy.
G : You never let people tell you what to do.
H : You are Quirky.
I : Great in bed.
J : People Adore you
K : You're wild and crazy.
L : Unbelievably great in bed.
M : best kisser ever.
N : You like to drink.
O : Crazy
P : You are popular with all types of people.
Q : You are a hypocrite.
S : You love to drink
R : Fucking crazy.
T : You're loyal to those you love.
U : You really like to chill.
V : You are not judgmental.
W : You are very broad minded.
X : You never let people tell you what to do.
Y : best boy/girl friend any one can ask for.
Z : Always ready.



SO IM!:

T: you're loyal to those you love
H: you are quirky
O: Crazy
M: Best Kisser Ever
A: Easy to fall in love with
S: You love to drink ( and i do ;)

cool! stolen from  CowboyPunkColt, thanks that was fun =)

im looking for people to fight but in the next hour im going to be napping because i just got off from work. so to enjoy my saturday im looking for people would want to brawl with me. my Brawl code is:
5026-4268-7703

with that said i look forward to future fughts against any of you furs!

P.S. i need your Brawl code as well for us to fight

FYI my fighters are Wolf, Fox, and Lucario. Got what it takes?

as you may of heard, or havent, another terrible thing has happend to  Naskatan all because of me. i may be the horrible person but i will redirect your attention to his journal for you guys to send your sympathy and regards to him. im pretty sure you guys are going to ask what happend and i assume he's going to tell both sides of the story and after im pretty sure you guys will point fingers at me, and brand me as "the ass-hole whose betrayed and hurt Naskatan" but i dont really care what you guys have to think. its all about him right now.

heres his journal:
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/343515/

 Naskatan is the poor soul of which i stole this meme from
[] I am shorter than 5'4
[x] I think I'm ugly sometimes.
[] I have many scars.
[] I tan easily.
[x] I wish my hair was a different colour.
[] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair colour.
[X] I have a tattoo.
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[] I have/I've had braces.
[X] I wear glasses.
[x] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[X] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[] I have more than 2 piercing.
[] I have/have had piercing in places besides my ears.
[] I have freckles.

Family/Home Life
[x] I've sworn at my parents.
[X] I've run away from home.
[] I've been kicked out of the house.
[] My biological parents are together.
[] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[] I want to have kids someday.
[] I've had children.
[] I've lost a child.

School/Work
[X] I'm in school
[X] I have a job
[x] I've fallen asleep at work/school.
[] I almost always do my homework.
[X] I've missed a week or more of school.
[] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years.
[X] I failed more than 1 class last year
[x] I've stolen something from my job
[] I've been fired

Embarrassment
[X] I've slipped out
[x] Disney movies still make me cry.
[] I've peed from laughing.
[X] I've snorted while laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[] I've glued my hand to something.
[] I've had my pants rip in public.

Health
[] I was born with a disease/impairment
[] I've gotten stitches/staples
[] I've broken a bone.
[] I've had my tonsils removed.
[x] I've sat in a doctor’s office/emergency room with a friend.
[] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[] I had a serious surgery.
[] I've had chicken pox.

Traveling
[x] I've driven over 200 miles in one day.
[X] I've been on a plane.
[] I've been to Canada.
[] I've been to Mexico.
[] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[] I've been to Japan.
[] I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[] I've been to Europe.
[] I've been to Africa.

Experiences
[x] I've gotten lost in my city.
[x] I've seen a shooting star.
[x] I've wished on a shooting star
[] I've seen a meteor shower.
[x] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[x] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[x] I've kicked a guy where it hurts.
[x] I've been to a casino.
[] I've been skydiving.
[x] I've gone skinny dipping.
[x] I've played spin the bottle.
[] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[] I've crashed a car.
[] I've been Skiing
[X] I've been in a play.
[x] I've met someone in person from myspace/nexopia/facebook/furaffinity/etc..
[] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[] I've seen the Northern lights.
[x] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[X] I've played chicken.
[x] I've played a prank on someone.
[x] I've ridden in a taxi.
[] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[x] I've eaten sushi.
[] I've been snowboarding.

