We got gay married That's like regular married, but he's a raccoon-thing and I'm a mink.

2020

I guess I could say I'm moving back to Washington soon? That's a thing.

This is the true me, thank you all so much for helping me see my true potential. I'm a Furby lady now. You should all join the Furby Fandom, it's so inclusive!

Here is our theme song: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G3fVmnJJGe0

My uploads from the last 6 months have been re-uploaded via scanner. Things are now different looking slightly. If everything looks the same try hitting F5.

I'm going to RF I don't wanna take the time to make a Meme, you probably know enough about me if you care about the details anyway

Oh yeah I guess now is the time to mention this...

Where are you staying?
The Westin

What day are you getting there?
Thursday afternoon

Who will you be rooming with?
 kipper  drex150  camcartoonfanatic

Who will you be traveling with?
 Singha and I are driving around the country now!

Who will you hang out with during the convention?
Furries? Lots of them hopefully, maybe even you!

Are there any panels you might be attending?
Dance stuff probably!

Are you attending any stage or public performances?
Probably more dance stuff?

Will you be suiting?
Of course, I may never stop.

Which suit(s) will you be bringing?
Milo and the new body suit I just finished, and Durf's partial.

How can I find you?
That's a good question, try Twitter maybe.

Do you draw?
I do, find me and we should art trade!

What are your limits to drawing?
I should hope you can figure that out by looking at my gallery.

How old are you?
27

How tall are you?
5'9"

Are you taken? Are you looking for a mate?
No and no

Can I talk to you?
Please do! I have difficulty starting a conversation, break the ice please.

Can I touch you?
This is a very oddly phrased question...maybe?

Can I visit your room?
Not likely

Can I buy you drinks?
Non-alcoholic only please

Can I give you stuff?
I don't know, that sounds awkward

Can I hug or snuggle with you?
Hugs are fine. No snuggles.

Are you nice?
I hope so but it's hard to judge myself when I'm always so hard on myself.

How long are you going?
Thursday until Tuesday when Singha leaves for the airport

If I see you, how should I get your attention?
Call me Milo Durf or Vin those work

Where will you be most of the time during the days?
Trying to meet and hangout with everyone.

What/where will you be eating?
Take me sonewhere!

Can I come with you for food/fun etc?
Please do I love eating as a social event.

Can I look in your sketchbook?
Yes, of course.

Can I draw in your sketchbook?
I would love that.

Can I take your picture?
Let's!

What’s your goal for the con this year?
Same as always I guess, have fun

I was commanded to complete this by  thewanderingfox! 8P FUN!

Comment on this journal and I will...

1) Tell you something I learned about you by looking at your FA page for 10 seconds.
2) Tell you a color you remind me of.
3) Tell you my first memory of you.
4) Ask you a question.
5) Tell you something I like about you.
6) Tell you the object that is in front of me.
7) Dare you to do this yourself in your own journal.

I got an awesome new icon from  facerot You should commission him if you can, seriously!

I've been gone for a while. I actually haven't done anything since I was last active here. I think I'll be better though, I'm just pretty stressed out. I have so many projects sitting around that I need to get back to.

Gosh I had great fun this weekend! Went to a house party held by some local furs got to meet a bunch of cool people and hang out with some I already know. Good to get out of the house and socialize 8P!

I'm going for sure, I'l be out of the Navy on terminal leave. Got my registration already, AND I got a room at the Westin. It's only a one bed King size though. I would like to try and find roomies, though I'd like to get to know you a little before we make any commitments. I'll be driving up there from Washington, LONG road trip so I'll my car there with me. Anyone looking for a room we can talk about it! I'd love to go with other's this time, cons are more fun when you already have people there you know.

I have a Weasyl account too! If you watch me here you should totally follower me there too! I would be more active there but up until now it's been a graveyard. I'll start trying to cross post more too. Only like 10 people have ever seen my Weasyl so you should all go there, if I can't shamelessly plug my own art account then who can?!

I was on vacation at my parents house in the middle of no where Missouri. My internet was very slow and restricted so I was not online much. Now that I'm back though I have some art doodlies to post up.

I registered for AC 14! I'll be out of the Navy by then, hopefully. I'll be on terminal leave at least. I'm gonna drive there from across the US. Who's gonna be there? I'm kinda hype for this.

Put it in your pantry with your cupcakes.

I'm so nervous
I'm so tense
My heart can't forget about this self defense
The air is so hot
And my breathe comes fast
I thumb the cool blade but I know this can't last.

A new journal a new day!

I don't know why, but every time I have any interaction with anyone online I feel like they're judging me. That's probably not healthy right? I mean sure in real life we're subconsciously judging everything and everyone all the time. But, I mean like, if I want to comment on someone's stuff or follow someone, I feel like they will think I'm a creeper or something. I get nervous before commenting or opening a conversation and most times just leave and don't do it.

How is someone supposed to meet people if they're scared of rejection? I actually feel like I've already been rejected most of the time before I even start. That doesn't even make sense, and I know it, but it's still there. I feel like these feelings have been getting worse over the past couple of months... Maybe I should just stop trying to talk to anyone online until I sort myself out. But even then, I've been getting more introverted too, I want to do stuff and go out with friends but I'm always afraid they have no time for me...

