Greetings all! [Updates]
Posted 5 months agoHello there. Been a minute since my last journal and just wanted to let people know that I am glad and appreciative to all that favorite and watch me for my works. I started writing to get things off my mind and actually developed more of a love for the craft to help increase my writing capabilities. Hell, people even paid me to write smut for them. That is hell of a wonderful thing.
However, some bad news. I am in a minor crisis mode. To not dive too deeply into detail, I have been through a bout of bad luck involving my place of residence. One thing breaks, than another, then another, then a pipe breaks, and then shit gets ruined, and oh whats that? More shit to deal with. I think I reached a point of balance a week or so ago and then during a rainstorm, water rushed into my bedroom due to a foundation issue. I never have been so angry and bitter and just mentally fatigued that I want to scream and honestly strangle the previous owner of my place. The hidden issues that are now making themselves apparent. Thankfully, I can do some fixes myself to mitigate cost but fuck, I do not want to wake up to hear something dripping behind the walls or hell, I reached the point of my brain thinking that I am hearing stuff. Plus getting hit with unseen costs. Like, I can handle that shit, but overtime my brain has fried and honestly writing has been so very hard that I have to pause.
I guess this is more of a venting post, but just know I will eventually get back to it but it will be slow going. I think I had been burning at both ends for so long that finally it came to a point where I just want to smoke something and pass the fuck out. Hell, there are moments when I just look outside and think "Hey, that asteroid is coming early."
I am sorry I am not as uplifting or friendly as I have been. I just am tired. I just want to wake up without worry that shit will collapse. I just want to rest without that feeling of anxiety creeping on me as I come back from work, pausing as I open the door because I have to brace myself in case I walk into water dripping from the ceiling with rotten sheetrock giving way (believe me, that was not a fun time. I think I didn't eat for two days because I barely remember that.)
Anyway, thank you for allowing me to vent. Again, I do appreciate your kind words for my stories and hope that this funk will pass.
Please try and find positive moments in your life. Its surprisingly powerful to keep on keeping on.
However, some bad news. I am in a minor crisis mode. To not dive too deeply into detail, I have been through a bout of bad luck involving my place of residence. One thing breaks, than another, then another, then a pipe breaks, and then shit gets ruined, and oh whats that? More shit to deal with. I think I reached a point of balance a week or so ago and then during a rainstorm, water rushed into my bedroom due to a foundation issue. I never have been so angry and bitter and just mentally fatigued that I want to scream and honestly strangle the previous owner of my place. The hidden issues that are now making themselves apparent. Thankfully, I can do some fixes myself to mitigate cost but fuck, I do not want to wake up to hear something dripping behind the walls or hell, I reached the point of my brain thinking that I am hearing stuff. Plus getting hit with unseen costs. Like, I can handle that shit, but overtime my brain has fried and honestly writing has been so very hard that I have to pause.
I guess this is more of a venting post, but just know I will eventually get back to it but it will be slow going. I think I had been burning at both ends for so long that finally it came to a point where I just want to smoke something and pass the fuck out. Hell, there are moments when I just look outside and think "Hey, that asteroid is coming early."
I am sorry I am not as uplifting or friendly as I have been. I just am tired. I just want to wake up without worry that shit will collapse. I just want to rest without that feeling of anxiety creeping on me as I come back from work, pausing as I open the door because I have to brace myself in case I walk into water dripping from the ceiling with rotten sheetrock giving way (believe me, that was not a fun time. I think I didn't eat for two days because I barely remember that.)
Anyway, thank you for allowing me to vent. Again, I do appreciate your kind words for my stories and hope that this funk will pass.
Please try and find positive moments in your life. Its surprisingly powerful to keep on keeping on.
Happy Holidays!
Posted 9 months agoGreetings~
Hope you all are well. A bit out of it as I have been rather sick for the past couple of weeks. That coupled with the holiday season left me drained as hell.
All I gotta say is be merry if you can and hold onto people that you are close to. Be well and enjoy the cold and brutal weather like I have. To those that have kept me going, I do appreciate it even as I do not vocalize it properly. I am trying to do better. My brain just likes to tell me things that kind of drag me into dark holes that I rather not leave. It is always a fight, but I plan on fighting still.
Have a lovely holiday~
Hope you all are well. A bit out of it as I have been rather sick for the past couple of weeks. That coupled with the holiday season left me drained as hell.
All I gotta say is be merry if you can and hold onto people that you are close to. Be well and enjoy the cold and brutal weather like I have. To those that have kept me going, I do appreciate it even as I do not vocalize it properly. I am trying to do better. My brain just likes to tell me things that kind of drag me into dark holes that I rather not leave. It is always a fight, but I plan on fighting still.