Relationships
[] I'm single.
[x] I'm in a relationship.
[] I'm engaged.
[] I'm married.
[] I've gone on a blind date.
[] I've been the dumped more than the dumper.
[x] I miss someone right now.
[x] I have a fear of abandonment.
[] I've gotten divorced.
[x] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[x] I've kept something from a past relationship.

Sexuality
[x] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex.
[] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[x] I am a cuddler.
[] I've been kissed in the rain.
[x] I've hugged a stranger.
[] I have kissed a stranger.

Honesty/Crime
[x] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't.
[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[x] I've snuck out of my house.
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[] I am keeping a secret from the world.
[X] I've cheated while playing a game.
[x] I've cheated on a test. (hasn't everyone?)
[] I've run a red light.
[x] I've been suspended from school.
[x] I've witnessed a crime.
[x]I've been in a fist fight.
[] I've been arrested.

Drugs/Alcohol
[x] I've consumed alcohol.
[] I regularly drink.
[] I've passed out from drinking.
[] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
[] I've smoked weed
[] I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
[] I've eaten shrooms.
[] I've popped E.
[] I've inhaled Nitrous.
[] I've done hard drugs.
[] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[X] I can't swallow pills.
[] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem
[] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[x] I have been diagnosed with one or more anxiety disorder.
[X] I shut others out when I'm depressed.
[] I take anti-depressants.
[] I am or was anorexic or bulimic.
[x] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
[] I've hurt myself on purpose.
[x] I've woken up crying.

Death and Suicide
[] I'm afraid of dying.
[x] I hate funerals.
[] I've seen someone dying.
[x] Someone close to me has attempted suicide.
[] Someone close to me has committed suicide.
[x] I've planned my own suicide.
[x] I've attempted suicide.
[] I've written a eulogy for myself.

Materialism
[] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[x] I own an iPod or MP3 player.
[] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.
[] I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece.
[] I own something from Hot Topic.
[] I own something from Pac Sun.
[] I collect comic books.
[] I own something from The Gap.
[] I own something I got on e-bay.
[] I own something from Abercrombie.

Random
[] I can sing well.
[x] I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[x] I open up to others easily. You ask me a question I'm most likely going to answer it.
[] I watch the news.
[X] I don't kill bugs.
[x] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
[] I curse regularly.
[X] I sing in the shower.
[] I am a morning person.
[] I paid/have paid for my cell phone ring tone.
[] I'm a snob about grammar.
[] I am a sports fanatic.
[] I twirl my hair.
[] I have "x"s in my screen name.
[] I love being neat.
[] I love Spam
[] I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day.
[] I bake well.
[] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or *blue*
[] I've worn pajamas to school.
[x] I like Martha Stewart.
[x] I know how to shoot a gun
[] I am in love with love.
[] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[X]I laugh at my own jokes.
[] I eat fast food weekly.
[x] I believe in ghosts.
[x] I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
[] I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
[x] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[x] I am really ticklish.
[x] I love white chocolate
[] I bite my nails.
[x] I play video games.
[x] I'm good at remembering faces.
[] I'm good at remembering names.
[] I'm good at remembering dates.
[] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
[X] I love cooking.
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Thanks  Naskatan, that was fun

http://youtube.com/watch?v=vSb-nV8l2QY

its highly random but highly entertaining ^_^

i Stole this from  strange-fox so...thanks =)
MEMETIME:
THE SEVEN DEADLY SINS

ANGER
1. With whom did you last get angry?: My mate

2. What is your weapon of choice?: Either a small blade weapon to assassinate my foes or my bare hands

3. Would you hit a member of the opposite sex?: If it came down to it...yes...

4. How about of the same sex?: With full intention

5. Who was the last person who got really angry at you?: My Mate

6. What is your pet peeve?: People without a goal to strive for

7. Do you keep grudges, or can you let them go easily?: i keep grudges only when they other has betrayed me, other than that things slide right off me =)


SLOTH
1. What is one thing you're supposed to do daily that you haven't done in a long time?: Brush my dog's winter coat

2. What is the latest you've ever woken up?: i woke up after a 18 hour 'nap' so it was like 2 PM =p

3. Name a person you've been meaning to contact, but haven't: My foster cordinator Gail

4. What is the last lame excuse you made?: i couldnt call you because i had to reboost my phone, but the radioshack was closed on easter sunday at 10AM