I'm really sorry for anyone who reads this, I hate to put stuff like this out there, it makes me feel stupid, but I needed to put it somewhere, and this is a pretty faceless non-confrontational outlet. I don't think I've exactly reintegrated back into the real world after my long absence.

I need to draw more postable stuff, who wants a thing gimmie some more ideas.

The Fly inspired spooky Halloween icon. BOO!

I need to draw more. I've been lazy, I have an idea. If you watch me ask me for something in this journal and I will draw it. Please don't be shy, I really want to draw things and I need the motivation to do so. Please give me things to draw, make them fun or unique if you want, but please ask.

Thanks!

It's my birthday, I'm 26...

Went to RF2013 this weekend! I had a blast! Mostly staying out and dancing at night, in and out of suit. (mostly in suit) Left work Thursday afternoon then went down to register and check out the con space. I've never been to RF and it took me a while to get my bearings. Suited a little bit, danced a little. It was pretty quiet Thursday.

Friday I went to a panel called, "Prawst's Quick Tips," and learned some good stuff about the art industry. Then I met up with  arcisdarkfire and he introduced me to some people. I went to MFD dance panel and Cypher by  flinch and  anthrofox, it was really fun even if we did get kicked out by con staff for scheduling reasons. Suited some more, officially debuted Durf. Went to a panel by  jill0r and  matrices called Fursuit Refurbishing an Critique. I enjoyed this, I love Matrices' tutorials and her and Jill's suits. It was great to get some professional advice on suit work. I suited and danced after that. Then went to  thewanderingfox's place to crash for the night. Very grateful for that!

Saturday was cool too! Me and Kit ( thewanderingfox) suited together, I let him wear Durf, he really seemed to enjoy it, even if it was too tight. We did the fursuit parade, that was cool I guess. I entered the dance competition too, I was super nervous, I danced to some Queen! So I had fun in that regard. I got a few complements after so I guess it wasn't total failure. lol I felt good after, it was my first time doing anything like that. I still have butterflies thinking about it. Suited some more, went to the dance again, suitless this time.  firr killed it during his set! I had so much fun during the Sat dance.

Sunday I suited a lot, I don't remember specifics but I did suit in Durf again, he's so much fun to act out. I somehow go myself into a dance video. I was just following groups of people trying to find someplace to fursuit. lol. I hope I didn't mess up the video. Me and Kit dual suited again for a pretty decent stretch and ended the night at the dead dog, which was pretty good.

I met so man awesome people, I need to go to more cons, this was my second!  knottyascot was really cool and made me a super awesome Durf badge!  flinch was super cool too, and liked liked Durf too! I talked to  twitchdawoof a bit before the dance comp, he was really cool. I wish I could have talked to everyone way more! And there are so many people I wish I had gotten contact information from too! I'm sure I'm forgetting some stuff and I'm really sorry if I forget you, it doesn't mean I didn't like you. My mind is just a bit hazy still from all the fun I had 8P.

All the people are doing this, I need to fit in!

1. Why did you join FurAffinity?
I was actually very, afraid to join at first, I saw CSI. Then I found this and wasn't let down by what CSI had to say. But, I also found some pretty cool artists. I actually started drawing exclusively to design my own fursuit after running into  coopertom on YouTube.

2. What does your username have to do with you?
It's part of my name plus alliteration with a condition I misdiagnosed as a fear of heights. Because I don't check my facts.

3. What is your current avatar of?
Ecstatic Milo by  henrieke!

4. How many watchers do you have, and how many do you watch?
Watching: 72
Watched by:61
huh...

5. Do you have more than one account?
Nope!

6. Name 3 of your favorite artists on FA.
 musa  henrieke  kyan0 So many good artists, three is tough. I like cartoonists if you couldn't tell.

7. What artist do you admire because of their personality?
 meggyC Don't honestly know anyone on here very well, but she's pretty nice.

8. Do you comment, fave, or both?
I try to do both, I tend to hold back on faves and comment more often than fave. Honestly I think comments are more unique and helpful to someone's ego.

9. What do you typically post on FA?
Doodle shits, pictures of me being a weird dork, crummy sketches.

10. What's your favorite submission in your gallery?
Prolly this: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/10551419/ . I have others, but I think it's my fave, generally I can't stand my own art.

11. What are the things you wish you could draw better?
Everything, but I really would love to be better at capturing motion in a pose.

12. How many hours a day do you spend on FA?
Probably more than I should, I don't really keep track, but it's usually tabbed.

13. Are you a fast, slow, or medium typer?
I don't honestly know, I haven't taken one of those typing tests since Jr. High School. Though I make a lot of mistakes, which usually counts against you.

14. What is the most annoying thing people ask you?
On FA? People don't ask me anything usually. I've been asked for free art once, I did it because I was bored. Can't really say I get annoyed by much in that department

15. What is the most annoying/offending comment you've received?
I haven't gotten any annoying or offensive comments. I guess that's good.

16. What/who inspires you?
Music often, a lot of times just my own wandering thoughts. One of the best inspirations is watching others draw.

17. Everyone has considered leaving FA once or twice. Have you? Why?
I really haven't I guess I've thought of not uploading anything anymore before, but not "leaving."