Have a lovely holiday~
Updates and such
Posted 10 months agoHello there all. Forgive me as this is a weird meandering journal.
Again I thank you for following and favoriting my works. I may not message as frequently as I should but I do like it, even if its just a quick favorite and I never see you again. It is appreciated.
I hate to get political and hate to really open up in general but this month so far is a bit rough and exhausting. Mentally I am fatigued. Work is work but I swear its putting out fire after fire with home life and I just want to scream. I write porn, and niche porn at that and this is a weird release. For me, this is a small escape from a very dry and unwelcome world at times.
The past years it feels worse. I kept my mouth shut because I hate conflict but began to speak out more. I was angry. Livid even of how things felt like they were sliding back. Rights starting to teeter on the edges of being lost. We experienced Roe Vs Wade, correct? And now it feels like things are backsliding further.
By the gods I was and am pissed. Pissed that immediately after recent political events that people I thought I know IRL, the same people that were happy to help, turned into the most vile personalities. The thing is, they all blurred together and I was upset. I was angry and I wished for such vile rage in return.
I just felt this week so bitter and rage filled that today I screamed into a pillow as I had to cut people out of my life and rethink others because I will tell you as I have laid with men as well as women that I am still a slur in their eyes. I woke up after writing the most recent story a bit, empty but feeling oddly better. There was this bitter rage that was starting to leave me and I swear it was like a poison. I cannot be that person. I cannot harbor that much animosity for no reason.
However, I will not give up. People that I have close to me have been fantastic in keeping my mental state from spiraling and turning into something else and I am grateful to them.
To those that think this is melodramatic, well, perhaps it is. Feel free to dismiss it but do not bring hostile comments to this proverbial doorstep.
I just ask for those out there that are feeling hurt and unsure, that to try and keep hope, but also a healthy limit of anger. Anger keeps you from being trodden on.
I also write this journal as someone from the US as well. I understand that its been a constant bombardment on the internet as of late and I swear it just feels like chaos is churning everywhere. Please, be safe and try for the life of you to not lose yourself. Perhaps I am being a bit mental as I felt like I awoke from a fever of my mind bending me over but I am sure there are others feeling the same.
I will be taking a slight bit of time from things online to kind of focus on some bullshit IRL so probably gonna take the rest of November off to focus on other things. What things? Well... training perhaps. The fall season is lovely and is perfect for hiking.
Be safe out there~
Again I thank you for following and favoriting my works. I may not message as frequently as I should but I do like it, even if its just a quick favorite and I never see you again. It is appreciated.
I hate to get political and hate to really open up in general but this month so far is a bit rough and exhausting. Mentally I am fatigued. Work is work but I swear its putting out fire after fire with home life and I just want to scream. I write porn, and niche porn at that and this is a weird release. For me, this is a small escape from a very dry and unwelcome world at times.
The past years it feels worse. I kept my mouth shut because I hate conflict but began to speak out more. I was angry. Livid even of how things felt like they were sliding back. Rights starting to teeter on the edges of being lost. We experienced Roe Vs Wade, correct? And now it feels like things are backsliding further.
By the gods I was and am pissed. Pissed that immediately after recent political events that people I thought I know IRL, the same people that were happy to help, turned into the most vile personalities. The thing is, they all blurred together and I was upset. I was angry and I wished for such vile rage in return.
I just felt this week so bitter and rage filled that today I screamed into a pillow as I had to cut people out of my life and rethink others because I will tell you as I have laid with men as well as women that I am still a slur in their eyes. I woke up after writing the most recent story a bit, empty but feeling oddly better. There was this bitter rage that was starting to leave me and I swear it was like a poison. I cannot be that person. I cannot harbor that much animosity for no reason.
However, I will not give up. People that I have close to me have been fantastic in keeping my mental state from spiraling and turning into something else and I am grateful to them.
To those that think this is melodramatic, well, perhaps it is. Feel free to dismiss it but do not bring hostile comments to this proverbial doorstep.
I just ask for those out there that are feeling hurt and unsure, that to try and keep hope, but also a healthy limit of anger. Anger keeps you from being trodden on.
I also write this journal as someone from the US as well. I understand that its been a constant bombardment on the internet as of late and I swear it just feels like chaos is churning everywhere. Please, be safe and try for the life of you to not lose yourself. Perhaps I am being a bit mental as I felt like I awoke from a fever of my mind bending me over but I am sure there are others feeling the same.
I will be taking a slight bit of time from things online to kind of focus on some bullshit IRL so probably gonna take the rest of November off to focus on other things. What things? Well... training perhaps. The fall season is lovely and is perfect for hiking.