5. Have you ever watched an infomercial all the way through (one of the long ones)?: no but i dont plan to either, that and i have ADD when it comes to sitting down to watch something

6. When was the last time you got a good workout in?: i would say 3 weeks ago, when my mate helped me out

7. How many times did you hit the snooze button on your alarm clock today?: i think 3 times...

GLUTTONY
1. What is your overpriced yuppie beverage of choice?: Voss water

2. Meat eaters: white meat or dark meat?: depends on what i did today. if i did good deeds, white. if not, then dark =)

3. What is the greatest amount of alcohol you've had in one sitting/outing/event?: lets see recently i had chugged down 9 shots worth of captin morgan and woke up with NO hangover!

4. Have you ever used a professional diet company?: nah, i think that they shouldnt even exist to begin with...

5. Do you have an issue with your weight?: i could lose some, just alittle

6. Do you prefer sweets, salty foods, or spicy foods?: sweets, then spicy, then salty

7. Have you ever looked at a small housepet or child and thought, LUNCH?: YES! MANY, MANY TIMES!

LUST
1. How many people have you seen naked (not counting movies/family)?: 4 people

2. How many people have seen YOU naked (not counting physicians/family)?: 4 people

3. Have you ever caught yourself staring at the chest/crotch of a member of your gender of choice during a normal conversation?: yes ;)

4. Have you done it?: yes, and i enjoy it ever so much XD

5. What is your favorite body part on a person of your gender of choice?: it has to be their eyes

6. Have you ever been propositioned by a prostitute?: nope, but things can happen depending on my place and time

7. Have you ever had to get tested for an STD or pregnancy?: no, but im currently working on that...

GREED
1. How many credit cards do you own?: 0
2. What's your guilty pleasure store?: Borders
3. If you had $1 million, what would you do with it?: Buy acres of land and live out in it
4. Would you rather be rich, or famous?: i would rather be famous, reputations can get you pretty far

5. Would you accept a boring job if it meant you would make megabucks?: nope, i would lose my mind in the third day

6. Have you ever stolen anything?: yes i have. i have stolen a total earnings of more than $5000.
7. How many MP3s are on your hard drive?: too many to count XD

PRIDE
1. What one thing have you done that you're most proud of?: Fighting for my dog of which i fully own now

2. What one thing have you done that your parents are most proud of?: move out...jk jk but receive my Vet assistant certificate

3. What thing would you like to accomplish in your life?: Become a wolf embassador

4. Do you get annoyed by coming in second place?: yes! being number 1 is being top

5. Have you ever entered a contest of skill, knowing you were of much higher skill than all the other competitors?: yes, and i have dominated the competition before

6. Have you ever cheated on something to get a higher score?: yeah, but i wanted those bonus levels

7. What did you do today that you're proud of?: Make my boss happy at work today =)


ENVY
1. What item (or person) of your friends would you most want to have for your own?: a better laptop

2. Who would you want to go on Trading Spaces with?: An acquantance from Indiana

3. If you could be anyone else in the world, who would you be?: i would be that guy who was raised by wolves

5. Have you ever wished you had a physical feature different from your own?: i sure do, tails rock.

6. What inborn trait do you see in others that you wish you had for yourself?: a diffrent eye color than brown =/

7. Finally, what is your favorite deadly sin?: 0o0o0o i guess pride

thanks again  strange-fox, this was fun =)

we all know what it is. we enjoy it, we hate it, we strive for it, we avoid it...
the pain should go away but in order for it to go away more of it comes, and more, and more...until we find the happiness we want because all the pain is gone now...

A really good friend of mine,  IllusiveRaven, is looking for furs to roleplay with.

here is what she said in one of her journals to ALL furs...

"So this is just a general shout out to ANYONE that is interested in roleplaying and all that jazz. I'd absolutely love to meet you all and your loveable characters and such! So if you're interested just drop me a shout or something. Or even an IM is fine by me! So yeah, thanks all!! Oh and don't be affraid to request MxM or FxF. Fine by me. :D"

If interested please go to her
thank you!

~Kota Wolfrunner

This meme is stolen from  Vulpin

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$1060...wow, i thought i would be more of a threat than that...=/

Just read the "offense" and if you've done it, you owe that fine.
Keep going until you've read each "offense" and added up your total fine.
You don't have to confess your answers, just the amount of your fine.