Be safe out there~
Long time~
Posted a year agoHello there!
So it has been a minute since I last uploaded stuff and I will apologize. Real life was a bit draining for me and my mind kind of kept wanting to retreat in a dark hole and never return. There are times I wish to join with the slime collective or just become part of the forest as some eldritch being, but alas, there are annoyances to conquer in life.
For those that watch and favorite my stuff, I thank you kindly for the supportive words and to those that enjoy my little stories. It is fairly good to see people actually read and might get something out of it. I do plan to write more, but its getting harder oddly enough. I have a few stories I am cycling back through and trying to complete but there are times my head just condemns any mention of creativity. It is a vicious cycle, so I force myself to write.
And write.
And write.
Some of which you will never see as they are more short personal blurbs, or perhaps poetic nonsense that rivals high school gothic drama. At some point I do wish to write an actual novel, but the idea is just so large and intimidating that its been a struggle getting it off the ground.
I also speak to those working through life. Whether your life is primarily online or offline. I do wish you well. Life has been throwing curveballs after changeups and its scary. There are times your brain feels so fried or that the weight on your back just is unrelenting. All I can say is keep pushing on. Speak to someone. There is no shame in asking for help. Please, do well and I hope that my stories can assist in anyway they can.
Also, I do take commissions, just be sure to DM me if you have an idea.
At any rate, I rambled enough. Have a good and haunting evening~
So it has been a minute since I last uploaded stuff and I will apologize. Real life was a bit draining for me and my mind kind of kept wanting to retreat in a dark hole and never return. There are times I wish to join with the slime collective or just become part of the forest as some eldritch being, but alas, there are annoyances to conquer in life.
For those that watch and favorite my stuff, I thank you kindly for the supportive words and to those that enjoy my little stories. It is fairly good to see people actually read and might get something out of it. I do plan to write more, but its getting harder oddly enough. I have a few stories I am cycling back through and trying to complete but there are times my head just condemns any mention of creativity. It is a vicious cycle, so I force myself to write.
And write.
And write.
Some of which you will never see as they are more short personal blurbs, or perhaps poetic nonsense that rivals high school gothic drama. At some point I do wish to write an actual novel, but the idea is just so large and intimidating that its been a struggle getting it off the ground.
I also speak to those working through life. Whether your life is primarily online or offline. I do wish you well. Life has been throwing curveballs after changeups and its scary. There are times your brain feels so fried or that the weight on your back just is unrelenting. All I can say is keep pushing on. Speak to someone. There is no shame in asking for help. Please, do well and I hope that my stories can assist in anyway they can.
Also, I do take commissions, just be sure to DM me if you have an idea.
At any rate, I rambled enough. Have a good and haunting evening~
Commissions open!
Posted a year agoHello all!
So far I have done two commissions for people and would like to continue! If you want a written commission, sending me a PM so we can hash out the details.
This link is for further details regarding cost and such.
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/55696596/
Have a lovely week and hope to catch you all soon! I will keep writing smaller stuff to keep the juices going :)
So far I have done two commissions for people and would like to continue! If you want a written commission, sending me a PM so we can hash out the details.
This link is for further details regarding cost and such.
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/55696596/
Have a lovely week and hope to catch you all soon! I will keep writing smaller stuff to keep the juices going :)
Updates and Commissions info!
Posted a year agoHello there and happy February!
So anyway, big thing is I got my first commission the other day and submitted which means I am sending out a proposal to folks that enjoy my writing that if you are interested in a storied commission, let me know! I have limits of course like anyone else on the site but am pretty broad. Honestly it helps if I just list the things I do not do.
Stuff I can write about-
Romance - I do not mind doing a rather lurid scene. Kind of fun actually~
Vore - Oral, anal, cock, breast, unbirth, tail... I have done many in the past so that is no issue as well!
Sex - of course! Dinner and a show~
Characters of interest - If you have characters you want to have in situations, sure, just make sure all parties are fine with it.
Digestion - I am fine with this as well and can go pretty gnarly if desired.
Fandom Characters - Play it by ear. As long as 18+, I am game. Just give me info regarding the character so I can kind of get in the mindset.
Stuff I will not-
Scat (think scatplay and such.) - Disposal is fine but it gets icky describing way too much.
Watersports
Underage/cub - None of that here.
I swear there is a better way of setting up a chart but this should narrow things down. If you are interested, send me a message through DM's. I do work most of the days so morning/evening is when I can contact.
As for pricing, I am figuring that out still. For me, writing can go on a little bit in length so I usually charge by the word but we can negotiate if needed.