Smoked pot -- $10
Did acid -- $5
Did some X -- $15
Did cocaine -- $20
Did meth -- $25
Ever had sex at church -- $25
Woke up in the morning and did not know the person who was next to you--$40
Had sex with someone on MySpace -- $25
Had sex for money -- $100
Ever had sex with a Puerto Rican -- $20
Had sex with members of the same family -- $50
Had sex with 2 different people in the same day -- $50
Vandalized something -- $20
Had sex on your parents' bed -- $10
Beat up someone -- $20
Been jumped -- $10
Crossed dressed -- $10
Given money to stripper -- $25
Been in love with a stripper -- $20
Kissed some one who's name you didn't know --$10
Hit on some one of the same sex while at work-- $15
Ever drive drunk -- $20
Ever got drunk at work, or went to work while still drunk -- $50
Used toys while having sex -- $30
Got drunk, passed out and don't remember the night before -- $20
Went skinny dipping -- $5
Had sex in a pool -- $20
Kissed someone of the same sex -- $10
Had sex with someone of the same sex -- $20
Cheated on your significant other -- $10
Masturbated -- $10
Cheated on your significant other with their relative or close friend --$50
Done oral -- $5
Got oral -- $5
Done / got oral in a car while it was moving-- $25
Stole something -- $10
Had sex with someone in jail -- $100
Spit in someone's food --$25
Made a nasty home video -- $15
Had a threesome -- $50
Had sex in the wild -- $20
Been in the same room while someone was having sex -- $25
Stole something worth over more than a hundred dollars -- $20
Had sex with someone 10 years older -- $20
Had sex with someone under 21 and you are over 27 -- $25
Been in love with two people or more at the same time -- $50
Said you love someone but didn't mean it -- $25
Went streaking -- $5
Went streaking in broad daylight -- $15
Been arrested -- $5
Spent time in jail -- $15
Played spin the bottle -- $5
Done something you regret -- $20
Had sex with your best friend -- $20
Had sex with someone you work with at work --$25
Had anal sex -- $80
Lied to your mate -- $5
Lied to your mate about the sex being good --$25
Been raped -- $500
Have raped -- $200
Had sex with some one 16 or younger -- $300
Had sex with a dog -- $25
Had sex with a horse -- $50
Had sex with a cat -- $75 (add $50 if you tied it up so you didn't get scratched)
Have you ever had sex in a fursuit -- $100
Have you ever had sex while your partner wore a fursuit -- $100
Been spanked by a lover -- $50
Been whipped by a lover -- $ 100
Been fisted -- $150
If you know what "CBT" stands for -- $250
Used whip cream in bed -- $25
Used handcuffs in bed -- $50
Used a whip or paddle in bed -- $75
Ever imagined the person you where having sex with was some one else -- $100
If you have had a butt plug in for more then an hour -- $75
If you ever used any vacuum cleaner attachments -- $100
Had someone come climb in your bedroom window for sex so your parents would not find out -- $100
Used a blow up doll -- $50
Drove away from a car accident you caused -- $500
Cut yourself on purpose -- $100
Cut someone else on purpose -- $150
Pissed on some one -- $10 (Add $10 if they drank it)
Been pissed on -- $15 (add $20 if you drank it)
Shit on some one -- $20 (add $25 if they ate it)
Been shit on -- $25 (add $50 if you ate it)
If you have ever been shot -- $300
Dyed your hair -- $10
Dyed your pubes -- $20
If you ever ate your own cum (vaginal fluids for females)-- $20
Smoked while having sex -- $20
Ate a sandwich while having sex -- $50
Slapped someone across the face while fucking them-- $100
If you ever shoved a candle up someone's ass and lit it-- $200
Fucked someone while they were crying-- $300
If you have ever fucked a girl on the rag -- $100
If you ate her out after -- $200
If you have sucked your own cum out of a guy's ass -- $200
If you took this test and were completely honest add -- $500
Didn't use a condom -- $50
Got an STD -- $ 25
Have an STD -- $ 100
Planned to kill some one -- $50
Killed somebody -- $1,000
Add $5 for each tattoo and piercing you have
Add $10 for each scar over an inch long that you have
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Thanks Vulpin, this meme was fun =)

i am the guy responsible for  Naskatan current state of mind and current living situiation problem. for those who dont know please look at his journal entries and you'll see what i mean.

you guys may read it and give me a negative look (i dont really care...) but all i can say out of all this is "I wish we had more time...I'm sorry..."