Hope you all are well and keep on keeping on~
So anyway, big thing is I got my first commission the other day and submitted which means I am sending out a proposal to folks that enjoy my writing that if you are interested in a storied commission, let me know! I have limits of course like anyone else on the site but am pretty broad. Honestly it helps if I just list the things I do not do.
Stuff I can write about-
Romance - I do not mind doing a rather lurid scene. Kind of fun actually~
Vore - Oral, anal, cock, breast, unbirth, tail... I have done many in the past so that is no issue as well!
Sex - of course! Dinner and a show~
Characters of interest - If you have characters you want to have in situations, sure, just make sure all parties are fine with it.
Digestion - I am fine with this as well and can go pretty gnarly if desired.
Fandom Characters - Play it by ear. As long as 18+, I am game. Just give me info regarding the character so I can kind of get in the mindset.
Stuff I will not-
Scat (think scatplay and such.) - Disposal is fine but it gets icky describing way too much.
Watersports
Underage/cub - None of that here.
I swear there is a better way of setting up a chart but this should narrow things down. If you are interested, send me a message through DM's. I do work most of the days so morning/evening is when I can contact.
As for pricing, I am figuring that out still. For me, writing can go on a little bit in length so I usually charge by the word but we can negotiate if needed.
Hope you all are well and keep on keeping on~
Hello and hello!
Posted 2 years agoIt must be a Christmas miracle I am writing again.
I was in a bad funk and was heading towards a direction I was not looking forward to to say the least. The Holiday's are always a time where my anxiety flares up and I just get irate easier, and well, I was not happy in some cases. But, I got better and to try and get my head out of things, I wrote. Quick stories that I needed to knock out in a short afternoon while sipping on a Bloody Mary. It was nice and I hope to write some more things. I know I need to work on technique and I am. Just needed to get the door open again.
Have a lovely holiday to all and be good to each other as well as you can.
I was in a bad funk and was heading towards a direction I was not looking forward to to say the least. The Holiday's are always a time where my anxiety flares up and I just get irate easier, and well, I was not happy in some cases. But, I got better and to try and get my head out of things, I wrote. Quick stories that I needed to knock out in a short afternoon while sipping on a Bloody Mary. It was nice and I hope to write some more things. I know I need to work on technique and I am. Just needed to get the door open again.
Have a lovely holiday to all and be good to each other as well as you can.
Updates!
Posted 2 years agoHello there.
Apologies for the silence and all of that, things have been a bit chaotic in my life with a bunch of projects sorta revolving around each other. Will say things are fine, just busy and writing is quite hard to focus on.
In the meantime, been working on more costumes (oh yeah I mess around with that) and travel to places. I was recently at the mothman festival and met some cool people! Definitely liking moths more now~
Also my time has been quite taken with other things going on so apologies for that. I am trying to get some short stories done to get back into the swing of things so just you all wait!
Nom you all~
Apologies for the silence and all of that, things have been a bit chaotic in my life with a bunch of projects sorta revolving around each other. Will say things are fine, just busy and writing is quite hard to focus on.
In the meantime, been working on more costumes (oh yeah I mess around with that) and travel to places. I was recently at the mothman festival and met some cool people! Definitely liking moths more now~
Also my time has been quite taken with other things going on so apologies for that. I am trying to get some short stories done to get back into the swing of things so just you all wait!
Nom you all~
Slightly Back!
Posted 2 years agoHello people who follow me and enjoy what I do. I will preface I have been gone a bit. Needless to say I was enraptured with the new Zelda but also suffered a bit of an insomnia thing going. It was hard to write and anything I did write I despised and trashed. It sucks and I know it happens but when it happens and your brain turns into a brick, there is a moment of helplessness that I just want to chuck the computer against the room.
Anyway... rambling.
I am trying to get into writing again and hope to keep people happy with what I am doing. I just dropped two stories. One is a food stuffing adventure with the gang of the great wolf and friends while the other is a fan story of Revali. By the gods I never thought of doing character stories but I HAD to. I miss the cocky bird. I might have another coming up of a certain famous reptile that is a pirate!
I hope you people enjoy. This is one of the few areas of the world where I can write things that make me kind of happy and I can be myself and all I can try to do is have others enjoy them as well.
Til next time~
Anyway... rambling.
I am trying to get into writing again and hope to keep people happy with what I am doing. I just dropped two stories. One is a food stuffing adventure with the gang of the great wolf and friends while the other is a fan story of Revali. By the gods I never thought of doing character stories but I HAD to. I miss the cocky bird. I might have another coming up of a certain famous reptile that is a pirate!