...

is it considered suicide?

We all know what it is. We either want it or rid of it from ourselves. Love can be a delusional thing where gifts, favors, etc. are given in hopes of obtaining this "Love" from the other person. In the long run, going down this path, it'll lead to bad expectational patterns and in the end only loss and pain are left.
Love is a consciousness, not a feeling. Love is accepting the person for who they are, not what they have, or what they're known by, or how you picture them to be. Love is only one thing, unconditional

1. Are you single or taken?

I have a Mate and a bitch...IM A PIMP =D

2. Chocolate or flowers?

Ghiradelli 80% Dark Chocolate...yum...

3. Will you do anything special for Valentines Day?

I dont know, whatever happens...happens...

4.Do you like anyone?

i dont "like" someone but i do Love someone with all my heart <3

5. Were you dating anyone last Valentines?

no, too busy messing up everyone else's V-day =p

6. What would be your dream Valentines date?

Going out getting hammered-drunk and partying knowing that i will be safe along with my mate as well

7. Do you make a big deal about Valentines?

nope, its just another one of those days...

8. Have you ever had a secret admirer?

If i told ya then it wouldnt be a secret now would it? =p
i've had a couple but nothing special happened

9. Would you ever write someone a love letter?

i admit yes, and i actually have done a couple. i can proudly say that my words made some people cry

10. Do you believe in Cupid?

nah, seeing naked midgets fly around shooting at me with bow and arrows scare me...

11. Do your parents give you presents on Valentines?

no, they dont even acknowledge the day XD

12. Do you still send out Valentines cards?

nah, gave up on that in 6th grade =p

13. Do you like candy hearts?

i do, only if they have rude remarks on them

15. Is Valentines depressing?

no, more of a happy day really

16. How do you feel about PDA?

People Dying of AIDS? horrible...

17. How is your love life?

recently, its been going great, beyond what words can describe.

in the past...boring, nothing special. full of regret, hate, and torture

in the future...we'll see...

18. Have you ever been dumped on Valentines?

nah. even if i was i would slap the person for picking such a ridculous day to do it on XD

19. How many roses would you want?

3, it means alot to me

20. Will you have a boyfriend/girlfriend next Valentines?

again, we'll see. i have high hopes though =)

at this very hour i was caught faping for the very first time. the only twist to this embaressing moment was that i wasn't caught by my mother, oh no, i was caught by my boss...
he saw me through the door, i quickly pulled up my pants and ran to the desk with my head down and my hands in my hair, he shut the door for a second and then opened it and continued onwards to me....
With a regular holy-shit--I-just-saw-you-faping tone he asked me if rent was given (because i live on top of where i work =p)
with my head down i said "yeah..." like as if i was crying

suddenly he said "It happens to the best of us...we dont have to talk about it..."

he left me there, head down on desk, and then left the clinic....

after he left i bursted out and started yelling at myself "OF ALL THE FUCKING PEOPLE TO CATCH ME FAPING, FOR THE FIRST TIME, IT HAD TO BE MY BOSS!!!"

my working days with him will be full of embaressment and avoidence...

have you guys, and girls, ever been caught faping/masturbating before?
your guy's stories will help me cope with my embaressment T_T

my overall reaction of the con, even while drunk and doped up on 'special' muffin is...
meh...
its fine to an extent and its not boring as long as you have money or company with you. and if you dont have both than its pretty easy to find SOME kind of entertainment there. whther its to see people make fools of themselves, draw at the artists lounge for free (with ALL the cool drawing materials you can think of), listening to weeaboo's talk, go to the hotel rooms and find a party you can just join into, or just go around and watch the fursuiters be all lovey-dovey and cute like =)

i enjoyed my stay both inside and outside the con, and i got my hands on WONDERFUL info for my paper =)

thank you to those i had asked about the con
thank you to those who said some WONDERFUL BULL**** while i was there

and most importantly, thank you  Naskatan for making this possible