I hope you people enjoy. This is one of the few areas of the world where I can write things that make me kind of happy and I can be myself and all I can try to do is have others enjoy them as well.
Til next time~
Hello and update!
Posted 2 years agoHello there!
Been a little bit of time from the last journal but just wanted to update the lovely people who watch, favorite or just enjoy my work and stay silent! I am still working on things but things are going a bit slower due to IRL stuff which includes also making some things that I need to get cranking on! You know when you put a project to he side and SWEAR that you will return to it someday? Yeah, thats me currently, except its multiple!
I will be writing more, just will be slower. In the wings currently:
Another story of Marcus and Matty and having a low stakes dinner.
Another story of my amorphous thing from beyond the stars blending into the world and encountering some others.
A new story centered more on the iguana known as Iggy! I do like reptiles so I would like to flesh him out some more.
But yes, I am still alive, just busy and living in a constant state of exhaustion. Who knew trying to buy a house was so damn INFURIATING!! UGH.
Anyways, have a lovely week and keep on trucking~
Been a little bit of time from the last journal but just wanted to update the lovely people who watch, favorite or just enjoy my work and stay silent! I am still working on things but things are going a bit slower due to IRL stuff which includes also making some things that I need to get cranking on! You know when you put a project to he side and SWEAR that you will return to it someday? Yeah, thats me currently, except its multiple!
I will be writing more, just will be slower. In the wings currently:
Another story of Marcus and Matty and having a low stakes dinner.
Another story of my amorphous thing from beyond the stars blending into the world and encountering some others.
A new story centered more on the iguana known as Iggy! I do like reptiles so I would like to flesh him out some more.
But yes, I am still alive, just busy and living in a constant state of exhaustion. Who knew trying to buy a house was so damn INFURIATING!! UGH.
Anyways, have a lovely week and keep on trucking~
How things are~
Posted 2 years agoHello all who have decided to watch and favorite my work. I greatly appreciate it! I can only hope to try and continue making content that I as well as others can enjoy.
For the future I will be adding more to the currently story arc of 'A Party to Remember' but am also planning on making some one offs involving other characters I have in my inventory, one which is a cryptid that patrols the woods and devours people who trespass.
Curious, to those that have read and enjoyed my stories, what have you liked so far, or what would you like to see more of?
Be see you~
For the future I will be adding more to the currently story arc of 'A Party to Remember' but am also planning on making some one offs involving other characters I have in my inventory, one which is a cryptid that patrols the woods and devours people who trespass.
Curious, to those that have read and enjoyed my stories, what have you liked so far, or what would you like to see more of?
Be see you~
Greetings~
Posted 2 years agoHello there and welcome to my glorious little corner of the internet.
I am Wolfo, or if I go by something else, just Marcus works for me. Needless to say after a much needed reprieve from online life, I am back to try and accept a lot about myself and get on with my life with other things that I have quite accepted. Healthy? Sure...?
Either way, I am trying my hand at doing creative writing again as my art is just... bleh. I leave that to the pro's, but if I can provide any enjoyment within my works, then I have succeeded at my goal.
What I have in mind is a primarily vorish gallery as it is something that I do find nice and fun. I think I came into loving vore more than gender and thus made this twisted person before you today that loves both sides equally (drifting more male then female these days). So primarily vore will be on display, but with my first series I intend to bring out into the light, it will slowburn from a romance between a fairly odd power dynamic of Matthew or 'Matty' and Marcus. How would you imagine being able to be held by large furry arms? To be teased by something larger than you? Don't get me started!
Anyways, I enjoy seeing comments and critiques to my works. I like to improve, and if its anything to help people get into things more, then I am for it.
Be seeing you~
I am Wolfo, or if I go by something else, just Marcus works for me. Needless to say after a much needed reprieve from online life, I am back to try and accept a lot about myself and get on with my life with other things that I have quite accepted. Healthy? Sure...?
Either way, I am trying my hand at doing creative writing again as my art is just... bleh. I leave that to the pro's, but if I can provide any enjoyment within my works, then I have succeeded at my goal.
What I have in mind is a primarily vorish gallery as it is something that I do find nice and fun. I think I came into loving vore more than gender and thus made this twisted person before you today that loves both sides equally (drifting more male then female these days). So primarily vore will be on display, but with my first series I intend to bring out into the light, it will slowburn from a romance between a fairly odd power dynamic of Matthew or 'Matty' and Marcus. How would you imagine being able to be held by large furry arms? To be teased by something larger than you? Don't get me started!
Anyways, I enjoy seeing comments and critiques to my works. I like to improve, and if its anything to help people get into things more, then I am for it.
Be seeing you~